Mother Connect

episode 64

Shinta urinated in the room, she was so frustrated to see the changes Revan, until now Revan has not returned. Shinta got up from the bed when someone knocked on her bedroom door

"Miss is all ready, miss can go home now back home" said the middle-aged man.

"Thank you sir, where's my husband?"

"Master is on business, sir said miss just go home to town A" Shinta nodded lethargicly, he took the suitcase in the room and got into the car that had been provided.

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Arriving in the city of A, Shinta went straight to her house and found Syifa who was playing in the room.

"Mama" he shouted and ran into Shinta's embrace, Shinta held her daughter and kissed Syifa's cheek. Lili approached her granddaughter and daughter-in-law.

"Why are you home? Where's Revan?" ask lili

"Revan is having business" he replied smiling. Remembering her husband Shinta felt sad and neglected.

"Can't he appreciate me a little" he murmured inwardly.

"Why are you sad?" Tanya lili held her daughter-in-law's shoulder.

"No ma, Tata just misses Syifa" Shinta also kissed Syifa's cheek until she kegelian.

"Hihi amused mama" Shinta laughed at the face of her daughter who was so adorable, at least there is Syifa who has always been a strength for her. Shinta realizes her marriage to Revan is only because Syifa is nothing more. What she should expect from a man who never loved her, Shinta smiled wryly considering it all despite the tightness in her chest. He tried to cover up all his sadness.

"Darling, mama went to the room first" said Shinta. Syifa nodded, Shinta lowered Syifa's tiny body onto the seat and entered the room. Shinta stretched her muscles that felt so stiff. He cleaned himself in the bathroom, finished cleaning himself he saw the clock had shown at 07 pm but Revan also did not go home, I don't know. Shinta does not know where her husband is now, and why Revan's attitude suddenly turned cold as they were married. Shinta tries to throw away her sadness, she exits the room towards the dining room. Although Shinta has no appetite for food, she appreciates her in-laws and her daughter. Shinta sat next to her daughter, as usual she always fed Syifa.

"Well, you don't eat?" Ask Syifa

"You ate a full meal first, baby, then you ate" said Shinta smiled at her daughter, Syifa took a spoon expert in Shinta's hand she fed Shinta.

"Mama also ate, let Syifa bribe" Shinta who heard the words of the Princess opened her mouth, she was so moved to see Syifa who loved her sincerely did not feel her tears falling.

"Mama don't cry" Syifa wiped Shinta's tears with her tiny hands

"Mommy's son is a grown man" Shinta cooed Syifa's nose with anxiety. Now the age of Syifa wants to enter 6 years, Syifa has always been a good and understanding child. Her nature is also so mature her face so inherited the face of Caca her biological mother.

"Now you eat a lot of ya dear" Shinta took a spoon expert in the hands of a tiny Syifa and returned to feed him.

After dinner, Shinta takes Syifa back to her room. He played with Syifa, Syifa's laughter made shintapun's sadness reduced. Her little angel always gave her peace of mind. The time has also shown at 10 pm did not feel Shinta had been playing and laughing for so long with Syifa. Shinta tells her daughter to sleep and read a fairy tale. When Syifa had fallen asleep, Shinta moved to her room, Revan had not come home from earlier. Shinta picks up the phone and tries to contact her husband but no answer at all, before Revan enters the room. He went straight into the bathroom to clean himself up without even looking at Shinta. Shinta just let out a pissed-off breath.45 minutes passed Revan coming out of the bathroom with a small towel to dry his hair.

"You why?" Finally the question came out of Shinta's mouth.

"If anyone else says it, at least don't ignore me like this!" His shout returned but Revan did not bother Shinta's talk, he took a laptop to continue his work.

"What's my fault?" Shinta screamed loudly because she was annoyed with Revan who did not mengubris his words at all.

"What's wrong" came out also the tears that he held from this morning

"It's not you who's wrong but fate" Revan got up and walked away from the room. Shinta just cried sitting on the side of the bed.

"Is it because I'm not perfect?"

"Is it because I can't give him offspring?"

"Didn't he know my flaws from the beginning, but why he's having trouble now" Shinta cried soberly.

The next morning, Shinta awakens from her sleep she sees Revan has also not returned from last night.

"Why is destiny so cruel?" muttering in his heart, Revan went into the room, Shinta immediately got up and approached Revan.

"I know I'm not a perfect woman. I can't give you offspring, if you want to separate I'm willing" Shinta said resignedly, because she also realized in the household a woman is not perfect without a child.

"Rayhan left me for this reason when we had a long relationship, and now when I got married. I must be ready to be left behind" he said with a wry smile. Pitying himself. Revan looked at Shinta who was so staring in any direction with a blank look, he approached Shinta and hugged her.

"I'm sorry" Revan kissed Shinta's head.

"Not that, I accept you for who you are. But there's a truth you need to know" Revan said. Shinta turned her head away and looked at Revan's eyes. Revan wiped away the tears reminiscing on Shinta's cheeks.

"Then?" Shinta asked confusedly. But Revan was unable to answer Shinta's question

"Do you still love your ex" Revan clenched his hand, and braced his heart for the answer Shinta would give. He must accept the fact that Shinta will leave him and return to his former lover.

"Why are you asking like that" Shinta asked

"Jawab, do you love him?"

"10 years of being with him was not a short time, but he chose to leave me because of my shortcomings that he could not accept, and chose to marry another woman who was much more perfect" He answered in a sad tone.

"That's not the reason"

"You mean?" shinta asked confusedly.

"He left you not because of the flaws you have" Shinta frowned in confusion.

"That's it, don't discuss it. She who chose to leave me after all she was already happy with her current marriage" Shinta did not want to discuss anything more about her past, because for her it was so painful.