
Jennika also put the dishes in the kitchen, the house is so quiet and silent.
Jennika washes dishes Alana used to eat. He went straight to Shinta's room again.
Jennika asks Shinta for a break, let her take care of Alan and Alana.
However, Shinta refused. He wants to focus on taking care of his own children.
"No need Jen, I'll take care of them myself. You better get some sleep."
Jennika did not want to force, she did not want Shinta's situation to drop.
Jennika wants to go back to her room.
*******
On the other hand, Rival felt frustrated looking for the existence of a jennika who did not meet.
He learns of the death of his son Shinta. But at the funeral, he did not see the whereabouts of Jennika.
"Is it possible that he doesn't know about it? Or is jennika hidden by doctor Shinta?"
Rival is so upset, he has been looking for the existence of jennika anywhere but did not meet.
Rival isn't willing, if Jennika goes away from him.
Rival misses jennika's body. He had not seen Jennika's suffering for a long time.
Rival is like a psychopath, he is happy to see jennika suffering. He also imagined how he would play and enjoy the body of Jennika..
Enjoying every cry of a crying and begging for forgiveness.
Remembering that, he was upset again.
Rival promises to find Jennika's whereabouts wherever she is. He will not let Jennika live quietly.
Rival also tries to contact jennika's husband. Asking how jennika's husband's development looks for jennika's existence.
But her husband sounded very relaxed and not too confusing the existence of jennika.
She wanted to let go of Jennika, and her husband said he didn't need her anymore.
Rival holds his anger when he hears the remark, but he must try to remain normal and support the decision of her husband in order to control her husband.
"Bro, I appreciate all of Lo's decisions. But, I'm suggesting Lo should also remember how Lo's son died."
Rival smiles satisfied, he believes his speech managed to make husband jennika back to change his mind.
After saying that, Rival turned off his phone
Perhaps, if Jennika did not betray and marry Rival. It would definitely make jennika happy as a queen.
Moreover, Rival's love is so great for jennika. However, the heartache he felt because the woman turned him into a demon.
******
Revan was in the second room of his parents, his head feeling very tired.
Mama Lily made a cup of coffee for Revan.
"Drink, son. Don't think too much about this. Believe me everything will be okay. It's just about time."
Revan took a cup of coffee in his mama's hand, he sipped the coffee slowly.
"Thank you ma,"
Indeed, when the head is so tired, and the chest is so tight. Only the mother can calm her child.
Tommy asks his wife to accompany the child, he will go to another guest's room for a break.
Lily nodded, currently Revan could not be alone.
No matter how big or mature we are, we are still a child in the eyes of a mother.
Lily encouraged her son.
Nor did he turn on his son-in-law over it all.
Revan told her everything that happened to her mother
"Why is Caca's sister so mean? And he doesn't know our family, why is he?" ask Mama Lily who was also upset.
Revan says that her sister Caca was influenced by the late Elsa.
"Cia grew up with Elsa, mama knows how evil she is. He always wore a mask in front of Cia, as if he was the one who always hurt here. In fact, Elsa was the cause of all the chaos that happened."
Revan did not expect, if there was a mother who was very bad.
He is willing to do everything possible to get his revenge, even though the child becomes a victim
"His selfishness has ruined Caca's life, and now. He ruined the future of his other son just because of his vengeful achievement. Revan doesn't understand ma, when he's gone, he still leaves that grudge."
Lily calms her son down so Revan can control herself and not get carried away by emotions.
"Ma, it wasn't Revan who left Caca. Caca also left Revan and Syifa also because of Elsa's desire, but why in the time his goals have been fulfilled he did not feel satisfied ma? Why is it as if Revan is abandoning his child for the sake of another woman?"
Revan doesn't understand what Caca's mother thinks.
"Here you are, son, you are free to be upset. He was calm there too. Yes already? Our job right now is the most important thing is to help your wife heal her wounds. Because here you are all victims, and Shinta is also a victim. He's an innocent victim and doesn't know anything about your past."
Revan nodded, but how could he help his wife if her wife continued to act cold and shy away from him.
*******
The next morning, everyone had breakfast as usual..
Shinta does not let workers into her house except the long-time butler.
While the other workers, in the break in the back house.
If Shinta is in the upper room, then the waiter and other workers do their respective tasks.
Shinta asks her two children to sit next to her..
Alan and Alana want to devour their food, but Shinta stops her.
"Wait son, from now on. Before Alan and Alana eat or drink. Mama will first taste it. After mama made sure this was all safe, you guys ate and drank it okay?"
Shinta smiled at her two children, Alan and Alana who did not understand what her mother said just nodded.
Revan wants to protest, but Mama Lily stops her son..
Lily understood, Shinta's attitude was so because she felt traumatized.
After making sure food and drinks for her two children are safe, Shinta invites her children to eat.
Revan was afraid that it would hurt the butler's heart.
"Sir Muh, I'm sorry if my wife's actions might hurt you."
"No boy, Revan. You understand, moreover, you also just experienced a bad event. And the perpetrator was one of us, I understand."
