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The Heart of Alana

Shinta and Revan also approached Alana, seen the face of Alana who was crying. Shinta also approached her son "Why did mama come here? Wanna scold Alana again?"

"No, honey! Mama's here to apologize to your mama's son,"

"For what?"

"Because mom has been ignoring you, not understanding your feelings,"

Alana fell silent, she was fed up with her mother's apology. It's always like that, but if it's Khanza he'll be neglected again

"Alana doesn't mind if you love Khanza, because she thinks of him as Al. But mama should know too, Khanza is not who we are! Syifa's sister, is not a mother's child, but she is a father's child. While Khanza? He has no bond between mom or dad. Why does Mom always put it first? Alana loves Khanza too! It's a pity, but Alana also did not like to see mama more dear Khanza. Mama always says sorry, sorry and sorry then mama if there is Khanza. Always ignoring Alana, it's like Alana's a pick-up boy!"

"Darling, don't say that, son! Mom loves you very much. I know my mom is not the perfect mom for you. Mama's lacking a lot, but she's always trying to make you happy, Alan, Brother Syifa and Khanza!"

"As for mom, Alana doesn't want to argue anymore. Alana is tired, tired of being wrong, tired of being selfish when what Alana says is the truth!"

Revan was silent, he understood the hurt feelings of his son. Especially seeing tears without the sound of her child. So painful must be "Alana dear, here want to be equally papa!"

Alana approached her father, and hugged him tightly, and then she looked up at Shinta "With Khanza in our house, have you ever hugged Alana like this?"

Alana's question was very painful for Shinta, indeed she was the guilty one. He always ignored his son

"In fact, a hug from a mother also Alana can not be rasain anymore. Ma-ma s-always be ib-u ya-n-ng good for-tuk others na-yet mama ti-never be a whole ib-u for me!" Revan hugged his son who was crying and even talking so hard for Alana.

"Pa, Alana is feeling very hick-headed,"

Shinta cried instead of playing to hear her son's words, as if Alana was expressing her pain. Likewise with Revan who was devastated by the words of Alana.

Perhaps all this time, Alana was being very stubborn. But in truth, his heart was so broken and wounded. She lost the figure of a mother who should have been a protector for her

"Alana always forgives mom, even Alana always loves mama. But mama, Alan and sister Syifa never understood what Alana said. Yes, maybe Alana always says with overflowing emotions. Because Alana is very sick!"

Revan stroked her son's hair, Alana hid her face in the papa's chest.

Alan who listened to the conversation from outside the door also felt the sadness of his twin brother.

Alana's anger and self-centeredness is only to throw away all her disappointment and pain but they have no one to understand

"Alana b-need mama! A-ala-na also still b-needs attention and love s-honey mama! B-not just Khanza sa-saja!"

Alana's cry further broke down, she poured out all her heart. Shinta was crying instead of playing to hear the contents of her child's heart. She felt like a bad mother to her daughter.

"Alana doesn't mind ma, if mama loves Khanza. But like Khanza, al-alana also needs more affection and attention than mama!"

"Well Alana should be dead or sick dying first in the hospital. Can you see Alana's whereabouts?"

Shinta shook her head and was surprised by her son's words "Don't say it son!"

"Darling, relax, boy! Don't say that! Is it son?" Revan is getting crushed, even his tears are dripping

Was that how hurt Alana had been all along? Maybe, all this time Shinta and the others always underestimate Alana's feelings.

"Sorry papa son, papa can't understand your feelings. Papa is always busy with papa's work so you feel neglected. Papa loves you very much, baby! Please don't say that, son? Papa loves you very, very much, baby!"

Alana still hugged her papa tightly.