
"Shania means beaming. A beautiful girl with a radiant face, whom anyone looks at will love. The meaning of a very beautiful name is very deliberately pinned for him, with such a purpose. I want my Shania to get the affection of everyone around her. Even though I knew growing up without the affection of her own biological mother was very hard.
Shan, which means a journey. I had Shan present in my life made me realize that Shan was entrusted to me as a form of God's love for me and also a responsibility that I had to take care of during my age. Shan was my journey, a friend who was by my side to take a long journey together called life.
Shan, papa please hold on. Keep on loving papa. Our journey is long..."
Dr. Hans prevented Chandra's move. "Where are you?? Your daughter is critical!"
The doctor's hand grip did not stop Chandra's leg from leaving. The man lost control, and just got out of hand.
I don't know where Chandra's headed right now. His body was soaked. It rained at night as if knowing the state of Chandra's heart, the rain was just trying to wash it.
Kilo-kilo meters Chandra walks in the middle of darkness and silence. Instantly his legs trembled when he saw a glimmer of light from a distance at the end of the intersection.
It feels hit by deja vu, Chandra's heartbeat slowly but surely getting pounding.
The fear of 4 years ago seemed to approach him again. Not approaching, but Chandra was the one who challenged him to attend.
The large, towering gate, a luxurious European-style mansion was right in his eyes. Chandra had no time left, rushing the man to squeeze the bell that was available on the side of the gate.
One guard came out with an umbrella in his hand.
"Who are these nights? Have you made an appointment with the Prime Minister??"
Chandra's lips are getting louder. His tongue was confused, and he had great difficulty in answering the question he was asking.
The security guard saw the Chandra display from head to toe. In the next instant, the security guard realized something.
"You were the boy at that time." he said, shaking his lips.
Without saying another word, the security guard immediately closed the large gate.
"Wait sir! I beg!" Chandra knelt at the foot of the security guard. No longer concerned with his pride. Now he can only beg and plead.
Not a form of grievance or pity, the security guard allowed Chandra to enter and escort him to meet his superiors. The security guard only applies as directed. Let his guests see for themselves if his master cannot be found without a prior agreement.
"Wait here, I'll call him."
"Let me come into the house."
Chandra refuses to wait on the terrace. He wants to talk directly to the person in question.
"What's this?"
Has not been called, it turns out that the person came out to the existence of Chandra.
Chandra immediately lowered his gaze deeply. To look into those two eyes alone, it felt like Chandra did not dare.
"This shit again."
There was a feeling of anger and heartache now lingering inside Chandra's chest, but Chandra could do nothing.
Chandra....
The call was indeed suitable pinned for him because of the disappointment of a father.
"Dad..."
A voice call from inside the room made Chandra reflexively turn his head. That voice, Chandra knew him well.
Chanyeol's eyes were immediately fixed on the source of the voice. The stature is still the same, the face is still the same, and the voice is still very much the same. Like 4 years ago.
"Rosa.." Chanyeol said in a trembling voice.
The woman showed a surprised expression. He is shocked to learn Chandra is at his residence.
The woman named Rosa was still in the room, reluctant to go out. Just freezing in place. Frozen behind the body of his father who had long been his shield.
"The security guard take this shit out!"
Chandra shook his head quickly, he did not want to be carried out by the security guard. He insisted on staying there even though his body was slammed here and there because of rebellion.
"Please let me go! I can go out on my own! I'll talk to you first, please listen to me!"
"Let's get out!"
"Rosa please come with me! Please meet your son Rosa! Your son is critical!"
The woman finally moved. He stepped forward to make his father who had previously displayed a flat expression now his jaw immediately hardened.
Chandra violently threw out the hand of the security guard who locked both hands.
Chandra now took one step forward, eroding her distance with the blond woman.
"Please, I don't know if he'll survive tonight. This is his last request. He wants to meet his mother." said Chandra tearfully.
Rosa saw every melt of Chandra's tears. It took seconds or even to change minutes, the woman did not open her voice.
"Rose please..."
"What child are you maxing? I never wanted Chandra."
Deg
~tbc...