Mother Connect

episode 51

"Do you still love her?" Revan's question made Shinta shocked by "Ap...Whatchu mean?" Awkwardly asked. Revan did not answer Shinta's question, he drove his car fast.

"Mama, papa. Syifa bosen" The little girl's whine, Shinta looked back, and carried Syifa's body into her lap, Shinta flicked Syifa's haircut showing her tiny face, Shinta who was anxious to see her son put his nose together and Syifa who made Syifa laugh amusedly.

"Already ma hihihi" Revan turned to look at the happy face of the child, made himself smile and then turned to look forward again to focus on driving his car. After a tired laugh Syifa finally fell asleep on Shinta's lap. She puts her hand around Shinta's neck, Shinta smiles and kisses Syifa's head.

Shinta leaned her head against the car seat, she turned her head out the window to reflect on her life, considering her once-failed marriage suddenly scared her and cried. She fears her marriage is failing a second time for the same reason.

"Hey, why are you crying" Revan looked at the crying Shinta. He was confused when this woman was still laughing, now suddenly he was crying for no reason, Shinta turned to look at Revan with tears that reminisce.

"You why?" Revan tries to wipe Shinta's tears and stops her car

"What's wrong?"

"You why?"

"Did I make a mistake?" so many questions were asked by Revan. Shinta shook her head and wiped away the reminiscent tears wetting her cheeks.

"Can Syifa go home? I want to talk to you seriously" said with the rest of her sobbing. Revan just nodded and went back to his car, arriving at Revan's house, he immediately got out of the car and carried Syifa to get into the house

"You wait here for a moment huh" Revan held Syifa carefully so that her daughter did not wake up, Shinta just nodded and looked at Revan who had already moved away. Shinta closed her eyes for some reason her mind was so chaotic, the trauma of failure in her marriage used to make her feel unsettled and anxious.

"You why?" Revan's voice in the car made Shinta shocked, she did not realize when her future husband came.

"You're back" he said in a weak voice. Again Revan wiped away the tears of Shinta who was still wetting her cheeks "Hey, why are you? speak up!" Revan

"Now we're getting married, you should know. I'm not Van's perfect woman, I once failed to marry just because I was barren of hiksss" Revan just fell silent with all of Shinta's words.

"Before it's too late, and getting runny. You can annul this marriage like Rayhan left me hikssss" This time Shinta said sobbing. He could no longer bear to bring out his uncle. Again Revan just kept silent.

"Why are you silent? do you have any doubts about this marriage? I can't give you a child later. I'm not perfect" Revan clasped Shinta's hand, raising Shinta's face that had initially lowered her head, wiping away the tears of the woman in front of her.

"What are you talking about, I accept you for who you are. Did you forget, even if we both can't love each other at least we'll never leave each other and have to respect each other, take care of each other. Why do you doubt now?" Revan hugs Shinta who never stops crying. She stroked Shinta's hair gently

"Have not cried, you're a crybaby" Ledek Revan, Shinta hit Revan's shoulder strongly.

"Aw" ringisnya.

"Here you go, I won't make that trouble again. Don't be sad and desperate, it's just a doctor's verdict. Do you believe in miracles" Revan tries to calm Shinta down.

"Again, what else do I want. I have both parents intact, I have Syifa, I have you now. The one who truly loves my daughter like your own, what more do I want. The issue of heredity, if God gave trust to us surely you will not be pregnant. Never cry" Revan hugged Shinta tightly, making Shinta moved and weep even more.

"Hey, why are you crying again?" Revan is confused by Shinta's attitude.

"I didn't expect, an annoying guy like you could say it wisely either" Instead of letting go of Revan's hug, Shinta tightened the hug even more. Revan just laughed at Shinta's behavior.

"Ihhhh funny" pinched Shinta's nose until it turned red.

"Sick tau" Shinta held her nose red.

"Let's go home" Shinta asked.

"Going home? Did you forget we were in my yard" Shinta cengengesan looked around turned out this was still Revan's house.

"I mean, come on Anter I'm home" he said embarrassedly. This is you, Revan shook his head and drove the car towards Shinta's house.

"I ask, after we get married. You can forget about the pain of your time, try to take it" Shinta turned to Revan who spoke still focused on driving.

"I don't hate Van, I just blame myself, why I'm useless as a woman" she said.

"Here you go, all that happens is a silver lining, trust God with everything" Revan gripped Shinta's cold hand.

"Why can a bar-bar woman like you be this crybaby?" Ask Revan again.

"Okay, I don't know either" shook his head, like a child.

"Remember, do not show your weakness in front of others, especially in front of your ex-lover. If necessary don't look at him again if you meet." Revan still holds Shinta's hand, giving peace to his future wife who is still fragile given the painful past. He was also actually confused, what kind of accident made his future wife barren and could not have children, like nothing was right according to him. However, Revan is silent and wants to find out for himself, rather than asking Shinta and making the woman next to him sad again.

His car stopped in front of Shinta's house

"We've arrived" Revan said. Shinta gets out of the car and is followed by Revan.

"I go home first, you don't feel sad anymore" Revan rubbed Shinta's hair

"Didn't you want to stop by?" Ask Shinta

"No, next time. I'm afraid Syifa woke up and cried seeing me not home"

"All right, I'm going in first. You're careful" Revan just nodded and drove his car, Shinta into the house. In the living room there was already Shinta's father and mother.

"Mom, dad. Tata went home" as usual, approaching his mother and father.

"Darling, you've come home" Sapa Syafa.

"You alone? Where's revan?" Ask Gunawan.

"Revan has come home well, afraid Syifa is looking for him. Next time he would stop by the house" Syafa and Gunawan nodded in understanding the reason given by his daughter