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Meet Caca

Syifa immediately went to the hospital when Alan gave the news that Alana was in the hospital. His heart was agitated, even he ran in the hospital corridor to see his sister immediately

"Mama, how's Alana doing?" Syifa asked anxiously "Alana has been taking sedatives,"

"What's? O-sedative?" Syifa almost fell upon hearing that, her heart breaking. As if in a lightning strike the news made Syifa very shocked

"How could pa? Where did Alana get that sedative?"

"He took a sedative from Aunt Jennika's,"

Syifa remembered now, deserved Alana often to the room of her mother's friend. When Syifa saw him Alana always reasoned if she missed Aunt Jennika

"Darling, why are you daydreaming?" Revan asked his eldest daughter "Syifa always saw Alana go into Aunt Jennika's room even when she asked, Alana always said if she missed Aunt Jennika, pa!"

Revan let out a long sigh "Alana has been taking the drug for a long time. When he was eight years old, and Gunawan's grandfather and Shafa's grandmother knew it,"

Syifa was silent, often she used to hear the conversation of her grandmother and grandfather about tranquilizers. But Syifa didn't realize they were talking about Alana instead of Aunt Jennika

"Yes pa, Syifa used to hear grandparents discussing tranquilizers. And do not get consumed again, when Syifa asked grandparents if they discussed Aunt Jennika. Syifa should have been able to investigate further, but Syifa was blind to see the truth,"

Revan hugged his son "It's already my brother, it's not your fault. Papa and mama don't know either, it's papa's fault as a parent who can't take good care of you!"

"What about Alana Pa?"

"Alana's resting right now, papa won't bother her. And let us keep it from the outside!"

Syifa nodded, releasing her embrace from the papa. Looking at his mother, Syifa approached and immediately embraced his mother "Mama don't be sad, we will together take care of Alana and Alan. Don't feel guilty, because it's not your fault. If anyone should be blamed, it's Syifa's fault for failing to look after the sisters,"

"No dear! Don't say that! You're innocent, wrong mom. Mama's been too ignorant with you all this time,"

"Sister, have you eaten?" Revan asked his eldest daughter, Syifa and Shinta let go of each other's embrace

"Udah pa," actually Syifa had not had time to eat but he did not want papa and his mother was increasingly worried.

He did not want to add to the minds of his parents

Syifa sat beside Shinta, giving strength to her mother. Seeing the tense atmosphere Syifa knew that her mother and father were marahan

"In times like this, no one should blame each other. If something goes wrong, it's all wrong! Please ma, pa! We have to keep strengthening each other for Alana instead of fighting and blaming each other!"

Although Revan and Shinta did not say anything, Syifa knew how her parents, especially her father, were always tempramental.

"And please, don't bring anyone else into our lives,"

Revan and Shinta know what Syifa means. He must be talking about his brother Khanza

Revan who could not stand it finally voiced "sister, papa never mind if your mama takes care of Khanza. But ever since Khanza was home, Mama has been obeying Alana and Alan. Look, Alana's taken a tranquilizer pill like that and you don't know,"

"Papa doesn't know, does he? Syifa also did not know. No one knows you, if you ignore me. Then what are we? It's the same, isn't it? Even my mother neglected to take care of other children. And us? Ignore the twins because of our own busyness, more selfish who here pa, Mama or us?"

Revan was silent at the words of his son

"Mama was wrong, because she loved Khanza too much to ignore her other children. But we are more wrong! We don't take care of anybody. And we failed to look after Alana, at my mom's house, to take care of Alan and Alana. Although maybe my mom's attention is not always for the twins. But mom kept her eyes on the twins, her eating, her health, her study schedule, her sleep schedule. All mama's attention, but mama also has her limit pa!"

"But if Khanza didn't exist. Mama will definitely focus more on them!""

"Papa, when mami entrust Khanza with us papa also do not mind, right? Kasian Khanza pa! Even at Caca's mom's house she's not wanted!"

Hearing that made Shinta immediately turn to her son "You mean what son?"

"Yes ma, pa! Raisa is not what she used to be. He hates Khanza so much, even so spoiled now. And Mami Caca loves Raisa more, whatever Raisa says is always in the same mami. In fact, Mami never gave his attention even though Khanza there. Kasian Khanza, there he is not accepted, here too!"

"Son, that's his family. We're just in charge of looking after him, and when your mom and dad are back. Khanza should be with his family,"

"Yes pa! Syifa knows, but even mommy doesn't exist unfortunately with Khanza. He was only focused on Raisa! Even close your eyes to Khanza! Only Daddy loves Khanza. But Daddy's sick, helpless. And in that house Raisa always makes a fuss."

Shinta is sad to hear her son's story, but what can she do? He can only pray, for the happiness of Khanza.

Revan turned to his wife for a moment, but Shinta just looked down. Her tears were dripping but she quickly wiped them off

Although she did not conceive and gave birth to Khanza, but since the baby she took care of Khanza, she gave her ASI to Khanza. Is it wrong if he loves and bullies Khanza as his biological child?

"Pa, you guys don't want to take Khanza back home! Brother didn't ask Khanza to come back home, but please don't bring Khanza in our family matters. She had already suffered enough in her own biological parents' home! Do not be here is always made material to be wrong right! Please dong pa!" Syifa asked with teary eyes. He loved his younger brothers and he could not bear to see the Khanza that was not accepted anywhere

After saying that, Syifa walked into Alana's room

"Alana, you think you're sleeping?" Syifa seemed to know nothing

"Sir, Alana can't sleep. Alana thinks you're not coming,"

Syifa approached her sister, directly hugging her sister with love "How can you not come, if your sister is sick again?" Syifa pinched Alana's cheek slowly

"Sick brother!" Alana grimaced but she also laughed.

