Mother Connect
The Storm must have passed
Khanza nods "Khanza always tries Daddy, but Khanza misses Shinta's mom, Papa Revan, Alana's sister, Alan's sister and Syifa's sister. Usually, Khanza lives with them. At home is always crowded, there is always cheer but here. There's only fighting, sometimes Khanza's confused Daddy why do families fight each other?"
"That's because everyone loves each other because it's fighting with each other. Khanza don't be confused anymore, son? Now that Khanza's better off sleeping, Daddy's gonna bring Khanza a fairy tale,"
"Mama's house also often read fairy tales to Khanza!"
"Oh yeah? Mama read me a fairy tale what son?"
"Dongeng malingkundang Daddy, and mama always taught Khanza and brothers to always have respect and respect for older people. You can't argue or say rudely,,"
Arvan smiles, believing that Shinta can provide good upbringing for his son Khanza. So Syifa grew up to be a wise woman.
Arvan recites a fairy tale to his son until Khanza falls asleep. After making sure Khanza slept, Arvan went out to see his wife
Caca cried "Why is it so hard to get my child close to me?"
Seen he was very emotional and upset, Arvan sat next to his wife "That's because you carry too much emotion. Try as before, not all you use with anger but with a sincere heart. I'm sure as time goes by Khanza can accept you, baby! But if you are always angry. How can children be close to you if you are always angry?"
"How come I'm not mad if he always says Shinta's name. Her birth mother was me, baby!"
"Loh, you don't be selfish dong! Indeed you are her biological mother, but all this time she lived and grew up with Shinta and Revan not with us, naturally dong she so. After all, when you were in Penang, have you ever tried to contact him once? No right? For the reason that Raisa is holding your phone and Raisa is asking you to focus on me. It makes no sense, baby! You didn't have any worries about Khanza, were more concerned about me and listened to Raisa?" Caca was silent, he didn't talk much anymore
"I'm sorry dear," she said sadly
"I don't blame you. I even thank you for taking care of me but I can't think. Why were you angry when Khanza mentioned Shinta? You should be thanking him for taking care of our son until now. In fact, he did not ask for any payment! He thinks of our son as his own!"
Czechoslovakia!
The door opened, Raisa went home. But this time he was not drunk, the beautiful woman approached her mother and Daddy, and hugged them "Mommy, Daddy!"
Arvan and Caca were shocked, and were delighted to see their happy son "Honey, why are you so happy?"
"Today, Raisa got acquainted with someone she's so handsome!"
"really? Then?"
Caca and Arvan did not forbid his son to associate with the opposite sex origin of his son still know the limits
"He's a handsome ma, pa! Name's Azam!"
Caca and Arvan enthusiastically listen to the outpouring of their children "Honey, Mom and Daddy do not forbid you to be close to anyone but if you can you have to take care of yourself, son. Mommy and Daddy trust you, but we don't trust the people out there!" Said Arvan because he knew the association of children now is very scary
"Yes Daddy, Raisa will take care of herself! Daddy don't worry about Raisa!"
"Daddy is worried because Daddy loves you dear?"
Caca explains to her son that they love Raisa very much and they want the best for Raisa
Khanza, who woke up, came out of the room. She saw how her mom and dad loved her sister Raisa so much.
"Sister Raisa is so lucky that mom and Daddy love her so much!" The little girl's inner self, as Khanza wanted to return to the room, Caca looked towards her son "Khanza dear!"
Raisa who saw the arrival of her sister also saw the pushy "Si troublemaker!" He muttered slowly but could still be heard by Caca and Arvan
"Raisa, don't be so like your sister!"
"Whatever! Raisa Males is arguing with mommy and daddy just because of her! Raisa's going to her room!"
Raisa left her parents and her sister
"Darling, why are you awake?" Arvan approached his son, Khanza also said if he could not sleep alone
"Khanza can't sleep Daddy alone, usually there is always someone accompanying Khanza at Shinta's mom's house,"
"Yes, now Khanza mami accompany her booby son?"
