Mother Connect

Self Punishing

"But ma,"

"Fear papa's angry?" shinta asked her son, Syifa nodded.

"Papa would be more angry if Syifa did not say goodbye, which one to choose?"

Syifa thought about her mother's words but she doubted whether her father would give her permission.

Not his permission, instead in his omelin ~in.

"Darling, papa loves you very much, papa won't be angry. Believe me, mama!" Shinta tried to convince her son.

"What if you don't agree with me?" syifa's face was gloomy, Shinta also could not bear.

"If we don't try how can we know? Syifa herself always said to mom that we can't give up before we go to war."

Shinta holds her child's cheeks gently, even though her child has begun to be a teenager she still loves Syifa.

"Iy-iyadeh ma, Syifa will try."

The sound of footsteps approaching them, Mother and Child was compact glancing it turned out to be Revan. Syifa looked so nervous.

"Again, discuss what the Mother and Child are. Seriously," since marrying Shinta. Revan the ice man also turned into a person who likes to joke, although sometimes he still difficult to control his emotions.

Shinta asks Syifa to tell her papa but Syifa is still frozen.

"What's up, brother?"

Syifa was shocked when her papa sat right next to her and held her shoulder.

"I-this pa, m-next week there is an event at the school and we will stay at the villa."

their conversation comes to a halt as Alana invites her papa to play spoiled. Revan could not refuse the invitation from his son, Syifa could only smile wryly. He thought if his papa did not agree he stayed and attended school events.

"Papa certainly do not agree ma, papa's proof there is no answer."

"There's no answer, not necessarily no, baby. Maybe, papa is thinking first. Let's just pray that papa will allow it?" with a heavy heart Syifa nodded, she no longer expected to attend the school event.

Syifa and Shinta looked at the twins who were playing with Revan.

Syifa suddenly remembered Raisa. Syifa wants to make a video call to her sister, and she asks Shinta for permission to return to her room. Shinta confirms her son's words as soon as Syifa returns to the room to pick up her hand-held phone.

Syifa looking for a name on her phone screen she immediately clicked the green button. The call rings but Raisa does not pick up the phone from her.

"Why didn't Raisa pick up the call from me? Tumben once, is it possible that he's sleeping?" ask Syifa in her heart.

Syifa put her phone back in the closet, she knew if her papa saw her often play cell phone. The phone could have been confiscated.

Revan is so strict with Syifa, perhaps because Syifa's growing teens are making her afraid and more alert.

Syifa was never angry or objected because she felt what her mom and dad did was all for her good.

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The next morning, as usual Syifa was getting ready to go to school. Before going to school, Shinta prepares breakfast for her son and husband.

"Darling, how many days are you planning to stay?" revan asked on the sidelines when they had breakfast. Yesterday, he wanted to say if he allowed himself but hunted Alana invited him to play.

"D-two days pa, "

"Raisa's coming too?" revan asked, Syifa shook her head saying she didn't know

"Syifa doesn't know pa."

Shinta and Revan were astonished, and Revan asked if they had no communication? Syifa also nodded.

"Yesterday Syifa tried to contact Raisa. However, up until now Raisa had not tried to contact Syifa back."

"Maybe Raisa is busy studying son, she will be diligent just like you," said Shinta who tried to give understanding to the child so as not to misunderstand her brother.

"But ma, even though he was in the shower if Syifa contacted him she always swiftly picked up." Syifa is sad again with Raisa who ignored her calls and messages.

"Try it later at school, Syifa asked. Maybe Raisa's not playing on the phone." Syifa nodded, she went back to check her mobile phone to see the message she sent yesterday to Raisa. Raisa had read it but did not reply, Syifa looked even sadder.

Revan who saw the sad face of his son also reprimanded him not to play mobile phone while at the dining table. Syifa kept her phone back. They also continued their absorption.

After finishing breakfast, Revan and Syifa say goodbye to Shinta to leave. Revan drove Syifa to school before she went to the office.

Not to forget the two of them kiss the twins and also Baby Al.

Shinta and Revan named their son so briefly, just "Al"

Because many problems faced by his family make them not mind giving a name and find a suitable name for his child. They felt that only Al was worthy of their youngest child.

Arriving in the front yard of the school, Syifa kissed the back of her papa hand, Revan told her son to be diligent in his studies.

"Would be diligent to learn."

"Yes, Papa." Syifa got out of the car after greeting, she headed to class. Raisa looks so moody in the chair. Syifa approached Raisa and asked her what made her sister so sad.

"Raisa, why are you?" asked Syifa who was so attentive to her sister, without saying anything. Raisa immediately hugged her sister and cried in her arms. Suddenly it made Syifa feel shocked and confused.

"Hey, why cry? What was? Did mom and dad fight again?" Raisa let go of their embrace. Her eyes are so thick.

"Daddy and Mami don't fight."

"Then why are you crying? What's the matter? Same story I. Who would make my sweet sister sad." Raisa hugged Syifa again. This time her crying was so sad. Syifa's heart was hurt to hear the cry of her sister. So clearly her crying was so painful

Syifa did not ask anymore. He returned the embrace of his sister and tried to give comfort to Raisa.

