Mother Connect

Season 2 - Feeling useless

Since yesterday's incident, Shinta has been more careful in caring for her three children. There was nothing different between Syifa and the twins. Lili and Syafa also help Shinta in taking care of the twins. Honestly, taking care of both babies at the same time makes Shinta sometimes easily tired and stressed, especially he also has to take care of the needs of Syifa, his eldest daughter. However, it does not make himself complain, Revan always bids the baby sister to help him but Shinta refused, he wanted to participate in the growth and development of his three children

"Honey, here mama neat first her hair." As usual, Shinta takes care of her eldest daughter first

"When are we going on vacation?"

"Later on, kid, in a few months we're going on vacation,"

"Syifa is eager to go on vacation with Mama, Papa, the twins Alan and Alana," Syifa puckered her mouth forward. Shinta stroked Syifa's long hair.

"Mama wants to, too, but baby Al and Alana haven't been able to travel far, son." Shinta tried to give some understanding to her eldest daughter.

"It's over." Shinta turned Syifa's body to face herself.

"Mommy's son is already beautiful," Shinta kissed her daughter's forehead. Syifa smiled and kissed Shinta's cheek

"Syifa dear mama."

"Mama also loves you," Shinta hugged Syifa who was replied by Syifa, she hugged Shinta tightly. Syifa missed her mother so much, she understood since the presence of her twin sister. Shinta's affection and attention must be divided equally, Syifa can not play 24 hours with Shinta as before but Caca always gives understanding to Syifa

Flashbacks

In the middle of the night Caca heard the sound of a girl crying, looking for where the sound came from. He stepped carefully

"The sound came from Syifa's room." His inner. Caca walked faster, he opened the door to Syifa's room. Sure enough, Syifa was crying in the corner. His face he hid in his knees with two folded hands. Caca is approaching Syifa

"Why you?" Caca stroked Syifa's hair, Syifa looked up at her head and looked at her biological mother. Syifa's eyes are so swollen.

"Here son, what's wrong with you?" Caca carried her daughter's tiny body and carried Syifa in her lap. But Syifa did not answer the question of the mother who had done it. He still nodded.

"Darling, why are you, son?" Again Caca asked the same question to his daughter, Caca slipped Syifa's messy hair behind Syifa's ears. Caca looked up at Syifa's lowered face, a clear liquid that soaked her tiny cheeks. Caca's heart was so scratched seeing her daughter crying like this, she carried Syifa into her arms. Caca felt that Syifa was not happy to be near her

"Is Syifa unhappy with Caca's mom?"

"I'm sorry, son, if Syifa's uncomfortable. Mama will take Syifa to Papa Revan's house and Shinta's mother" Syifa also let go of the hug

"No ma, Syifa is so very happy to be near mom."

"Then why are you crying, son?" Syifa was silent, Syifa's silence increasingly made Caca confident that her self is useless as a mother, Syifa is not comfortable to be beside her. He thought that Syifa was willing to accept him wholeheartedly, but he was wrong. He did not want to be selfish and forced Syifa to always be with him.

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