Mother Connect

Alana Regretted

"That's all wrong, Mama! Khanza will be more mature and it will be harder to accept everything! Why didn't my mom understand that? My mom always makes excuses!"

Alana's getting upset, maybe other people think she's selfish. But what Alana said was true

"So, Khanza's not your mama's son?" All turned to the direction the voice came from, Shinta cried as she saw Khanza shedding tears "Honey!" Shinta chases after the running Khanza, who,

"You see! Because of you, Khanza is hurt!"

Alana ignored the words of her twin sister, this is the time Khanza knows the truth.

"Khanza, baby. Wait for mama, son!"

Shinta held Khanza's hand, "Mama, is it true what Brother Alana said? If Khanza wasn't your son?"

"Khanza!" Before answering a question from Khanza, Shinta immediately held the unconscious body of her son.

The truth made Khanza shocked and difficult to accept the reality.

"Alan, please mama son!"

Alan ran towards his son, he immediately carried the body of his younger brother, Khanza. "Ma, what's wrong with Khanza?"

Shinta shook her head, she did not understand what happened "Mommy does not understand, let's take your sister home!"

Alan immediately carried his sister's body, got into the car.

"Khanza!" Alana who saw Khanza unconscious was worried, she never hated Khanza..

"Ma, what's wrong? Why is Khanza unconscious?"

"You satisfied? Satisfied to make Khanza suffer like this? You see! Because of your actions, Khanza is unconscious like this. Why would you hurt a child like this?"

Alan chided his twin brother furiously.

"That's it! Don't quarrel! Don't get your sister wrong, Alana!"

Shinta is still defending Alana, even though Alana is the cause of all this! Alana shed her tears, apparently her mother was not as bad as she thought.

"Mama is still defending me when I've made Khanza unconscious" he said.

As the car drove to their house, Shinta immediately asked Alan to take Khanza to the room, Shinta gave the eucalyptus oil on Khanza's nose "Sadar kiddo!"

Shinta and Alana were in a panic, Alan brushed off his twin brother's hand "Never touch him! This is what you want, right? Mama has told you many times, if Khanza's health is unstable but you only think selfishly and stubbornly! Look what happened because of you! You know, if Khanza isn't as healthy as his usual son!"

"Alan, honey. It's already! Don't scold Alana! It's all mama's fault, mama's supposed to be fair to you!"

"No ma! Alana should think well! He knows how Khanza is but he, "

"Darling, mama asked for help. Yes already? Don't be extended anymore! Mama doesn't want any more commotion! Mama also doesn't want Khanza to know everything, that's it!"

The twins are silent, Alana regrets her actions, she hugs Shinta and apologizes "Ma-maafin Alana Mama! Alana was always selfish. If Alana had not denied mama, this would not have happened, Alana regretted ma!"

Shinta hugged Alana, "Have a son! Never blame yourself, wrong mom. Yes already? We pray for your brother's healing. And this is actually my reason for not being frank with her, mama's afraid. If Khanza can't accept the reality and the circumstances can drop like this."

"Mama does not need to justify her mistake just because mama is afraid she is sad ma! Alana is too much!"

Syifa who had just returned from campus tired of approaching her sister, Syifa was very upset if her sisters raised her tone with her mother

"What's this about? Why are you talking so rudely to Alan's mom?"

Syifa saw the unconscious Khanza, a panicked Syifa immediately approached her little sister. "Ma, what's wrong with Khanza? Why is it like this?"

Shinta cries, she doesn't want Alana to be blamed anymore

Alan who was still emotionless told his brother "This is all because of stubborn Alana brother! He said the truth so Khanza heard our conversation. Mama told me we'd tell Khanza the truth when the time was right. But Alana did not want to hear, she was still stubborn. Alana was so selfish, she didn't think about the impact of it all!"

Syifa turned her head towards Alana who was crying, Alana apologized to her brother "Sister, sorry Alana. Alana doesn't mean to make Khanza sick like this, Alana just wants us not to lie to Khanza longer. Alana dear with Khanza brother."

"You lied! If you love him. You wouldn't be jealous if you paid more attention to Khanza! You won't keep your distance from him, even you won't force your will!"

Alan still blames his twin brother even though Shinta has told his son to calm down.

"Alan, calm yourself, baby! Control yourself!"

"How can Alan calm down ma? Mama see now the condition of Khanza, even mami herself who asks us not to say anything with Khanza until mami and Daddy come back! But this kid, he's always making trouble!"

