
"I want to be alone" asked Kaynara without looking at them all, she wiped away her tears.
"What is my less clear speech? I want to be alone please go!" Shinta, Caca, Revan, Arvan and Rangga died alone in the room. Maybe Kaynara needs to calm her mind
"What is the right word to protest against destiny? Tears are more capable of revealing more words than messages revealed by all words.
That's the right word for Kaynara today, although empty but he has to live it all.
"Mother, soon I'll be like you, I'll be a mother." His tears kept dripping, Kaynara was unable to stem his sadness any longer.
"I miss you Mom, I miss Dad, Grandma, Grandpa. I miss you guys. I want it to be like we used to go through the night talking, laughing, talking all you want."
"The days I've spent have felt empty without you. Maybe the tombstone separates us but your shadow never goes away in every step and my breath." Kaynara spoke in a low tone and blank stare. He wiped away the tears that kept wet his cheeks. He misses his family who have left.
Mothers are a force for their children when they feel fragile and helpless. Mother will embrace her children when they are in their weakest point, Mother is the ray of every darkness that is experienced by her children. Mother is where her children let out all grievances and grievances and Mother is home for her children to lean on and take shelter.
But not for Kaynara. Even since the age of 14 years he had to sacrifice his adolescence, he struggled life and was always despised by people. He lives a very bitter life without his mother on his side. No one has to stand on their own feet without anyone's help. When another 14-year-old teenager was still thinking about school, playing with friends, vacation and not thinking about anything. Instead Kaynara had to think about how she could find money for school and food. Being able to eat once a day was a gift to her. Work hard after school until late at night to fill his stomach.
Kaynara grimaced remembering it all.
"I promise you, you won't experience things like I did" she said, stroking her flat stomach.
"Healthy always, I will fight for your good and I will not allow any shortcomings."
"When you're the treasure that I have, son, I'm willing to sacrifice my feelings so that you can be born with complete parents. I will love more than myself, I will not let them hurt you. If the man accepts and loves you sincerely, I would marry him for your sake, son.“ Kaynara's tears continued to fade, she continuously stroked her flat stomach gently. Kaynara lay her body on the hospital bed, trying to close her eyes and fall asleep.