Mother Connect

Secret of Caca

Arvan remembered their decision and chose to remain silent. Raisa stared out the window, her heart still agitated.

Didn't feel like they had been stuck for two hours. By the end of the day, Caca and Arvan have reached school. They invite Raisa to come down, while the baby sister who keeps baby Khanza in the car with baby Khanza. Caca took Raisa with a sincere feeling.

"Ta-tante, surely Raisa will be punished." saw the dark day. Arvan and Caca face the headmaster first because the headmaster lives in the dormitory. They entered the principal's room. Seeing Raisa his early principal was so angry. However, seeing Arvan's presence, made the principal turn out to be good.

"Sir, I'm sorry if we're late. We were stuck in traffic, the streets were so crowded they couldn't move a bit. I hope you understand and do not punish Raisa."

"Bright, sir."

Mister? The Syifa family is very rich. In fact, the headmaster was so submissive to Syifa's stepfather. Awesome family this syifa ~ Raisa

"Thank you for the understanding." said Arvan briefly. Caca tells Raisa to go inside her room, Raisa is still scared. Perhaps, the headmaster would understand, but the dorm guard teacher would not stay silent. Arvan understood with concern child friend continued his. Arvan asks the principal to contact the guards and teachers at the dormitory so that no one scolds or punishes him. The headmaster followed Arvan's remarks, picked up the school phone and contacted the teacher who was in the dorm.

"Honey, the principal has already contacted the teacher at the dormitory who is guarding you, you can return quietly without any worries. Trust me Auntie, they won't punish you." Raisa nodded, greeting Caca and Arvan in turn. Then, say goodbye to enter the dormitory. After, make sure Raisa has gone inside the dorm. Arvan asks the principal to treat Syifa and Raisa well.

"I left Syifa and her friend Raisa here. Please, take care of them and treat them with the worth of a human being. I, don't want to hear if any of you hurt them for no reason, if they're wrong and naughty you can punish her, if, but do not hurt or punish them without reason or deliberately looking for their mistakes. I really appreciate you here, so you stay on duty as always. However, if one of you hurts them or any other innocent children. I won't stay silent, do you understand?" the headmaster nodded, and said not to worry about Syifa and her friend Raisa.

"Master take it easy, they'll be safe here. If, Master wants Raisa to come out at all times is also not a problem. I will not ban. After all, the Lord's family owns this school now, you can do anything you want."

"No, I will not do anything to you, I leave everything to you. I just don't want my son Syifa to repeat yesterday to the other kids. Punish anyone who is guilty and protect those who are right and innocent without looking at their background. That's all I want."

"Good, Sir. In the future, I will make a very fair decision without discriminating their family background,"

"It's not just the father, but all the teachers in this school. If, it repeats. Even if it doesn't happen to my son, I won't forgive you."

"Good, Sir."

"If, as soon as my wife and I say goodbye first." the principal nodded, leading Arvan and Caca to the front door.

Caca and Arvan get in the car, Arvan drives her car towards the house.

Once at home, Caca told the baby sisters to replace Khanza's baby clothes. Caca went into the room to cleanse his body, as did Arvan. After she finished cleaning her body, Caca wanted to go downstairs to cook something that her husband would eat.

"Honey, there's something I want to talk to you about" Arvan said. Caca briefly paused her intention to sit next to her husband on the edge of the bed

"Speak what?"

"Well why, look at Syifa's friend. I feel something. I always want to be near her."

"Perhaps, because we lost a child when I was pregnant, and that child was also an orphan. So, you remember our dead son."

"You're right, honey. If only,"

"Darling, it's been. Don't be sad anymore, everything will be fine. If you remember first, I'm the one who lost my son the most. But when will we get caught up in grief? Honey, we already have Khanza. We also have Syifa, we have to focus on the future of our children." said Caca who encouraged the husband. Arvan hugs and cries in Caca's arms. Arvan's heart was so very sad. Caca daydreamed, and felt sad

How can I explain everything to you. I'm sorry, Van. If you know everything maybe you'll never forgive me ~Caca.

Caca shed her tears. Want to say everything, but he was helpless and confused to explain where he was from. Arvan keeps his head away from the wife's arms, quickly removing his tears and smiling at Arvan.

"I have to go to the office, there's a sudden affair."

"Don't come home too late, I'll be waiting for you."

"No, Honey. I came home late at night, because there was a bachelor wedding event my friend. I don't want you waiting for me, you better eat and sleep first." Caca nodded, Arvan kissed Caca on the forehead and then walked away.

After hearing the sound of Arvan's car getting away from the house. Caca was crying. He regretted his actions first. Because of his stupidity, he lost their first child.

"Even if I wanted to, I couldn't find him. I-I'm so scared, if you know. You're gonna hate me. I'm not ready to lose my husband and children again, I lost Revan and Syifa. I don't want to lose you and Khanza, I can't" said Caca, who couldn't help but cry. Her heart was so tight, the presence of Raisa. Remembering himself to the child he has lost. Because, Caca used to hate Arvan so much and did not want to have offspring from Arvan.

