Mother Connect

Troublemakers

"You why did you believe Shinta? You think I'm a bad mother?"

"It's not so! Why are you now like this? So different!"

Shinta sees Caca's change much differently than it did ten years ago

"Ta, I'm so grateful to you. I was wrong, wrong for abandoning my son. But please, give me time to fix everything. I'll fix everything with Khanza and it takes time. It takes time for me and Khanza to interact, please dong Ta! With you coming here will make Khanza remember you again and difficult to accept me. You think it's easy to be me? When I was a real child I chose someone else!"

"Darling, you don't say that! Shinta is our best friend, and we are like family. Why do you think he's an enemy now?"

"No dear! I still love Shinta as much as I used to, but I just need some time to get close to our son Khanza. When Khanza sees Shinta, he will think more and more about Khanza. I'm hurt, fragile! When my son doesn't want to be with me and always calls Shinta's mom, Shinta's mom. Meanwhile, I'm her real mother!"

Shinta apologized to Caca and Arvan "I'm sorry that coming here makes you sad, but I ask you to take care of Khanza. Don't be angry or hurt, I'll try to get used to it without him and let him go to you as his biological parents. Perhaps, no one can understand my feelings here, it's okay! What matters is please take care of Khanza!"

Shinta said that by holding tightness in the chest, she immediately said goodbye to Caca and Arvan. Caca turns his face away from Shinta while Arvan leads Shinta to the front of the gate

"Ta, whatever Caca says I'm sorry. Maybe in the last few years he has been depressed because of me and he has been separated from Syifa and Khanza. I beg you not to take heart, will you?"

"It's okay brother! I understand how he feels, brother I beg you to take care of Khanza huh? Don't let him be sad or lonely. Khanza can't sleep alone, and it looks like Syifa won't be coming back here,"

"Why? Is he angry with us?"

"No! Syifa's not angry with you but Alana's in the hospital,"

"Alana's in the hospital? What happened to Alana? And how's it going?" Arvan looks anxious to hear Alana who entered the hospital

"Alana is taking sedatives" Shinta said with a sad feeling

"How can he take sedatives? What's been going on with Alana?"

Shinta bowed her head down "It's all my fault, I failed to be a breeding mother to Alana. I'm ignoring my son until he takes a sedative without all of us,"

Arvan let out a long sigh "Ta, does this all have to do with Khanza? Alana feels neglected or she doesn't accept Khanza you care about until she uses it?"

Shinta did not answer, but Arvan already knew the answer "Good, I'm sorry Shinta! Because I'm all fucked up, if I hadn't been sick, it wouldn't have happened,"

"That's it! Don't blame yourself! It's not your fault, Van! It's a fate line and we've been through those tough times, you've recovered and you've been able to get together with Khanza. Never be sad and blame yourself Van! You don't want this to happen either, and neither do we!"

"Then what about Alana?"

"It's been better for him, and we are also waiting for the results of further checks. Fear, because too long consume sedative organs Alana's body is problematic. But we hope it doesn't happen, otherwise I'll never be able to forgive myself!"

"Don't say it's Shinta! If anyone is to blame it is me! If I wasn't sick, then Caca wouldn't have made a decision that would have been bad for your family. Even you've made a lot of sacrifices, but Caca doesn't appreciate it. He just thinks you took his kids!"

"Steach him like that Van! Because she's a mother, if I'm in Caca's position I'm going to do the same, she's innocent and please don't blame her! I'm sorry if my arrival made a fuss, please take good care of Khanza huh? I'm pinning him on you. Don't make Khanza feel alone and neglected!"

"Yeah, I'll take care of Khanza. I promise you, I will not let Khanza feel sad or neglected, thanks for your help all this time. I owe a lot to you and Revan!"

"That's it! Didn't you say it yourself, brother? If we are family, and there is no debt between families,"

Arvan smiled "Well then, put it wrong for Gunawan's father and Syafa's mother huh? How are they doing?" Shinta's smile turned to sadness

"Ta, what's wrong? Mom and Dad are okay, right?"

"Sister, father and mother died five years ago. I told you that time, but Raisa raised her call and she said you had surgery! Raisa also apologized because you can't come to Indonesia, do you not know?"

Arvan shook his head, not even Caca told him "Truly I'm sorry, I don't know at all!"

"It's okay, brother, maybe you were sick at the time. So Caca and Raisa don't want to make you drop!"

Arvan was silent, Caca could hide such a big thing to him

"Well, did my brother come home first?"

"Be careful, say hello to Revan and the twins?" Shinta smiled, then she left in the car

Arvan went into the house, approached his wife

"I want to ask you, why are you hiding the truth?"

"What truth? I don't know what you mean, baby! What truth? Speak clearly!"

"Why are you hiding the news of the departure of Ms. Syafa and Gunawan's father?"

"What's? Mom and Dad are gone?" Caca shed his tears, he was shocked to hear the news.

"Really, I don't know!"

"Five years ago mom and dad were gone. And they called your phone but the one who picked it up was Raisa. Now that I get it now, Raisa's covering it up from us!"

Arvan is not out of thought with his son, why Raisa can hide such a big news.