Caca took his son by the hand, and he took Khanza to his room. Putting her child on the bed
"Khanza dear, sorry mami ya dear. If mami makes Khanza feel uncomfortable. Mami knows you're wrong, mami always makes you sad. But really, mom loves you very much! Mami is sad that Khanza always does not want to be the same mami, Khanza only always mentions the name of Shinta mama. My dear, I know that my mom is not a perfect mom but if you know, if she wants to take care of you!"
Khanza also moved from his sleep. He sat next to the mami "Khanza doesn't understand everything mami. But what Khanza knows, Mom and Daddy are Khanza's biological parents. And Mama Shinta too Papa Revan is only Khanza's adoptive parents, but can Khanza still love them? Because of the little Khanza Khanza only know them as mama and papa Khanza!"
Caca fell silent, he couldn't force his son either. Caca also smiled, and rubbed his son's hair "Satisfied you are aja darling, mami just want this beloved child mami happy. But you only ask for one child, accept your mother as your mother! Perhaps, mami is much different from your Shinta mama. We both love you so much!"
The two embrace each other, now Khanza has begun to accept Caca as his birth mother.
It is true what Arvan says if it must be heart to heart to speak to Khanza so that he can understand everything
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Shinta and Revan return to the hospital, where they see their three children sleeping
"It was fortunate that they had put in an extra mattress. So Syifa can sleep well here!"
Shinta nodded, she arranged her luggage in the drawer that had been provided. Shinta looked at her son's puffy eyes
Is my sister crying? ~ins
He would ask Syifa when her son was awake.
"Would you like some tea?"
"Can!" Revan replied with a smile, Shinta made tea for her husband.
"Drink!"
"You eat there! It was at home when I asked you to eat and you said you were going to eat at the hospital. Now wait especially?" Revan asked attentively to his wife
"I'm not hungry!"
"You gotta eat, or you can get sick!"
Shinta said she would eat if she was hungry. But now, he would not eat because he was not hungry yet!
"As far as you go!"
Revan even apologized to his late father-in-law for not being able to like Gunawan who always spoke softly to his wife, even Gunawan's father never snapped at Syafa's mother in a state of anger though.
Their family felt very quiet at the departure of both of Shinta's parents. Revan also thought if he did not live long how the fate of his children?
Shinta nodded, she was ready if later her in-laws would blame her. It is true, only biological parents can accept and love him sincerely.
Even when Mom and Dad are gone, Shinta still feels the love of both.
"When will mom and dad get there?"
Revan shook his head "I don't know! They'll probably get here tomorrow. And when papa says bad rights to us please don't be offended because you knew from the beginning papa was very objected when Caca entrusted Khanza to us. And when I tell mom and dad off the phone they look really angry!""
Shinta understood, he was all his fault and he would bear all the risks.
"I know, if papa gets angry. Papa has every right to be angry with me, but I beg you. Please tell papa, never say anything in front of the kids. Also don't ever blame Khanza, it's just me! Since it's my fault, the child is still very small and doesn't know anything! I won't be able to accept if anyone blames him!"
Revan understood, if his wife knew not only Shinta who loved Khanza. But he also loves Khanza like his own son, but men are very difficult to express his feelings.
Alana cough to make their conversation stop, Shinta immediately approached her son and gave a glass of water "Drink first baby!" Alana sat down, she drank the water
"Ma, Pa Alana wants to go home, Alana doesn't feel right here!"
"Darling, the doctor hasn't allowed you to go home. Are you patient, son? After the doctor makes sure your condition is good then we will go home,"
The doctor comes in and calls Revan and Shinta to speak in his room.
Shinta and Revan follow the doctor, before leaving. Shinta asks Alana to go back to rest, Syifa also wakes up
"Sister, mom and dad should go to the doctor's office. You take care of your sister first, right?"
"Yes, Ma!"
Shinta and Revan followed the doctor into the room
"Please sit!"
Shinta's heart skipped a beat, she was nervous about the result of her son, she prayed that nothing would happen to Alana
"Doctor, how's my son's examination going?"
"From the results we've got, Alana's organs are still safe and nothing has had a serious impact. However, your child is already addicted to the sedative. The impact will make him restless, emotions become unstable or maybe he can do something reckless."
