Mother Connect

Jealousies

"Don't fight!" Syifa asked her sisters not to fight, she asked Alana to understand "Honey, my mother was very bad with Al's departure. And when Khanza is in your life it's natural that you love him, after all mama has promised to mami to look after and care for Khanza, don't blame mama. We also know, if Khanza was very small when my mother left him, he only considers Shinta's mother. Alana don't be so dong, honey!"

Alana fell silent, turning her face away, her tears dripping. Not that he has a bad nature, but he felt that the presence of Khanza made his mother's attention only to Khanza. In fact, his mother often ignored him.

If Khanza needs the affection of a mother, does Alana not need it?

Revan breathed out violently, knowing that this would happen. But how else? Caca has entrusted Khanza to their families. And they have to look after and love Khanza, Revan knows if his wife's affection is too excessive. But it is not the fault of Shinta, it is so nature. He has a heart so pure and soft

"Alana, Honey. You have to remember, however Khanza is your sister. And never tell him things that will hurt him. Papa knows this one papa's son is very kind and big-hearted, when Caca's mom returns. Khanza will also be back with his mother, dear."

Revan said that while focusing his eyes on the street, "You always thought I was jealous and selfish but did you think about my feelings?"

"Have stopped that drama! You spoiled!"

Revan reprimands his son when Alan yells at Alana "Alan, you don't be like that to Alana. As her brother and twin sister, you should be able to calm Alana down. Not that it makes Alana even sadder!"

Alana is silent, Revan wants Alana to realize that she loves her daughter very much.

Revan delivers the twins first, then he takes Syifa to the campus "Son, have you spoken to Mami and Daddy?" Syifa shook her head, she had already tried to contact Caca but the one who picked up was Raisa.

"Yet, Pa. As usual, Raisa always raised the call of Syifa. Raisa said that Daddy's condition is not good enough to return to Indonesia. Syifa hopes that mom and Daddy can get together with us soon."

Revan stroked his son's hair, he asked Syifa to study diligently. "Son, study hard, and take your S2 degree!" Syifa smiled, saying she would give her best for her papa.

"Syifa will give the best for the family, papa is also careful huh? Syifa loves papa!"

Syifa got out of the car, Revan drove back.

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"Mama, Khanza is sad why would such a brother to Khanza? Seems like brother Alana doesn't love Khanza, does Khanza have anything wrong with brother Alana?" The questions Khanza asked Shinta left the woman confused, how could she answer and convince Khanza?

Actually, Shinta also knew that Alana was uncomfortable with Khanza's presence. But Shinta can not do anything, however Shinta must keep his promise and trust to Caca.

Caca has entrusted Khanza to him, the age of Khanza and his son Al is also not much different. Shinta considers Khanza like his own son

"Sister Alana loved Khanza as much as brother Syifa and brother Alan. But maybe Alana is having trouble with her lesson. Brother Alana didn't mean to hurt Khanza, we all know what your sister's nature is."

Khanza hugged Shinta, "Khanza loves you very much, don't stay in Khanza!" Shinta cried at Khanza's words. Actually he's not ready to lose his son, Khanza. He knew that sooner or later Khanza would return to Caca's arms.

Shinta hugged Khanza, crying sobbing. But Shinta has no rights over Khanza, Khanza raises his head to look at Shinta "Mama why are you crying?" Khanza asked Shinta gently, Shinta just shook her head.

How could he explain to Khanza if he could not say if Khanza was not his biological son. In the past, Shinta often gave understanding to Khanza, but Khanza did not want to understand and said if Shinta and only Shinta his mother. Even in every Shinta to give an explanation, Khanza is always hysterical and sick.

Shinta had also almost lost Khanza, Khanza could not accept all the facts.

"Mom don't cry anymore!" Khanza wiped away Shinta's tears with both her tender hands, seeing Khanza remind her of her memories with Syifa long ago.

Khanza is like Syifa, so understanding to him. Why does Alana, her own biological child, never understand her feelings.

Shinta sees Alana and Alan walking, Alan smiles at Shinta but Alana just passes her mother "Mama has arrived? Why did my mom use the motor. Alan's afraid of mama and Khanza why-why,"

Shinta held her son's cheek gently, "Mama's okay baby! When I was young, my mom used to ride motorcycles,"

"Mama was young before she married Papa. And now, Alan's age is also fifteen years old. Mama, Mama will just get in the car. Let Alan ride the bike,"

"Yes, Honey!" Shinta did not want to argue or make her child anxious.

The school bell rang, Alan invited Khanza to the classroom.

"Come on!"

Alan held Khanza's hand gently, Khanza was happy that Alan loved him. "You're a sweet girl, studying hard huh? Don't worry mom and dad. And remember, if there's something evil with you, say it with brother! Okay?"

Khanza smiled, he went straight into his class.

Alan immediately entered the classroom, seeing Alana who was still pouting, Alan sat down. Apologizing to his twin "Sorry me huh? I shouldn't say it's the same to you!" Alan held both ears. Alana looked at her twin sister with teary eyes "Do you know what I'm feeling? You just think I'm selfish! But I'm sick, I'm sad! I don't love Khanza. But her presence made my mother ignore us!"

