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Painful Memories

"me too. However, our son wants to be with his sister there. We should also appreciate, he also needs time to accept all of her."

Caca with her sad face nodded, Caca loves her children very much. However, only with Khanza did she feel like a perfect mother. Know and go through the period of development of his child.

Arvan stroked Caca's head gently, he understood what his wife was feeling. However, Caca also couldn't be trapped by the guilt of the past. Everything has happened, time cannot be turned back, besides the mistakes Caca made in the past are also due to the push factor of Arvan. If Arvan hadn't been selfish in the past, it probably wouldn't have happened.

Khanza moved his body slowly, making Caca excited again. Yes, Khanza is a strength for Caca at this time, seeing Khanza's smile makes her heart so happy, especially Caca several times had a miscarriage. He no longer wants to lose Khanza, Syifa and Raisa.

"Honey, later when Khanza has started to walk, we make a hero for our family" said Arvan. Caca was embarrassed, but he nodded.

"Yes, I would love to have a son, so that I can be a protector to my mother and her sisters. Because, I can't as long as he's keeping you guys."

"Don't say that! We need you, you will always protect and take care of us."

Arvan's words immediately made Caca afraid, why Arvan said things that he had never said before.

"Yes, Honey. I will take care of you until the end of my life. However, it could not be during his lifespan no one knew. If we have a hero in our house, he will take care of you, Raisa, Syifa and Khanza."

"Of course, don't say that. If there's a hotshot in our house, you and him will always take care of us." Caca hugged her husband from the side, her husband's words managed to make her heart feel uneasy and scared.

Raisa has arrived at her house, she approached her mother and Daddy in the room. But nothing, he saw his mami's phone on the charger. Raisa also stepped her feet towards Khanza's room. And it's true, Mami and her Daddy were hugging in Khanza's room.

"Mommy, Daddy." call her, the two parents let go of their arms and turn to Raisa.

"Darling, are you home, son?" ask Caca. Raisa did not say much, she immediately ran towards Caca and hugged Caca.

"Mommy, I'm sorry Raisa. Raisa's guilty, Raisa's too selfish to understand mami, and so is Daddy."

Caca and Arvan are so confused as to why her son is crying.

"Darling, don't cry, son. What's up?"

Raisa's still hugging Caca. The second one is still confused

Did you fight with your sister?

Caca and Arvan asked simultaneously, Raisa shook her head. He let go of his embrace with Caca.

Raisa says that Raisa feels guilty about Caca and Arvan for thinking badly about them.

"Sister has told me everything, how my mother used to deal with life very badly."

Caca sighed slowly, should their children do not need to know what he experienced all this time because Caca did not want his children to experience severe trauma like himself.

"Yes, son, don't cry. Everything is past, no need to talk back. What matters now is that we're all happy." said Caca.

Caca invites her child to lunch together, Raisa says if her self is full.

"Mi, Raisa's still full. Mama cooked a lot of food for me and my sister."

Caca smiled, knowing that she didn't have to worry that her son was at Shinta's house.

"Mama Shinta is, she's the best mother in the world."

"Mommy is also the best mother in the world. All mothers are best for their children." said Raisa.

It is true that every mother is a great mother to her family and children. You can sacrifice anything for your children. Rela to hold hunger so that children feel full, willing to be cold so that their children feel warm, never even buy new clothes so that their children's needs are met, and even to keep them warm, willing to be sick and suffer for the sake of his happy son. Mother's sacrifice and love are limitless.

Caca hugged Raisa tightly, he felt lucky to have good and understanding children like Raisa and Syifa. Caca hopes that if he grows up, his three children still have a low heart and good to anyone.

Caca remembers Lee's dead sister, if her sister were still around. Surely very happy to see Caca's excellent children, Caca also asks and prays to God that her mother's vices far haunt their family.

"Mami's the one in the hug? Daddy's not?" said Arvan who put on a sullen face. Raisa also let go of her hug with Caca. He turned his head towards his Daddy who put on a sullen face. Raisa immediately hugged to her two old men with full of warmth.

"You know, honey. Mom and Daddy missed you. Turns out, you came to us."

"Yes, Daddy. Raisa always thought of Daddy and Mami. Raisa said that Syifa wants to go home, sister also understands. Brother asked his driver to help bring Raisa home."

"Why didn't Raisa call Daddy and Mami?" asked Caca who stroked Raisa's hair, Raisa said that she did not want to bother her two parents.

"So Mami and Daddy just came home to take Raisa to sister's house. No way Raisa asked Mom and Daddy to come back. Poor baby Khanza if you have to stay home alone."

"Baby Khanza isn't alone baby girl, there's a baby sister looking after her."

"Khanza's grandfather should also be accompanied by Mami and Daddy. After all, Raisa is back home now." Raisa told her two parents, Caca and Arvan just laughed anxiously at the sight of her child.

*It's stupid of me to throw away a child as sweet and as good as Raisa.

Maybe if it wasn't for me being selfish, you'd always be with us without having to be dumped in an orphanage*.

The two of them had their own thoughts, they deeply regretted why Raisa did not grow up and live with them from childhood.