Shinta was limp to hear an explanation from the doctor "At this time Alana needs to go to a child psychologist. Because we can't ignore this mild depression that later if left alone will be harmful to the mental,"
"My son is not crazy doctor! Watch your words!"
Revan rages, but Shinta calms her husband down
"Master! Your child is not crazy and you should be able to distinguish depression with insanity!"
"Dear, please don't do this! You need to calm down. What the doctor said was true!"
Revan was upset to hear the doctor's words, even so he could not accept if his child's psychic disorder was disturbed.
"I know this is hard for you, especially at the age of Alana who is still a dozen to bear all that. If not now, when else? I'm just a general practitioner and that's not my realm! You can call the best psychologist you have or I will recommend my best friend!"
Revan is silent, he remembers his friend Shinta named Jennika.
Even though they had tried to treat her, Jennika could not recover and even decided to end her life. Revan was afraid if it happened to his son
"Thank you doctor, I know your best advice. Do your best for our son, Doc!" Shinta asks with such fragile eyes "Doctor Shinta, your son also needs the support and love of you his family. And don't let Alana feel alone! Don't leave it alone!"
Shinta nodded in understanding, she invited her husband out of the doctor's room.
It's true, at this time what his son needs is not a public hospital but a psychologist.
"I don't trust psychologists! You saw it, right? We've even given the best psychologist to Jennika. However he could not recover, he even decided to end his life in a tragic way!"
"Darling, understand! Jennika's case with our son is two different things!" Shinta wants her husband to understand
"Jennika was like that because she was traumatized, traumatized continuously tormented by her husband physically and mentally. Even when her husband was sentenced to death, the trauma could not be lost from Jennika's mind! And Alana, she felt depressed because she always held back the sadness! Sadness about being lonely and feeling like I don't love her,"
"But I'm afraid that my son was told he was crazy by someone else because he went to a psychologist!"
Shinta held onto her husband's cheek, looking into Revan's teary eyes "No! Our child is not crazy, and no one will say if our child is crazy. Don't you worry!"
Shinta repeatedly reassures her husband but Revan is still worried about his son's future "Please trust me! By calling a psychologist for Alana it will make it easier for Alana to heal! But if we don't move fast it will be bad for Alana. Please believe me!"
Even Shinta pleaded with her husband that Revan would allow Alana to be taken to a psychologist
"Why? Why would Alana be that small? Why don't I?"
Even Revan hits the hospital wall, leaving Shinta shocked
"I know you're hurt, I as her birth mother was also hurt by Alana's condition. But we can't stay still, either,"
Revan did not give an answer. According to him his son is still very small, why is it so unlucky to have to consult a mental state?
Shinta did not chase after her husband, she just stood still staring at the back of Revan's back which was getting farther from her sight.
His limp steps forced him to keep walking slowly back to meet his three children in the room. Shinta thought about the doctor's words
In the past, he always dealt with psychologists to help others. And now, his own biological son who needs help from the psychiatric side. What is the most painful thing about it?
"It's all my fault! If I hadn't ignored him. Maybe Alana won't take the Jennika pill that the dose is quite high. I'm bad at being a mother's tormentor" she fell
"I'm sorry, dear mom. She failed to be a good mother to you,"
Revan holds Shinta's shoulder, and asks her to get up. Shinta is shocked to see Revan coming back
The man hugged his wife tightly "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you! We have promised to face this all together but why am I the weak one? We'll go through it together. I was just thinking about my injuries, but I forgot if you were his mother and if I wasn't always with the kids all day was devastated. Especially those of you who are always with children and try your best for them,"
Hearing her husband's words made Shinta a little bit of strength. Is it not the duty of husband and wife to always be together in the face of any storm?
"We are currently being tested with a severe storm ahead. But I'm sure, if we go through it both lovingly. Then the storm will pass, I'm sorry that I left you! I'm just not ready to accept and understand the storm that's waiting for us!"
Shinta nodded "It's okay my husband, but now you're here. And I'm not going through that storm alone. I'm sure we'll win. Our love for children will lead them to true strength." Said Shinta with a sniffle
"Yes, if we want our child to be strong through it we must first be strong through it all. No complaints, so that our children have no reason to complain or give up!"
