
"Did Raisa not have the right to know about Daddy's life?"
"Not so son, but if Daddy tells it is the same as opening up Daddy's old wounds. Does Raisa want to see Daddy grieving over the injury?"
Raisa quickly shook her head and hugged her Daddy.
"Don't say that, Daddy. Raisa loves Daddy very much. Raisa doesn't want Daddy to be sad." Raisa's peeping Daddy's cheek.
"Daddy also loves you very much, love mami and also adek Khanza. Daddy just wants to be with you guys, don't ever fight or leave daddy again?" arvan's words touched Raisa's heart, Caca approached her two when Khanza was calm.
"Mommy, is Khanza calmer?" raisa asked her mother.
Caca said if Khanza was calmer than before, maybe Khanza was fussy with thirst.
"Darling, you go rest in your room, son. Must be tired, right?" caca said to Raisa..But Raisa said she still wants to be with Mami, Daddy and her sister.
"Raisa came home because she wanted to be with Mami, Daddy and Khanza. Not a break."
Caca did not want to argue anymore, he agreed the will of the child..
"It's okay, honey.. Mami wants to give ASI first to Khanza huh?" Raisa nodded, actually Caca was so unpleasant giving ASI to Khanza in front of Raisa. Afraid, Raisa felt sad and jealous because Raisa never felt ASI from a mother.
"Mami don't worry if Raisa is sad or jealous, Raisa already understands and accepts everything. Although Raisa wants to, but time can not be turned anymore. Let Khanza feel what he has to get, mami don't worry anymore about Raisa's feelings." Raisa told her mom.
Although Raisa said that, but Caca and Arvan are still careful to face their child on this one.
Caca also gave his ASI to Khanza, Khanza looks so greedy to drink ASI that Caca give directly.
"Mommy, why are you using your baby sister to look after Khanza's sister?" ask Caca..Arvan replied that the baby sister was only helping a little. Not completely.
"Honey, it's just to help mommy. But, not entirely Khanza with the baby sisters, right?"
"Mama Shinta also used to wear no baby sisters."
"But now Mama Shinta wears it, even wearing three baby sisters at once" said Arvan who did not want his wife sad.
"Why wear a baby sister? In the old parlors, even though we had a lot of people. There's no baby sister."
Raisa's statement leaves Caca and Arvan confused as to what to answer.
"Yes, Honey. But the mother of the home is also a lot of not just one. No need for a baby sister anymore."
Raisa nodded, though she did not fully understand.
"Son, wearing a baby sister does not mean parents do not love children. However, there are other reasons such as her parents can't keep her alone and need an extra nanny."
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Shinta, who was satisfied to spend the ice cream, invited her husband to come home, Revan was very astonished to see his wife could spend that much ice cream.
"You're a crazy woman" maybe a normal human wouldn't be able to eat that much.
"Have not spoken too much, the most important thing is that everything is finished and no one is lost."
Shinta called the waiter and ordered some ice cream to take home.
"You've spent a lot of ice cream and want to bring it home again?"
"Indeed at home there's only two of us? You don't think about children? Raisa's home too."
"Yes I know, but if it's brought home it's gonna melt."
"Haha, you're too tacky, baby! The age is sophisticated, and there is dry ice..So, ice cream doesn't melt easily."
"As far as you go."
Revan also paid the bill given by the waiter, after finishing paying and taking the ice cream they decided to go home immediately.
"Come, get home..We've been gone too long for the kids. Soon Alana and Alan are awake. They'd cry if I wasn't around,"
"Well, why worry so much. There's a nanny looking after them."
Basic man! just thinking about the pleasure of having a child does not think about his child.
Shinta was very upset to see her husband, as if he had no children.
"It's useless to argue with you. You only think of yourself without thinking of children."
Revan is upset to hear his wife's remarks instead of her forgetting the children, but he also wants Shinta to think of her own pleasure.
When do you think about children? When do you think of yourself and your happiness? Ever since you married me, you've taken care of Syifa so well without thinking about yourself. You were very young, and you were also a doctor. However, for the sake of me and Syifa you gave up your freedom.
Shinta was silent for a moment with her husband's words.
"When you know, a woman's happiness is when she gets married and becomes a mother. By the time of my wedding day, my world was complete. I've been a wife and mother. What else do I need? I gave up my freedom but I got a treasure so precious. That is you and also the children, the world of the wife is her husband. A mother's world is her children. So, my world right now is you. I don't care about freedom because I never feel depressed. I feel free and happy with you."
Shinta said all of her from her most sincere heart.
Revan shook his head, he did not understand what was on his wife's mind. According to her Shinta was so naive, because Revan knew when they were in school. Shinta loves freedom.
"Van, you know. In the past, I was not married and the doctor told me I could not have any more children. I feel broken and feel like a useless woman. However, your presence and Syifa's able to make me change the way I think."
"But for real you're not barren, even you gave me a lot of haha."
Shinta laughed, and she was grateful that what the doctor said was not true. She even gave birth to three children from her womb.
"Even soon we'll have twelve children."
Revan laughed again, where might he let his wife feel that much pain. However, if God gives her that much sustenance, Revan will gladly accept her.