Caca was crying, she felt like she had lost her parents. Because after all, Syafa and Gunawan loved him as much as their own children. And Caca loved them very much too

"I was also shocked by what had happened. A lot of things we don't know, it's not because they don't give us news. But it was Raisa who never told us!"

"Why did Raisa do that? My mother and father were also my grandparents. Even my mom and dad loved him very much. But why he didn't tell us, it's worth it when I wanted to ask for my phone he never wanted to give it. Why is our son so bad now? It's so outrageous, like it wants to keep us away from them,"

Arvan calms his wife, he does not want Caca to feel the stress he also remembers Shinta saying if it is not easy to be Caca.

Where she had to take care of her husband and other children, then leave the other children to focus on caring for Arvan until healed.

"Why is Raisa so selfish? What was their mistake that he did not want to provide any information that he got from Indonesia?" Caca still did not expect with her son

"My luck was unlucky, I had a bad mother. And my good brother is gone, and has another brother who can kill an innocent child. Now, Raisa I have a child who is the same nature as my wicked mother and sister. It's just, Raisa never killed anyone else,"

"We need to move fast. Don't let Raisa hurt others because of her selfishness! That's why I always ask you not to spoil him. I don't want our kids to be bad people like your mom and your sister! I want him to be a good boy, I don't want evil blood flowing in Raisa's body,"

Caca nodded "Yes that's because I overindulged him and later when he came home. I'm gonna ask him why he's doing all this, why he's not telling us about the departure of father and mother,"

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Now that Shinta has become relieved, he is relieved to have revealed all his complaints and when he saw Khanza he was sure that Khanza would be fine with Caca and Arvan.

Shinta returned to the hospital, and she entered her son's room.

"Darling, my mom is back. And mommy's done everything, mama's business,"

"Yes my mom" replied Alana.

"Alana baby, you want to talk to me first, mom?"

"Yes papa,"

When Revan and Shinta want to get out Alana calls her papa "Papa wait!" Revan looked back, seeing his son "Why son?"

"Papa don't get mad at you? Alana doesn't want to see mom and dad fighting all the time. Alana wants our family to be as happy as ever!"

Revan nodded, and he took his wife out

"I'm sorry Van, maybe I pissed you off because I left but I have to finish it otherwise my heart won't calm down!"

Revan asked his wife to sit down "Sit down!" Shinta sat down in the waiting chair, "How is your heart better now?"

Shinta nodded "Already, and I've calmed down releasing Khanza. Now I realize that Khanza is not mine. He's just a kid who's been put to me for a while and it's selfish of me to want to have him whole."

Revan says nothing more, only nods because he actually loves Khanza like his own son but Revan is more able to control his feelings than Shinta

"If it's better, don't be sad anymore? I just want our family to be calm and happy. And I want us to focus on Alana, I'm sorry that my words hurt you. I realized, not only am I suffering with Alana's condition but you are as well. I'm ignoring your feelings as a mother!"

Shinta hugged her husband "I was wrong, I couldn't control my feelings for Khanza. You know, Caca and I were pregnant together, I was close to Khanza even before Caca and Arvan left Indonesia for treatment even long before Al died, and when Caca sent Khanza to me. I devoted everything to him, especially since al's departure. I saw Al inside Khanza, I gave Khanza ASI like my own son!"

Shinta said that in a heavy tone "And only a mother can understand my feelings, as I once saw Syifa. And love him, when Syifa was five years old I loved and loved him. Especially the Khanza that I took care of when he was not even a year. You know how I love and love you. Really, I never ignore the kids even I always see the twins first and take care of Khanza. I always take care of the kids! I'm not saying I'm a good mother, but I'm trying my best for Syifa, Alana, Alan and khanza"

"That's it! What Syifa said was also true. Even I who wasn't busy taking care of the kids could not realize what Alana was doing. Especially those of you who are tired of taking care of four children at once. It's not easy, but I always don't know myself and keep blaming you!"

The two embrace each other giving each other strength, as Revan supports Shinta. The woman seemed to be given strength but when her husband was angry and turned away from her he was getting crushed and weak!

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Syifa asked Alana to rest "Alana dear, you just rest! Alan too."

"Alan wants a brother, but where do you want him?" Alan asked innocently to make Alana chuckle "If Alan wants Alan to be able to sleep next to Alana!"

"Can you?"

"By Alan!"

"No want! Later Alana complains to mom and dad and says if Alan bothers Alana! You're a troublemaker!"

At a time like this, the twins were still fighting "You're the fuckin' Alan! It's better to sleep on the floor!"

"All right! Does Alana think Alan can't sleep on the floor? Just look!"

"Alan, what are you doing here?" Syifa asked who saw her sister lying on the floor

"Alan wants to prove to the troublemaker that Alan can sleep on the floor!"

"Let's wake up Alan! You will be sick!"

Syifa asked her sister to get up, Alan but would not listen to her brother

"Let's dong Alan, don't make you dizzy?"

Alana could not bear to see her twin brother sleeping on the floor "Basic like a woman who easily lashes out! Here sleep next to me!" Ketus Alana's. Alan immediately got up and slept beside Alana "Gitu dong! Same with his sister!"