"Cry, pour out all your sorrow so that your sadness is not too prolonged my sister." Syifa stroked Raisa's hair gently.

after feeling calmer Raisa returned to release their embrace. Now, Raisa has begun to be able to talk with a more calm feeling.

"Sister, will Raisa be able to stay at my sister's house?"

now, Syifa is more confused than he did not want to give a ride to his sister but Syifa is confused what exactly happened. He nodded, not wanting Raisa to be sadder because of her rejection.

"By the way, Raisa is free when she wants to go to my sister's house. That's Raisa's house, too."

"Thank you, brother?" now Raisa can smile, Syifa wiped the tears of her sister, she thought she would ask Daddy or Mama Caca just that.

"Raisa's not doing well. Mending I asked directly to Mama Caca or to Daddy. But not now, later Raisa knows her fear she even hung over to the house and went somewhere else. The dangers of his ~in

The bell rings, a sign that the class will start soon. Soon all the students entered the class and the teacher followed.

The atmosphere in Syifa class is like that, his friends prefer to play outside while waiting for Bel to enter. During the break, Syifa and Raisa were both in class. The class was suddenly empty as if it was uninhabited. However, when the Bel sign of class will begin. They'll be in class soon.

The teacher began to explain the lesson very well, after making sure his students understood the teacher will give a task with a short time to all students.

As always, Syifa does the task easily and quickly. Usually Raisa always follows Syifa but this time Raisa is also not ready when all the friends have collected their answers.

Syifa knew, if the problems faced by her sister were very serious to the point of disrupting learning Raisa. The teacher scolds Raisa gently, asking what happened to her.

Raisa does not answer, she just apologizes to the teacher and runs outside the classroom. The teacher did not dare to scold Raisa because papa Raisa is currently the owner of the school.

Syifa apologized for her sister's actions to the teacher and asked for permission to follow Raisa. The teacher had no choice but to agree, even though the teacher actually disliked the student who died during the class.

Syifa chased after Raisa who ran to the park, she wanted to get closer. However, Syifa was also confused if she did not know what her problem was.

Syifa decided to call her Daddy and ask him what really happened. After talking to Arvan and knowing the problem that happened. Syifa also understood, before turning off her call. Syifa asked the Daddy for permission for Raisa to stay at his house for a few days.

Syifa said that Mama and Daddy gave time for Raisa to calm down. Arvan agreed with the words of his son. The two of them decided on each other's calls.

Syifa threw out her breath violently, if she was in Raisa's position her heart would also be broken.

According to Syifa, Mama Caca may not be able to accept reality or have not been able to adapt to Raisa. However, Raisa has long separated from her mother, even as her self who never felt well taken care of by her biological mother when she was a child. Syifa's life, however, was much more fortunate. He has a grandfather, grandmother, father and also Shinta's mother who is so loving and loving.

Maybe Caca should also learn how to be a good mother, because if only pity is not enough to raise a child. Caca does not understand how to understand his children Caca already has three children.

Not every woman is ready to be a mother, even if she can be a mother.

Syifa approached Raisa, telling Raisa that she knew everything.

"So I understand what Raisa is now. Probably, heavy and sick. But, Raisa must also understand the state of mama. Although mama already has us but mama never know how to take care of us, how it feels great we are, become the whole mother. Mama just learned when she had Khanza. Mama is really a mom. Ngerasain how tired he takes care of a fussy child, change the diaper of the child, give Asi to the child, how delicious is lack of sleep just because the child. Mama just fussed when mama had Khanza." said Syifa who hoped her sister understood.

"It's not because you don't love us, you love us. So willing to separate with us so that we are happy not depressed if staying with mom. Raisa, maybe you don't know what you've experienced before. But, we also do not understand what mama rasain used to be. Mama's been suffering a lot because of our wicked grandmother,"

There was no choice, Syifa also planned to tell Raisa everything that she knew. So that her sister knows how much her mama suffered they used to. Even how cruel his daddy used to be to their mama. Syifa said it was not to vilify her Daddy but so that Raisa would not misunderstand Caca again.

"Maybe Shinta's mom only told you half the truth. But, you should also know half the truth again. But, brother will tell you everything while at home huh. Now, we get into class. Family problems are not good in joining our lessons, the teacher is also tired of explaining we are even out of class."

Syifa invites Raisa to go to class, Raisa also obeys her sister's words.

Before entering the classroom, Syifa knocked on the door first. Seen faces dislike from their teachers, but because of the status of their parents make teachers do not dare to punish them.

Syifa who understood the helplessness of the teacher did not immediately sit on the bench, she pulled the hand of Raisa who wanted to sit. Syifa stood in front of the blackboard, raised one leg and held her ear.

"Raisa, follow!" syifa said to her sister, Raisa also obeyed her brother's words. And demonstrate the Syifa style.

The teacher immediately panicked and feared what if he was fired because of this. The teacher asked Raisa and Syifa to return to the bench.

"Mom don't panic, we're wrong. We deserve to be in the law. It's not because our Daddy has this school we can just as good as the rules. Mother do not worry, it is not the mother who punishes us but we who are punishing ourselves" Syifa said so wisely.