The two continued on their way back home. On the way, Revan accidentally wants to bump into someone.
The two went down to look at the woman who looked so messy. How surprised Shinta was to see that woman was Jennika's best friend.
"Jennica!"
Shinta immediately hugged her best friend, so many bruises on Jennika's face.
"What's wrong with you Jen." Shinta cried while hugging her best friend. Revan tells Shinta to get Jennika into the car.
"T-please congratulations, I'm-I." Jennika was unconscious in Shinta's arms. Shinta asks her husband to hold Jennika in the car. Revan immediately lifts Jennika's body and brings her into the car.
Shinta looks so worried and anxious, he has not seen his friends for a long time and now they are met with a very caring condition.
"Come on, Van get her to the hospital quickly."
"Yes, don't panic yet." Revan asks his wife not to panic like that, Shinta tries to calm down.
"Jen, wake!" Shinta patted Jennika's cheek slowly, with Jennika slowly opening her eyes.
"Finally you're aware of Jen." Shinta takes her drink, she gives it to Jennika and asks her best friend to drink it first.
Jennika took a sip of the drink little by little, then she cried back to embrace Shinta..
"I'm not lucky, Ta." she said.
"What's up, Jen? Why are you like this?"
"My husband, Ta. He was so rude to me, he used to flirt even when I was around for a few days not being fed or drank."
Shinta was devastated to hear the story of her best friend. How could Jennika, a beautiful and cheerful woman, have a husband who is so cruel that it makes Jennika very chaotic appearance. Jennika is also very thin and her skin is so dull and there are a lot of bruises on her face as well as on her body.
"Isn't your husband a doctor, too?"
Jennika nodded, but her husband was so very rude to her. Often does not give jennika a meal, often even confine her.
"What a cruel husband you are. And why did you run here?"
"I ran away, Ta. I couldn't help it, he often told me to serve his friends. If I don't want to, he'll beat me up, not even feed me. He's like there's a disorder, Ta. However, in front of my family and friends she always looks good and also innocent."
Shinta also admitted, because she had also met her best friend's husband. Jennika's husband looks so loving and loving Jennika.
"Then your son?" shinta asked, she also had news that Jennika was pregnant at that time, she wanted to meet and often visit Jennika's house but her husband said that jennika was abroad.
"In-he never lets me meet people. He's got me."
Shinta hugged her best friend again, unable to hear Shinta Jennika's story. Shinta and Revan take Jennika to the hospital but Jennika does not want to. Because her husband was a doctor, she was afraid to meet her husband in the hospital.
"To-please don't take me to the hospital. Take me somewhere my husband doesn't know." I mean with a heavy tone. Shinta asks Revan to take Jennika to their house. Because Shinta can take care of her best friend if her husband comes looking for Jennika..
Revan and Shinta bring Jennika to their house. After arriving home, Shinta invites Jennika to come down and enter her house.
Jennika is afraid, if her husband is looking for her whereabouts here. Shinta convinces Jennika not to worry.
"Don't worry. You're safe here, no one dares hurt you. We're here to protect you." said Shinta, they entered the house. Shinta immediately invites Jennika to enter the guest room.
"While you're here yeah, Jen. Sorry if I don't have any preparation."
"It's okay, Ta. I'm so grateful that you're giving me shelter."
Jennika no longer has anyone, because her mother died a few years ago.
It's unfortunate Jennika's fate, even though since childhood. Jennika is always happy and protected and surrounded by people who are kind and affectionate.
"Jen, you better take a shower. I'll bring you food." Jennika nodded, she also cleaned her body. While Shinta headed to the kitchen to prepare food for her best friend.
After Shinta finished returning to Jennika's room, it looks like Jennika has finished cleaning herself.
Shinta delivers the food she brought to jennika.
"Eat it, Jen. Don't hesitate," Jennika immediately took and finished the food greedily, it looks very if jennika is very hungry. Shinta's tears came back, she knew how her best friend was. Jennika used to be so bad to eat, but now she is in such a hurry to finish her food with trembling hands.
"My husband hasn't given me three days to eat, Ta."
Jennika looks very weak, Shinta is so upset to see a man who could treat his woman badly.
"Did his family know what he did?" shinta asked, Jennika shook her head, because her family was also far away with them. If they come and stay at their house. Her husband Jennika has always been kind and gentle, even treating Jennika like a queen.
However, if the family is back. Her true nature will appear, every day Jennika is treated like a binantang. They were told to do strange things when they dueled in bed. It's even very unnatural, if jennika refuses. Her husband would commit acts of violence, even the heart to keep Jennika in the room for days without being given food and drink
"Do you have no servants?"
"There are, but they can't do anything either. They heard my screams but were also helpless."
"It's stupid of those who don't try to call the police and help you."
"They're scared, Ta. Since my husband always threatened them, I can also run away now Karwna is being helped by my servant" Jennika said.
"Did he do this to you since you got married?" Jennika shakes her head, saying her husband changes when they lose their child.
She blames Jennika for not being able to look after their child well until their child dies. In fact, Jennika also did not want her son died.