Mother Connect

Accepting the Reality

Shinta was still unconscious, the shock she felt made her unable to lose control.

Gunawan informed his relatives and co-workers..He also asks Revan to protect Revan's parents.

Revan, who can't think clearly anymore, gives his cell phone to his father-in-law. He asked his father-in-law to contact all their relatives.

Gunawan's father hands Revan and Shinta's cell phone to Arvan..Ask Arvan to take care of everything. Arvan nodded, telling the people nearby to tell the death of Revan and Shinta's youngest child.

Shinta slowly opened her eyes slowly, she smiled. He thought if it was just a nightmare, he got up and approached his husband and father..

"Dad, baby."

Gunawan and Revan heard Shinta's voice approaching immediately, Shinta laughed she felt very happy. She told her husband and father that she was having a nightmare.

"Dad knows, it was a very bad dream. Doctors say if baby Al can't be saved, but the tata tau is not true, the evidence of his tata awakens from sleep tata."

Gunawan, Revan and Arvan could not hear Shinta's words.

Shinta looked at them one by one, her eyes glazed over. He looked at the room he was in.

"I-this is where? T-this isn't our house, is it?" shinta asked, Revan approached his wife and hugged Shinta. Revan said If it wasn't a nightmare, but reality..They have lost their youngest child.

Shinta is hysterical, but Revan tightens her embrace. Give strength to his wife..

"Pacify yourself, baby.. We have to be strong and accept everything."

"No aaaaaaaaah, that's impossible. A-our kids are okay." Shinta cannot accept the sad news, Revan was devastated by all this. But they also have to accept everything.

One of the nurses entered Shinta's room and said the body would be taken to the funeral home soon.

"Bring it up first, we'll catch up by car" Revan said. Shinta releases her embrace from the husband, she wipes away her tears.

"No, I'll be in the ambulance" he said in a cold tone. Her gaze was so blank, which mother could accept the departure of her child.

Shinta stepped slowly, away from Gunawan, Revan and also arvan. Revan wants to pursue his wife but is prevented by Gunawan.

"Son, let your wife in the ambulance with your son. Let him try to accept all this. Let him both with his son."

Revan listened to his father-in-law's words, he also gave space to his wife both with the child.

Shinta boards an ambulance that has her child in a lifeless state.

Shinta hugged her baby, she held her baby. Ambulance officers forbid but Shinta did not listen.

He will carry the body of his child to their home. Ambulance officers also relented, he understood the situation of a mother who lost the child.

Shinta did not cry, she looked at her son who seemed to be asleep. The ambulance drove towards Shinta's house with the sound of sirens turned on.

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The atmosphere at home was very quiet. Caca's heart was very anxious and agitated. She tried to contact her husband and the person in the hospital, but no one answered.

His heart was pounding so fast, he felt an unrelenting unease.

God what is this? Everything's gonna be okay, right?

Caca prayed incessantly for healing for baby Al.

The twins and Syifa are also restless, even the twins cry for no reason.

Perhaps, the bond they feel makes them know if baby Al is gone but they try to think clearly.

Liu...Liu...Liu

There was a siren approaching Shinta's house.

Caca and the children ran outside the house, where ambulances stopped in front of Shinta's house, Caca and children screamed hysterically as the back door of the ambulance opened.

Shinta is holding baby Al's body. The servant brought the children into the room at the behest of the butler.

Syifa and Raisa do not want to enter, but Caca asks them not to make trouble.

"Son, please take your sisters to the upstairs room. Don't come out before you tell me to?" Syifa and Raisa also said, even though they cried hysterically. Syifa turned her head around looking at her already lifeless sister.

Shinta did not cry, she just quietly hugged her son in a sling with an empty look. Caca leads Shinta into the house, Shinta smiles

He said if baby Al is sleeping fast, he has improved.

The family is increasingly shocked by Shinta's attitude, Caca who saw Shinta's destruction felt powerless.

Caca was crying hugging Shinta. Said if shinta should accept the reality with the departure of her child.

"Ta, Baby Al is gone" she said, but Shinta looks angry and does not accept.

"Ca, she's sleeping. Look at my son sleeping soundly, don't be noisy!" Shinta moves away from Caca, Revan approaches his wife and tells her their son is gone.

However, Shinta said that her son was only asleep.

"Son, Al is sleeping. Put him on this bed, honey. Don't just carry it." said Gunawan's father gently to the child just his puppet. Shinta according, because usually when baby Al has slept always placed on the mattress.

"Dad, this mattress is very small and short. Baby Al could catch a cold. Tata's gonna put baby Al in the room."

Gunawan's father prevents and says if the people who come will see Al. There is no way Al was put in the room, Gunawan's father's words that make sense to him make Shinta according.

One by one friends and relatives arrived..They could not see Shinta's condition, his wounds looked so deep. Until he can't accept the reality.

Shinta lay beside her son's corpse, hugging the child with an empty look. He knows, If the child is gone but Shinta does not want to accept the fact..He hoped, If his son just fell asleep.

"Son, you slept too long. But nothing, you'll wake up soon and we'll play, son? Mama will carry Al wherever Al wants." Shinta said to her child, her eyes glazed. His view is so empty.

Revan can't let his wife be like that, his wife must accept if their youngest child is gone.

The body must be buried immediately, the family also can not wait for Revan's parents so long until. Likely, old man Revan just arrived to the homeland.

Baby Al's corpse if waiting for his grandfather and grandmother too long.

Revan tells Shinta that baby Al will be buried soon. Before that, there is still a process to be done. Shinta shook her head, she didn't want her child taken.

"You didn't see our son sleeping? Want to be in apain? Don't fuck around!" shinta said to her husband. He did not want to get up, and still lay hugging his son.

Revan pulls Shinta to his feet, resuscitating his wife if baby Al is gone.

"I know it's hard, I'm heavy too, but we have to accept that our son doesn't exist! It's not just you who are sad and down, we all lost baby Al. Please don't be like that, me and the kids need you." Revan was crying hugging his wife. Shinta stared at the child with eyes so empty.

Shinta knew the truth, but she was not prepared for the harsh reality. He lost his youngest son.

"Darling, please be strong. The kids need you, I need you too."

Shinta nodded, she agreed to the funeral process of her son, Shinta also did not want her child to suffer more if the funeral process is too long.

The family was worried about Shinta not showing any feelings, just a flat face and a blank look.

What is more broken than the news of death? Especially for a mother who lost her child.

Shinta feels her world is dead and destroyed brought on by the departure of her son Al.

Shinta came to do the process of bathing the corpse and others.

He didn't budge a bit, did well without speaking. Even her tears could not shed.

Shinta prays if her child is in the best place on the Almighty's side.

Caca hugs Shinta while crying, she is unable to see Shinta's helplessness.

She also once felt the loss of a child, Caca wished Shinta to cry instead of remaining silent expressionlessly there was only such an empty gaze.

"Ca, I'm not doing anything. Please, you take care of Syifa and the twins? Please call them to kiss her sister one last time."

Shinta's voice was so heavy, after saying that Shinta was preparing to go upstairs. He's gonna change his clothes. The clothes he was wearing were too revealing to go to the funeral.

Before that, she opens Jennika's room, telling her best friend about her son's death.

"Jen, my son doesn't exist. I'm going to go to his funeral. I opened your door, right? If you want to eat take it, I'm sorry I can't take it now." Jennika approaches Shinta, Shinta's eyes are so empty, Jennika hugs her best friend so that Shinta can be firm in accepting the reality.