Papa's Little Daughter

Very Pleading

Author's POV

"Enough!"

The thunderous cry immediately filled all pairs of ears that were in the room.

Everyone looked at the source, Shan.

"Why dear?" Chandra tries to get close to her daughter, but...

"Get all of you out! Out!!!" jeremy Shan. The little boy threw the doll in his hand at the father.

"Shan, hey why?"

"out! Shan said get out!!!"

Shan was now crying hysterically, thrashing on the couch, throwing all the toys nearby.

Salsa and Jimmy rushed to their mother. They were afraid of Shan who suddenly went berserk like that.

Chandra is still trying to communicate to melt Shan's heart until he is hit by a toy toss many times. Jimmy's robot size is quite successful in making his forehead feel throbbing because of hitting it.

"Go away you all go!!!" Shan. Chandra became very hard-pressed to embrace and dampen the emotions of this boy.

"You why Shan?"

"Papa go! Shan doesn't want to be the same papa! Stupid papa, stupid papa, stupid papa!"

"Hei Shan should not be like that" said Dewi tried to break up, but the middle-aged woman's efforts even get a reply...

"It's stupid too! Oh, no, dear Shan! Uti just love Salsa brother Jimmy!"

The goddess was immediately stunned to hear him. Her lips twitched and her tongue was a mute, "S-Shan uti apologized..."

"Go! Go there uti!" Shan drove out his messenger.

"Tante Yolla too why is she still there? Go there aunt! Aunty go home! Shan doesn't want to see aunty! Evil aunt! Salsa and Jimmy are evil too! Let's pinch Shan again! Let's pinch some time in that mall tan! You too! Let's go to Shan again! Come on, brother Salsa, brother Jimmy! YOU'RE ALL EVIL!!!"

Shan cried out in a scream. No one can stop him. He scolded everyone. Expel everything, including Chandra...

"Go you!!"

Yolla and her children slowly left the room, as did the Goddess. Chandra is still trying to calm Shan down.

But Shan didn't want to be placated.

Shan got off the sofa, then pulled his papa's hand. He led his father to the door. Arriving at the doorway, he pushed his papa out.

"Shan, don't Shan, don't baby. Let papa stay dear. Let papa temenin you."

"NO! PAPA IS ALSO EVIL!" said Shan, the final.

Chandra was pushed out and Shan immediately closed the door hard.

Shan locked himself alone in the room. He doesn't want to meet anyone, not Chandra either.

Chandra was very worried about it. He wanted to break in, he knew the door wasn't locked. Shan can't lock the door. But... After hearing a sobbing from behind that door, Chandra paused his intention to enter.

Chandra knows Shan's not leaving his position. The little boy was still at the door and crying.

Chandra tried to knock slowly.

Tok tok tok tok

"Darling papa wants to come in, papa wants to hug you. Can you Shan?"

There was no answer, only a sound was heard.

"Shan, papa, I'm sorry." said Chandra, pleading.

"PAPA DIEM! Shan doesn't want to hear papa's voice! Shan hates papa! Bad papa! Papa likes Shan! Papa always angryin Shan when Shan not naughty also papa angrurin! Bad papa! Anyway bad papa!"

Shan sobbed back in there. This really made Chandra's heart slice.

Chandra's eyes slowly felt extremely hot. There were tears pressing out of his mouth.

Chandra looked down, towards the door slit. He could see the cloth from Shan's clothes slightly coming out through the gap. That brarti Shan was currently sitting his body and leaning against the door.

Shan must be tired, Shan limp, there is no energy to stand up again after evaporating all his emotions. Chandra was eager to clutch the small body, hugging it very tightly. Chandra could not bear, it was very heartless if his daughter was exhausted like that.

Behind Shan's door was still sobbing. Shan looked towards the ceiling of the room with tears still coming out rushing over his cheeks. In his mind filled with questions, "Is it just Shan himself who really doesn't have a mama?"

The little boy thought of it himself.

After looking around him, after seeing other family members. Salsa and Jimmy are Yolla's children. Yolla their mom. Both of his nephews had a mother.

His father, Chandra had the Goddess, the mama. Yolla and Chandra are sisters. And they had a mother, the Goddess.

Is it just Shan who doesn't have a mama?

Why does everything feel unfair to Shan?

Why didn't a single person explain it to Shan? Where exactly is mama Shan?

