
Now, Raisa is silent. Caca, who he hoped would defend himself, could only remain silent. Disappointed, Raisa climbed to the top of the one that was delivered by Alan
"Sister, how's it going there? Is delicious?"
Alan asked Raisa enthusiastically, but Raisa replied lazily "Yes, it's so good and so quiet!"
*******
On the other hand, Alana was crying inside the room "Why doesn't anyone understand me? Why is everyone thinking only about themselves? They never thought about my feelings. Ten years, I feel neglected because of Khanza's presence in this house. And now, the time I was waiting for has come, mami and Daddy are back but Khanza won't stay with them!" Alana sniffles. People consider themselves only selfish and think of themselves, but in reality Alana only feels ignored and isolated.
"Mama always loved Khanza, mama didn't understand me!"
Alana hid her face under a thick blanket, her heart was very sick especially when her mom and dad did not defend her.
*****
Below, Shinta is so enthusiastic about telling Caca
Syifa continued to hug Caca, Caca also returned the embrace of her son. He also missed Syifa, Revan who saw his son Alana was silent. Thinking of his son, not that he did not love Khanza but what Alana said was true..
Khanza is the son of Caca and Arvan, who were supposed to live together but Khanza refused.
"I think what Alana said is true!" Revan suddenly opened the conversation first
"Yes, what Alana said was not wrong. But we can't make Khanza uncomfortable! All this time he's been comfortable living with you, not with us. It might also be your fault, never trying to get her to communicate!"
"Dad, mommy. Syifa has been trying to contact you every day for the last few years, but you can't be contacted. The phone was also with Raisa, always she picked up and said you can't talk. In fact, Syifa wants Khanza to always communicate with you every heart without breaking. This is what Raisa is afraid of, no matter what. Khanza is still very much a child, Syifa used to prefer living with Shinta's mama. Moreover, Khanza who has been taken care of by Shinta's mother since the baby!"
Caca was silent, she knew what Syifa was saying but her heart as a mother felt rebellious.
In the past, Syifa was far away from him and preferred foreigners. Now Khanza does the same. Caca fears that history will repeat itself, when Syifa is more loving and prefers to stay with Shinta than she is.
"Khanza!" Caca suddenly rose from his seat.Everything there was confused "What is Caca?"
Khanza who looked confused, immediately hugged Shinta
"Khanza is now home with mommy!"
"Ca, what's wrong? Why are you forcing her?" Caca stared cynically at Shinta "That's enough, Ta! I don't want a Khanza habit. I gave up Syifa with you, now I don't want Khanza to leave me too! Khanza has to get used to me or not he will be like Syifa who prefers you over me their birth mother! I hope you understand! I want to be with my son!" Caca cried saying that to Shinta as well as Shinta who had been caring for and loving Khanza like her own biological child.
Caca calls Raisa, she shouts "Raisa!" Raisa who heard the cry of her mother immediately ran down the stairs one by one.
"Yes mommy? What's up?" Raisa sees her mom holding Khanza. Khanza was rebellious to go down, but Caca did not want to let go
"Khanza, enough! We have to go home now!"
"Khanza don't want to, let alone! Mama, papa please Khanza!" Khanza asked for help from Shinta and Revan, whom he knew as his parents.
"Ca, you can calm down. Poor Khanza!" Shinta pleads with Caca not to scare the child. But Caca did not listen and said that Shinta had no right to interfere in her family matters.
"Ta, this is my business! You have no right to interfere in my affairs!"
Shinta fell silent, Caca took her son and husband home. He also got directly into the car
Raisa who wants to protest does not dare to see the scary face of her mother. For the first time he saw the scary face of his mother, Arvan also apologized to Shinta and Revan
"Ta, Van. Sorry wife! I also don't know why Caca was suddenly like this, maybe his longing for his son Khanza and the rejection of Khanza that he couldn't accept made him like this. Please tell him!"
Revan nodded, telling Arvan not to worry, "Here you are, don't worry! I can understand it. You guys haven't seen Khanza in a long time, you must miss him a lot!"
Arvan said goodbye, he turned to Syifa
Approaching the child, he continued, "Honey, you go yuk to Daddy's house?"
But Syifa refused gently "Other times Daddy, it seems that the condition of my heart and Raisa is not good!"
"Son, I'm sorry if maybe my mom hurt you, but son. Mami, Daddy and Raisa are strangers to Khanza. She can't be comfortable with us, but if you're her brother she'll be calm."
"What your Daddy said is true, baby! Come with Daddy. To make Khanza feel calm!"
Shinta asks her son to come with Arvan. He was worried that Khanza would be scared there
Syifa nodded, obeying Shinta's request. She didn't want her mom to worry that "Well ma, you're going with Daddy. But mama also has to take good care of herself here huh?"
"Yes baby!" Shinta said that with her sad eyes, her heart was still sad but she could not be selfish. Khanza belongs to Caca and Arvan .
Syifa went with her Daddy. Raisa sees Syifa being embraced by the Daddy. Khanza's presence has upset him, this is added with Syifa.
"Please Khanza!" Khanza was still in the car, but Caca did not budge and continued to hug his son
Arvan and Syifa got into the car, saw her sister hysterically crying and muttering, Syifa immediately calmed her down.
"Darling, here with brother! Don't cry, it's okay. Mami's not a bad person, we're going to mami's house now okay? Don't cry brother dong, have ya?"