Flashbacks

Her and Arvan's marriage also entered a year, by which time Arvan had a stint abroad for several months. Caca did not care, when Arvan went abroad. Caca did not realize if she was already pregnant entering four months.

a month after Arvan's departure, his head was so very sick, and often nauseous. The change in his body shape also rose drastically. Caca decided to see a doctor, sure enough her pregnancy has entered the age of five months, Caca was so shocked, confused what to do. She cried, Caca did not want to have the offspring of a jerk like Arvan. Moreover, Arvan is always rude when making a relationship between husband and wife.

Nah! I can't, I don't want this kid. My son, only my son is with the man I love. Revan, I don't want this kid to hit ~Caca

There was no happiness, there was always suffering and crying that Caca felt. Caca who does not want Elsa, her mother knows her pregnancy was doing all her way to keep her stomach look flat. In fact, he even tortured himself. Wearing a device that makes her distended stomach invisible.

For months Caca hid it, Caca didn't want if Elsa found out and told Arvan. It'll make it harder to get away from Arvan.

At midnight, Caca's stomach ached. He walked slowly to the hospital with heavy steps. Slowly slowly, reaching the destination. Caca gave birth to a daughter, after a few days in the hospital. Caca paid all the fees and took her son out of the hospital. The boy was so similar to Arvan, that Caca became dislikeful of his son. Without thinking, Caca put her son in front of the door of the orphanage. His very young age makes him unable to think clearly. All Caca knows is that Revan and Syifa are all for him. There's nothing else

Caca was like a savior mother to one child, but also a mother so bad to another. Caca would do anything for Syifa, Revan's son. Meanwhile, he was so cruel to throw away his only child from his marriage to Arvan.

Five years later, Caca was looking for the whereabouts of his son. He realized all his mistakes and wanted to make amends. However, Caca could not find the boy. There have been various ways he did to find his son, but never met until now.

End flashback.

Caca recalled how evil she was as a mother. Her self also felt unworthy to be a mother or referred to as a Mother.

"Where should I look for you, dear." said Caca who kept crying, this secret only her self knows. In fact, Elsa who always keeps and watches over Caca does not know a secret of this magnitude. Caca also can't imagine what if Arvan finds out about this, how disappointed Arvan is. How Arvan's pain knows this past.

"Miss, sorry. If I'm careless to get in here. I unintentionally heard the sound of a lady's cry being so loud. I thought, Miss why-why." Caca wiped away the tears and tried to smile at her baby sister.

"I'm fine, you can go and rest. Don'worry. If there's anything, I'll call you guys."

"Good, Miss. I'll let you go first." Caca nodded, the baby sister immediately left her employer.

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In the dorm, Raisa thinks of Caca and Arvan. Raisa smiled to herself, and thought of the goodness of the Syifa family to her.

I feel so lucky, to have a friend as good as Syifa. Not only himself, his family is also very good to treat me. Like a family, I feel the complete affection of one family thanks to Syifa. If, I didn't know him, maybe until now. I don't know what family means, I promise you Syifa. I will love and take care of you for the rest of my life and as much as I can. I love you Syifa. You're such a good friend to me, you're the first person to be nice to me besides the orphanage and the hostel. You come from a family that is not arbitrary, the evidence is. The headmaster is afraid and obeys your father's words. But, you're not arrogant with me, this poor boy. ~ Raisa.

Raisa smiled wryly, compared to her life. Syifa is very lucky.

"Raisa, where have you been?" lala tells Raisa, Lala is Raisa's roommate, Lala is a year older than Raisa but she is Raisa's younger sister.

"I was out of a friend's house, brother."

"You know, the beginning of his dorm head was furious. He also wants to punish you. The principal did too, for some reason. All of a sudden the headmaster told the dorm teacher not to give you punishment. Amazingly, they can change their mind in a short time."

"That's all because of Daddy's Syifa sister. Her Daddy's like a very strong man. The proof is, the principal is very subservient to my friend's Daddy."

"really? Well, if that's the case, we can dong freely use your friend's Daddy."

"Can't brother, I'm not feeling good. Besides, we have to follow the rules that are in the dorm."

"No need to be a hypocrite, Raisa! The evidence was that you came home late, even two hours late. Doesn't that break the rules? And you survived the punishment too because of your friend's parents right? Why can you and I not? You don't want to share your freedom, do you? You're going to pay attention to yourself, aren't you?"

"Not so brother, I was late also not because intentionally. It was so crowded and stuck" Raisa told me everything, what happened at Syifa's house. And how Syifa's parents treated them so well.

Lala feels very amazed to hear Raisa's story, she imagines how big her friend Raisa's house is. Lala has plans to find out who her upperclassman is named Syifa. He will approach Syifa, playing complacently at her house. With that, Lala can be free with the rules that exist in this dormitory. If the headmaster scolded himself, he would ask Syifa for help as well as Syifa's parents. Lala smiled cunningly, she said goodbye to Raisa to sleep deluan. Raisa nodded without feeling suspicious of her roommate.