There's no way Chandra gave birth to her. It is impossible for a man to conceive and give birth. Shan knows very well. Shan often went for walks out and always saw the woman whose stomach was bulging because it contained a baby.

So it would be a lie if Shan only had Chandra. There must be a mama who presents Shan in this world. Where is mama Shan?

Shan was eager to meet.

"WHERE IS MAMA SHAN???!!!" jeremy Shan.

Chandra surrender...

The tall man finally decided to leave. Went away from the door, passing through the desolate and silent hospital corridor, bringing his feelings that were twitching something. Something very difficult to explain for now...

......***......

The night air that felt cold until it penetrated the bone actually did not succeed in making Chandra turn around and enter into a warm place. This person was still faithfully enjoying the millions of stars scattered over the sky. The spot she lives in is now her latest favorite. The hospital rooftop.

I don't know what time Chandra doesn't know. He refused to look at his watch. It sounded so futile not the watch she was wearing. Moreover, the price of the watch is also not cheap.

Just throw Chan away, it's out of function.

Test test test.

"Damn!" Chandra cursed as drops of water slowly descended from the sky. Chandra finally came down from his place of existence to take shelter because of the rain.

Haven't had time to step on the last step of the stairs suddenly his cellphone in the bag rang.

Chandra stopped and pulled out his phone to check who was calling him.

Her mother's name is there.

Instead of answering, Chandra rubbed a red call sign. He refused a voice call from his mother.

A second passed, changing Yolla the older sister who called her. Chandra was about to reject him again, but somehow now his feelings are filled with unpleasant premonitions.

"Hello what's wrong, brother?" chandra asked with the flat object stuck to her ear.

Yolla the caller does not make a sound, this makes Chandra upset in his emotions.

"Woi why did Yoll lo call??"

Inaudible is the sound of Yolla, which can be captured on Chandra's auditory senses only noise. The sound of footsteps of many people and...

They called Shan's name.

"Shan wakes up, Shan wakes up..."

Sontak Chandra immediately accelerated his pace. He ran down many other stairs. I no longer think about taking the elevator. He chose to use the emergency stairs until he reached the floor where his daughter was treated.

From a distance there was a gripping atmosphere outside Shan's room. A lot of nurses walked in and out of the door.

"My God Shan why?"

Chandra barged in, getting rid of everything that was blocking his movement.

Up in his heart immediately crumpled to see Shan drooping limp on the bed with various medical equipment had been attached to his body.

Yolla hit Chandra's back hard. "Where are you from?!" ask him with a stick. Everyone was crying, Yolla and the Goddess who tightly grasped Shan's hands were both crying bitterly.

Chandra takes over Shan's small hand from Yolla's. The man is now kneeling at Shan's bedside.

"Hey baby, papa here Shan. Let's see papa..."

Shan opened his eyelids slowly, then looked towards Chandra. A melt of tears came out from the corner of Shan's eyes. "Lad..."

"Dear, Shan Shan why? Where's that sick, baby?"

"Papa Shan is sorry..."

Deg.

"No, Shan was wrong. Shan doesn't have to apologize to me. Papa's a lot wrong with Shan."

"Shan pa..."

"Shan, no. Don't make me afraid of plis. Shan's a strong boy, Shan can do it. Come on Shan must fight. Where was Shan's promise at that time?"

The second tear slowly came back down.

Shan's mouth was open, his chest of fireworks trying to take a breath as hard as he could. Although it has used oxygen, but it looks very heavy for Shan to breathe only.

Chandra really doesn't have the heart.

"Papa, Shan, you're not going anywhere else. Papa, don't go, please go to Shan for a minute."

Chandra shakes. "No. What's Shan for a second? Can't be a minute, papa will keep you forever. Just the old one, until you're old, baby."

Slowly but surely both of Shan's eyelids closed.

"Shan is dear to you." said Shan, whose voice was disappearing.

"Papa loves Shan. Very, very dear. Shan hold on, for papa's sake, baby. Papa please..."

Chandra tightened his grasp. Shan returned Chandra's grasp very tightly. Chandra can feel that.

I don't know what really happened. Why is Shan so drop.

Chandra could feel how cold Shan's palm was.

"Doctor Hans, Shan why? What happened doc?? Please explain!"

Dr. Hans seemed to have locked his mouth. The doctor was busy checking Shan's condition, injecting Shan's infusion tube and others.

The situation turned increasingly gripping when Shan's body suddenly convulsed.

...~tbc... ...