Alan hugged Alana, even stroking Alana's head gently "Mama loves us so much, mama doesn't ignore us. Your jealousy makes you blind to everything, you just need to believe that your love for us is fair and even. If you are older, you will understand everything. Our mama's heart is so soft and sincere, we should be grateful to have a mother like mama!"

Alan seemed so mature about everything, he knew his mother would never ignore them. But Alana herself was away from her mother.

"Tomorrow our birthdays, mom and dad have said they will take us on vacation. Don't you do that again, huh?"

"When do you want that? Khanza is also our sister, and you remember that Mami Caca loves us too. Never make a distinction between his biological children and us!"

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On the other hand, Raisa who grew up to be such a beautiful girl. He had breakfast with his mom and dad.

Raisa grows up to be a spoiled child, and also very gentle "Mi, today it seems like Raisa will be home late."

"Why baby?" Caca asked her son, Raisa said if her friend is having a birthday and will hold a party. Caca smiled, asking Raisa to take care of herself.

"Yes, kid. But you have to keep looking after yourself, right?"

Raisa is now 21 years old, she is two years under Syifa. Before leaving, Raisa hugs her daddy.

Now, Arvan's development has improved. But I cannot return to Indonesia. "A long time ago we left Syifa and Khanza. Daddy misses him so much!" Raisa loosened her embrace, since the last ten years. Raisa feels to be an only child and once she is affectionate, she feels unwilling if the attention and affection of her parents should be in for Raisa and also her brother Syifa.

"Daddy don't think about it! Daddy has to recover completely!"

"But Daddy feels better, baby!"

Raisa fell silent, Caca who heard her husband's words was happy and wanted to book a plane ticket. "If we go back now, what about my college? At least wait until Raisa graduates dong, mi! Do you want to leave Raisa alone here? Khanza there's Shinta's mama, and Raisa? Who's Raisa here?" Caca and Arvan fell silent, they loved and missed Khanza and Syifa.

But what Raisa said also had a point, they decided to wait for Raisa until graduation and finish college first.

Raisa was relieved, finally her mother Caca canceled her intention to return to Indonesia.

It is not that Raisa does not love Khanza and Syifa, but she is used to being the only child of her mother and Daddy.

Raisa could not see her parents' affection for her brother and sister, the sound of a car horn was heard. It must be her friend Raisa who picks her up, Raisa kisses and hugs her parents in turn.

"Raisa go first Mami, Daddy. Raisa love you guys, muach!"

Raisa leaves Caca and Arvan. "What Raisa said is also true, if we leave now. Raisa's college is gonna fall apart, there's no way we're gonna leave her alone. We'd better wait until Raisa finishes her studies" Caca said. Arvan just nodded, since the past ten years. Caca was the one who made the decision for the family, especially since Arvan's condition weakened. "Did Khanza know who he was?" Arvan asked his wife, but Caca shook his head.

"When Shinta told me about who she was, she couldn't accept the reality. Even falling ill, I asked Shinta not to force it. Let Khanza know if he is ready. She was very small, and we left her when she was a baby,"

Arvan nods, Khanza must have assumed that Shinta and Revan were his real parents.

"I hope that when we get back Khanza can accept us!" Caca who was dripping with tears nodded, he was sure that Shinta and her son Syifa would give understanding to Khanza.

Caca believes that.

"Where, your parents still want to go back to Indonesia?" Sherly asked Raisa. Raisa nodded, "Good dong, you can meet with your sister as well as your brother. You guys haven't seen each other in a long time, and I know that you miss them so much. Long ago, the first time you came. You cry every day missing them. And why don't you come back now?"

Sherly is Raisa's best friend, she is Raisa's first friend in Penang "I miss them but I am not ready if the attention and affection of mami and Daddy are divided for them,"

"You can't be selfish, Raisa. After all, they are also the children of your mother and Daddy. They are also entitled to the affection of both your parents."

Raisa was silent, she was not evil. But is it wrong if Raisa only wants her to be more prioritized?

"That's it, I don't want to talk about this!"

"You must have a heart and a feeling. Poor your sister, Khanza. Moreover, mom and Daddy left when he was not even six months old, he is more in need of the affection of both your parents!"

"That's it, Sherly! Don't try to touch myself! I know what's best for my family!"

Sherly shook her head, saying that it was only for Raisa's sake. "You're so selfish Raisa!"

Raisa just fell silent and shied away from the debate, Sherly said it was only because she did not feel what she felt.

Her phone rang, a notification from her lover Albert.

He picked up the call and told his girlfriend that he would soon be on campus.

Raisa instantly turned off the call, a beautiful smile was etched on her face "You don't trust her too much. Many say if he is a crocodile, I don't want you to get hurt!"

Raisa tells Sherly that she doesn't have to worry! "You don't worry! I'm fine and I can take care of myself. Besides, I'm sure if Albert wouldn't do something like that, I believe him!"

"As far as you are! I'm just reminding!"