"Sister is happy to see brother's sister smiling happily like that. Getting pretty!"

"Really brother?"

"Yes dong, when you're lying!"

"Are you pretty too?"

The Syifa looked at her sister with a shady "Sister is very dear to you, don't do it again huh? I can't see you sick like this!"

Alana smiled "Yes, Alana promised she would never make a mistake again! Alana won't do it again! Alana loves my sister too!"

Syifa was silent for a moment, then she smiled as she stroked her sister's hair. Subjecting his gaze so that their eyes meet each other "You don't have to think of anything else, the important thing is that you heal huh?"

Alana nodded, "Smart sister!" After rubbing Alana's hair, Syifa immediately let go of her embrace. He approached the table, peeling the fruit for his sister.

After she finished peeling the fruit, Syifa fed her sister

"Alana should eat a lot of fruit to be healthy!"

"But Alana is full! Alana's been eating earlier, will ya?"

"It's not eating rice, not eating fruit. It's time to eat fruit. Open her mouth aaaaa,"

"Alana full of brother!"

"A little bit, huh?" Finally, Alana received a bribe from her brother. Revan, Shinta and Alan are in

"Papa thinks papa's son is sleeping!"

"No pa! Alana can't be booby! Alana wants to go home!"

"Darling, you can't go home yet, son. We have to wait for the test results! Have patience, son?"

"But Alana doesn't want to be here. Alana wants to go home, Alana wants to meet with mom, dad, Alan and brother at home!"

"Are we gathered?"

"Ih papa! This is not at home! It's in pa's hospital!" Answer Alana with pampering. Making Revan chuckle at his spoiled son's behavior

Revan approached his son "Stay be the spoiled Alana papa!"

"Don't pa! That would be very troublesome!" Alan said, they also joked that the atmosphere became liquid. But not with Shinta, his little heart can not be lied to. He thought about Syifa saying how Caca and Raisa treat Khanza especially when his son Syifa is not there, what about Khanza

"Mama, why daydream?" Alana asked her mother, Shinta immediately realized "No dear! My mom is not daydreaming!" Shinta smiles at her son, Revan knows what his wife is thinking. But he did not want to discuss it in front of the children, especially in front of Alana. He did not want his son to be sad

"Mama has to go for a minute, huh? There's something you want to take care of" Shinta said goodbye to her son and husband.

He wanted to see Caca, after which he promised that he would no longer think of Khanza because he was thinking of Khanza.

"Raga mama is here, but my heart is still with Khanza," said Alana suddenly. Shinta approaches her daughter, crying and apologizing while kissing Alana's hands

"Darling, sorry, mom. But mommy has to go away for a while. After that, I promise to focus on you. Not just your body but your heart and mind, but now you have to finish this, son?" Alana nodded "Go ma if it makes your heart happy!" Shinta hugged her son tightly "Thank you very much dear!"

After saying that, Shinta immediately let go of her embrace and passed away. Revan is furious to pursue his wife but is banned by Alana

"Father! Let me go if it makes my heart calmer!" Alana. Revan did not say much, he obeyed the words of his son

"Dear, whatever you're gonna do for you!"

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Caca, who was enjoying tea with her husband, had an unexpected guest.

"Madam, sir, there are guests" said the new servant, who did not know Shinta

"Who? Just tell him to come in!" Caca asked his servant for the guest to come in.

"Mama!" Shouted Khanza who saw Shinta, Shinta immediately embraced Khanza with love and deep longing "Honey, mama misses you so much," Shinta cried hugging Khanza who had been treated like her own child

"Khanza also misses mama, mama came here to pick up Khanza right?" Shinta fell silent, releasing her embrace from Khanza.

"Mama why silence? Mama's gonna pick me up, right?"

"Tata, why not talk first if you want to come here? Khanza you go to the room first! Mami wants to talk to Aunt Shinta!"

"Mama's not Auntie!"

Caca did not answer his son's words, "Khanza dear, you go to the room first, son? Mama wants to talk to your mom and dad. Okay?"

Khanza nodded "Yes mama, but don't you take long mama?"

Shinta nodded, Khanza immediately ran to his room

"Why did you come?" Caca asked with a hint of cynicism, thinking that Shinta would snatch her child

"I want to talk to you and Arvan."

"About what Ta? Just say!" Arvan was curious about what Shinta would say

"I've known everything from Syifa. Why can you be unfair with Khanza? I took care of her from childhood, I gave her ASI and after you guys came back. You don't love Khanza, but you keep making her sad! If you can't take care of her, let me take care of her. Please don't hurt Khanza!"

Caca was silent "Ta, Khanza is my son! My real son! I can't hurt my own son! And I thank you for taking care of my son. You also need to know and accept everything. Khanza is my son, and I am entitled to my son not you! Your presence here will make it harder for Khanza to accept me and Arvan. Stop dong Ta! You have a family too, I've been separated from my son for ten years. Let me be close to him! You don't have to teach me what to do or not!! Ta, Syifa is the same as you. You took her away from me, I lost my right as a mother when Syifa preferred you as a child. And now, you want to do the same for Khanza?"

"Honey, why did you say that to Shinta?"

"I'm telling the truth! Khanza's our son, I'm their mother and I know what's right and what's not for my son. What's he coming for? It's as if I'm a bad mother who can't take care of my son!" Caca looks really upset

"It's not so Caca! I just want you to take care and love Khanza and Raisa without being differentiated! Khanza was part of my life, and when I heard his grief I was devastated!"

"Have you guys not fought please! Don't let Khanza hear this commotion. What Shinta said was true! You have to love children without anyone being differentiated from Caca! And what do you mean? Shinta is still entitled, he has the right to Khanza! Because he's been taking care of our son all this time!"

Arvan also defended Shinta because it was only Shinta who was sincere with Khanza