"Mommy and Daddy don't ever feel guilty again for throwing Raisa in the house. It was also for Raisa's sake because if Raisa stays with mommy and Daddy. Maybe grandma Elsa will give a bad influence to Raisa."

***It is true that Raisa said, if only Raisa lived and lived with Caca and Arvan maybe Raisa would grow up to be a child who has a selfish and stubborn nature like her grandmother.

"Maybe also the grandma will hurt Raisa like the grandma hurt mami. Mami don't feel guilty anymore, let's just say she left Raisa in the orphanage as a form of protection for Raisa."

Caca and Arvan were so amazed by Raisa's wise words. They know, Raisa learned from her sister Syifa.

Caca is grateful to Shinta, because Shinta has taught and educated her son Syifa to be a good and wise child. The affection given by Shinta makes her child never feel revenge.

"Mommy, Daddy there's something Raisa's saying."

"What is that son?" ask the two at once.

Raisa said if next Sunday there is a school event and the children will stay at the top. Raisa asks permission from her parents.

Arvan already knew this, because he owned the school. Arvan agreed to her son's request.

"Is Daddy coming?"

"No, Honey. Daddy won't come because Daddy has to keep your mom and sister here. But, Daddy already told people to keep you and your brother there."

"Why didn't Mami come?" ask Raisa. Caca explained that if his younger brother Khanza was very small, it would be impossible to take Khanza to the top. The air over there is too cold for a kid as small as Khanza.

Raisa also understood, she also did not want her sister to be sick because of coming.

"Daddy would love to come along son, but Daddy's work is also a lot here. That's why Daddy can't come." Arvan said back, he was very protective of his daughter's feelings. Arvan doesn't want his son to feel sad because they only think about Khanza.

"Did Mama Syifa allow you to come with me?" Raisa nods, saying that Shinta and Revan also allow Syifa to leave.

"So Raisa didn't see Revan, but Shinta's mom allowed her to go."

"If you have agreed, surely Revan has also allowed it." murmured Caca.

Because the second one knows that Shinta and Revan are overprotective to Syifa. It was very difficult for them to let go of Syifa let alone get to the top.

"It's not possible that my brother is not in izini who has a school that is also his Daddy's sister. It must be om and mama also believe." said Raisa.

"Yes, Honey. Son but Daddy asks not to be too proud Daddy at school, son? Daddy doesn't want you or your brother to be considered arrogant because you're the son of the owner of the school."

"Yes, Daddy. Raisa will not be arrogant. Raisa also knows herself by Raisa's position."

"It's not so, honey.. But, Daddy doesn't want them to stay away from you and your brother for fear of daddy."

It is very difficult to face a new teenage child growing up, Raisa is a good child but she is also difficult to accept and easily offended by the words of Caca and Arvan.

As a parent, the second must also be more careful to talk to Raisa so that her child does not misunderstand and easily offended.

"Yes, Daddy. Raisa understands what Daddy reminds her. Raisa also does not like to show off what Raisa has now, because her life was unlucky"

"Don't say anything like that again, huh?"

Raisa nodded, before long baby Khanza woke up and cried. Quickly, Caca hugged and calmed her child.

Raisa looks at her mom, she says in her heart that it feels like being carried by a biological mother as a baby.

"Darling, mother's son. Why son? Yes baby, don't cry." said Caca who calms Khanza very fussy.

Arvan turned to Raisa, approached her son and stroked Raisa's hair. Raisa leaned her head against the chest of the Daddy's field.

Though Raisa's leaning on Daddy's shoulder. However, his eyes were still on the mother. He saw how his affectionate and patient mother calmed her sister.

"Later, when Raisa has grown up and has a family and children. Raisa can know how to take good care of the child." said Arvan who kissed her child's head. Raisa nodded, from a long time ago she wanted to feel what it was like to be loved by two parents

The parents love Raisa, but their affection is shared with dozens of other children. So, the mother of the orphanage could not give her complete affection for Raisa. So is Caca, who shares her affection for Raisa and Khanza.

It's not that Raisa can't understand everything, she understands the state of her mother. However, is he wrong if he also needs complete affection and attention without having to be shared?

"Daddy." call him, Arvan also told his son.

"Yes, Honey?"

"Did Daddy's mommy love Daddy?" ask Raisa seriously.

Arvan says that Raisa's grandmother had died while she was talking to Arvan.

"Grandmother died giving birth to Daddy. Daddy also has no brothers. And when Daddy was very young, Daddy's dad also left daddy. Daddy from childhood only lives alone and fights alone." said Arvan.

"We're the same, Daddy?"

"Yes, son, but you are more fortunate because there are still nursing mothers, and there are also mothers and fathers here even though it is too late. You also still have Brother Syifa and Khanza. If Daddy, Daddy lives alone, a kara. Daddy has to keep getting up to get on with Daddy's life. And now, Daddy is so grateful to have you. Daddy loves you, more than Daddy loves and loves Daddy."

"How did Daddy get through all that?" ask Raisa. He was curious about his father's life in the past. However, Arvan says if all of her has passed, Arvan is also unwilling to open her old wounds. He also did not want his children to feel the suffering he had experienced first.

"All has passed, my dear. We also have to move on, if we want to move on with our lives. We must bury painful memories of the past."