In Syifa's arms, Khanza finally calmed down. Khanza hugged her brother tightly "Sister, Khanza wants the same mama hyks!"
Hearing that made Caca upset and the emotion of "I am your mama! Why do you want someone else's mom?"
Khanza turned his head towards Caca, and said if the one who cared for, cared for and cared for him was Shinta. Not Caca!
Hearing her son call her Aunt, makes Caca's heart ache. Raisa smiled with satisfaction, she enjoyed the scene before her.
"Darling, don't dong! Did you call mommy, why is Auntie now? Mama Shinta never taught us to be impudent, sister!"
Syifa gave understanding to her sister but Khanza did not press Arvan to calm them down "Have it! Maybe Khanza is because your mom forced him to."
Arvan drives the car, wants everything to calm down first. Caca was silent, Khanza did not even want to look at his birth mother.
Caca felt sad and devastated, seeing Khanza's cold demeanor. Khanza was good to him at first, but when he wanted to bring Khanza. His attitude changed drastically
They had reached the house that Caca, Raisa and Arvan had lived in for a long time.
The servants welcomed their arrival, even Syifa barely came here again
Syifa held her sister to come in. The servants did not dare say anything "Sister, Khanza wants to go home!"
Khanza whined to Syifa, asking to go home. But Syifa could only give her understanding.
"Darling, why the hell? Yes already? You get down first, brother object to this!" Carrying the body of a ten-year-old like Khanza is not light, they all enter the house. Khanza was still pouting, he wanted to be back with Shinta soon.
Caca wants to reprimand Khanza who wants to go home to Shinta but Arvan forbids "This is our first meeting with Khanza. You can't force her to accept, she needs time!"
Caca was silent, he was indeed too imposing his will.
"I'm sorry, but I just want Khanza to accept everything!"
"Receive what? He's too small,"
"And Raisa said, it's also free for us to go back now. Khanza doesn't want to be with mom and Daddy, it's better to wait for me to finish college!"
"Keep you want to separate us from mami? Even contacting mommy is hard!" Syifa said that with annoyance to Raisa "Every day big sister contacts mami, you pick up. If you could talk every day with Khanza even if only from the phone. Maybe Khanza won't be like this! She will definitely be able to accept mommy, Daddy and Raisa. Don't dong like this now the repressed Khanza has to accept. Mom and Daddy should understand. Ten years is not a minute,""
Tears running down her sweet cheeks, she expressed her disappointment "I miss you so much, but to speak is hard!"
Raisa was silent, she was terrified. Arvan turned towards Raisa "Raisa, try to explain son now. Why don't you give me your mom's phone when your sister calls us?"
"Even when Mama Shinta asked for your address in Malaysia so we could visit you, Raisa didn't give it. And now, don't blame or coerce Khanza!"
Syifa was getting upset because she felt her sister depressed. "Khanza baby, let's go to the room. Khanza needs to rest!"
Syifa invites Khanza to rest, but Khanza only wants to be with Shinta
"No brother! Khanza wants to be with mama!"
"Quite Khanza! Did mama Shinta instigate you?" Hearing Caca's words made Syifa's blood boil. No one could say anything bad about her mother.
"Enough noodles, don't ever say anything bad about Shinta's mom. Mama Shinta always explained to Khanza but Khanza who could not accept and should be able to understand everything."
Caca was silent, he didn't know what to do
"Raisa, tell me the truth with Daddy. Is it true what your brother said?"
Raisa denies, she doesn't want her parents to blame her especially her Daddy.
"No Daddy! That's not true, maybe Syifa because she loves Shinta's mom too much. So he defended Shinta's mother, if indeed they intend to follow. Om Revan can't he ask his man to look for us?"
Hearing Raisa's reply, made the beautiful girl shake her head. The Raisa that he knew back then, was very much different.
"That's it, there's no point arguing now. It's up to mom and Daddy to believe or not. Ayok Khanza we're home,"
Caca was blocking his daughter from going "Where are you taking your sister?"
"Go home to Syifa. After all, Syifa is not her brother, wrong to bring Syifa's own sister, Mi?"
Caca forbid, he brought Khanza to go into the room. Khanza was hysterical, asking Syifa for help.. Syifa could not leave her sister alone in this house, let alone she knew that Raisa's influence was enormous.
Syifa did not want Khanza to feel uncomfortable.
"If you want to go home, you go home. But don't take your sister!" Caca said that before leaving, Arvan approached Syifa
"Son, forgive Daddy, huh? If Daddy hadn't been sick, it wouldn't have been like this. Daddy believes in you, Daddy doesn't understand why Raisa became such a child. He always influences mom to keep believing in him, Daddy also often advises your sister but he is very stubborn."
Syifa understood what Arvan was feeling. And Arvan's condition is now very weak
*****
On the one hand, Shinta cried because she lost Khanza. Not lost because Khanza is gone, but because Khanza has returned with Caca and Arvan.
"That's it, baby! I know how you feel. But we also cannot be selfish. Khanza's their son!"
Revan stroked and tidied his wife's hair, Shinta knew that Khanza was not for her but how else?
"But it's hard for me to get used to."
"We have to get used to it, and Alana. He was crying, we better be with him!"
Shinta nodded, she had to sincerely accept everything. Revan and Shinta get up to meet Alana