"Alan, stop! Didn't you hear what Mom said? If you continue like this, it makes no difference to Alana! Quiet down!" Syifa who was feeling dizzy asked her sister to be quiet, she gently asked Khanza to wake up but Khanza still had no reaction.

"Khanza sister sister, wake up baby! Brother's home, brother's brought Khanza's favorite chocolate!"

"Khanza doesn't want to talk to anyone, Khanza just wants Syifa!"

"Darling, don't you want to talk to my mom?" Shinta asked sadly, Khanza shook his head. He was still angry and disappointed with the situation

"Khanza just wants to be with Syifa and Alan!"

"Khanza, sorry about Alana? Brother doesn't mean to make Khanza sad, brother only says the truth if you're not Shinta's mother's son."

Alana!

Syifa yelled at Alana, according to her Alana has gone too far.

"Why brother? What is wrong with Alana? Alana apologizes to Khanza. And indeed what Alana said was indeed true, why did sister scold Alana like Alan?"

"I told you, this kid won't change! Her tears are crocodile tears!"

It felt like Alan wanted to hit his twin brother. But Shinta held back, he did not want between brothers to fight each other!

"Alan, don't prolong this matter anymore! Mama's going with Alana. You and your brother take care of your sister, right?"

"Yes ma!" Syifa and Alan answered simultaneously.

Shinta invites Alana to leave the room, Alana looks at her mother and hugs tightly "Mama is angry with Alana?"

Shinta shook her head "Mama is not angry with you, mama is more angry with herself because she has failed to educate Mama's daughter well, this is not your fault. The wrong mother, every act of her son. Parents will bear it, and mama is ready to bear every mistake you make."

Alana let go of her embrace, she wiped away the tears of her mother who fell "Mama don't cry! Alana loves and loves her mom!"

Shinta smiled, she was disappointed with the situation "Maybe, if mama does not fail to take care of your sister Al. Mama's not gonna be like this, mama,"

"It is ma! My mother did not fail!" Alan cut off his mother's speech, he did not want to make his mother sad.

While Shinta understands, Alana's age is indeed her emotions are out of control. And as a mother, Shinta must be able to control her child's anger and explosive emotions!

"Now, Alana's changing clothes, son?" Alana smiled, and nodded. If Caca doesn't leave Khanza at Shinta's. Maybe the attention of Shinta and the ones in this house will definitely focus on her.

Not even to the Khanza who is not the son of their family!

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Khanza ate the chocolate gift from her brother Syifa, "So how did you go to college? Why did he come home so soon?" Alan asked Syifa. He did pay attention to his brother, even Alan always knew the campus schedule of the brother.

"Yes, my sister had wanted to go to the office to help papa, but I don't know why my sister was lazy and wanted to go home soon. Brother's heart was also agitated for some reason, but now he got the answer!"

Syifa glanced at Khanza who was still enjoying the chocolate in his hands, Syifa was not out of thought with her sister Alana. Why is he so strong his jealousy towards Khanza?

Even since he was a child, his jealousy has been very visible

Syifa thought, over time, Alana could change and make peace with the situation. But Syifa is wrong, Alana increasingly becomes even less thoughtful of the feelings of others.

"Alan, you'd better get changed! Look at your shirt is so dirty."

Alan grinned, showing his neat white teeth "Iy-iya brother, Alan was playing ball first before going home."

Alan obeyed his brother's words, he immediately came out to change clothes.

"Sister, is Khanza not Shinta's mama's son?" With teary eyes, Khanza asked Syifa.

Syifa felt sad, directly hugging her sister. "Khanza don't mind that anymore, do you? The most important thing is that Shinta's mom loves Khanza more than anything!"

Syifa was confused as to what to answer, if she was honest Khanza would definitely ask to talk to mom and Daddy.

Syifa who often contact her mother, it is very difficult to speak directly even if only from the phone. Raisa always says that her mom is taking care of Daddy. When she's done, she'll ask her mommy to call Syifa. But in reality, Raisa never called back or gave the phone to her mother.

Syifa only hoped that her Daddy would get well soon, so that Khanza could meet his real family.

"Khanza change clothes first yuk? Brother choose his clothes, right?"

"No want! You answer my question!"

Syifa let out a long sigh staring at her sister "Mama Shinta is our mother, dear Khanza! You see, don't you? My mom loved and took care of us all! How can this be done by someone who is not a mother?"

Khanza was silent, he trusted his brother. Syifa..

Syifa had to keep lying to her sister so that Khanza would not drop!