Revan thanked the butler who had understood Shinta's attitude.
But is that not excessive? Shinta could have hurt the hearts of her workers.
Shinta looked at her husband sharply.
He does not want if the problem back runyam, better they succumb than Shinta to be hysterical or how
"Yes, kid. Mama, papa and also your husband don't mind it." Lily said smilingly to her daughter-in-law.
Shinta smiled deeply, at the end of which there are those who understand and understand her feelings.
"Thank you so much for understanding Tata."
Jennika could only shut up, eating her breakfast. As a guest in this house he has no right to interfere, right?
However, actually, Jennika also disagrees with Shinta's attitude now.
Unintentionally, maybe Shinta can hurt the hearts of many people.
Not everyone can understand and understand Shinta, but Jennika can not do anything..
Shinta turned to look at Jennika.
"Jen, I'll take the kids to school, you to the room. Scared of it, later when I'm not around. Your husband came back here."
Lily and Tommy also already know the problem experienced by Jennika.
"There's mom and dad. If her husband comes and asks, we'll say that Jennika isn't here. Don't worry." said Tommy, Shinta nodded.
Jennika tells Shinta that she doesn't have to worry about herself.
"Ta, after this I'll go straight into the room. Don't worry."
"Darling, let me deliver the kids." Revan offers an offer to his wife but Shinta refuses.
"No need, let me drive the kids."
Revan didn't want to argue anymore, he left the table. He told his parents to go to the office.
Alan and Alana want to leave with her papa.
Revan looked at Shinta, Shinta could not refuse the request of her children.
Revan smiled, taking his wife and children to school.
They say goodbye to Lily and Tommy.
Shinta leads her two children into the car, Shinta sits in the back with Alan and Alana.
Revan did not want to problem it, he immediately drove his car gas pains.
There was no talk between the two, just noise from Alan and Alana..
Shinta stared out the window with a blank look, occasionally her tears fell. Wet her white cheeks.
Revan doesn't know when it's going to go on like this
He would talk to his wife after delivering the children.
They arrive at the kindergarten school where Alan and Alana study.
Shinta takes her two children down, Revan follows his wife.
After taking the kids to class. Revan holds Shinta's hand..
"I want to talk."
Shinta saw the watch in her hand
"Other times, you're too late."
"The company is mine, I'm free to come anytime. Don't look for excuses!"
But Shinta said that she did not want to talk to her husband.
"Other times."
Shinta walked away from Revan, Revan shouted in annoyance..
"When are you like this?"
Shinta stopped her steps. She turned around to approach her husband.
"No idea!"
"It's not just you who lost a child, me too!" revan shouted to Shinta.
Shinta shed her tears, then wiped her. With a heavy and vibrating voice she told her husband to give her time.
"If so, give me time to breathe, for I accept all of it..To accept everything without hating the situation!"
"You already hate Shinta, even you hate me, and my past. Even you hate Syifa who knows nothing!"
Shinta was silent for a moment, taking a deep breath.
Her chest still felt tight, she looked at her husband with teary eyes.
"Because it's your past that's made me lose my son!"
"I know, but what was my fault, Caca's fault and Syifa's? I also don't want our son to die, do you think I'm happy? Caca's happy? No! We're all victims."
"Enough, Van! If you say victim. The victim here is me and my son Al! Al who knows nothing. I am not there when you and your past are going through all that hardship! I don't exist, my son doesn't. Why are we always the target? How long will this continue? In the past, I suffered because of your past. And now, my son died because of your past..Want to get to when? How long will my children and I endure all of this?"
Shinta stared intently at her husband, asking for the answer of all these injustices.
"I don't know, I always try to avoid and protect you."
"But my real son died!"
It was hard for Shinta to accept everything.
"You don't gini dong, Ta!" revan said he could not see his wife constantly become like this "You can also not go back Al!"
"Then? Have I changed as usual can you turn my son around? Can it? Answer Van! If I could, I would go back to what I used to be! Reluctant right? Or should I wait to lose again?"
Revan hit the wall, fortunately the atmosphere of the school was quiet.
No one heard their quarrel.
Shinta wiped her tears away leaving her husband.
"Keep running away from trouble! Keep going there, go far!" revan yelled at Shinta but Shinta ignored her husband's words.
Revan considers Shinta too much even though Revan does not understand about the pain and suffering experienced by Shinta.
Revan no longer knows what he has to say and explains to his wife so that Shinta understands and accepts all of this reality..
Not only is Shinta feeling devastated and lost, Revan feels the same way.
"Do you think you're just her mom? If you're her mother, I'm her father. I also feel the same pain and loss."
Revan repeatedly hit the wall hard, causing his hand to be injured and full of blood.
Shinta sat in the garden behind her school, where she cried.
He hated all these circumstances, his moment of happiness was taken by force by reality..
What fate is this? Why is destiny being unfair to me? Why me and my son? Why aaaahhhsss!
Shinta cried. Spilling her pain and pain.