Mother Connect

Unable to Accept

Raisa who heard the words to her two parents ran away, Arvan and Caca who realized Raisa left immediately after their child.

Raisa cries in her room "Mami and Daddy only consider Sisters Syifa and Khanza alone. They did not consider me to have a torch." his murmur grieved, now Raisa's tears wet her cheeks.

Caca went inside Raisa's room, approaching her child slowly. "Sa-honey, sorry mommy son" she said in a heavy tone, she increasingly felt like a bad mother. How could he forget Raisa.

Caca and Arvan are not used to Raisa's presence, so Arvan often forgets her own daughter. That's natural, because Arvan himself only found out if he had children all this time. In fact, Arvan does not know when Caca conceived and gave birth to Raisa.

However, why could Caca forget the presence of Raisa.

Raisa can only be silent, hiding her face so swollen behind the pillow, her heart is very sad. He thought that his parents were not expecting him.

Arvan stroked Raisa's hair, her tears dripping. He apologized to his daughter sincerely.

"Darling, sorry Daddy. Daddy is a bad father, sometimes Daddy still needs time to accept all this" he said while crying hugging the child. Raisa is crying in Daddy's arms

Da-daddy, is this all Raisa's fault? A-does Raisa not deserve to be born in this world and feel happy?

Raisa's question makes Arvan and Caca's heart so hurt, so bad as a parent that it makes her feel unworthy to be born in this world.

"Daddy promises to always love you son, you son of Daddy. Daddy's son, you're all for Daddy. Don't say anything like that again Daddy beg you, honey."

"But, da-daddy and mami only consider Khanza and kak Syifa only. It was as if Raisa wasn't here." Raisa's crying broke even more, she didn't want any of this. Not that he felt jealous of his brother and sister, but Raisa felt that there was no meaning in this house.

As a child, Raisa always hoped that if she had both parents, her biological parents were still there and she was given the opportunity to be with both of her biological parents. However, after he was given the opportunity to be with his two parents he felt that his two parents did not love him.

"Darling, sorry, mom. It's not all Daddy's fault, it's all Mom's fault. Mommy's a mother that's so bad for you." Caca ran away from her child's room with a very broken feeling.

Feeling like a failed mother to her children, Arvan wants to pursue her wife but this is not the right time. Right now Raisa needs her more.

"Darling, I'm sorry about Mommy and Daddy's mistake. We promise to be good parents to you and always be fair to the three of you" Arvan said again, Raisa has calmed down a little in the arms of the father.

Arvan thought he wanted to tell Raisa everything so that Raisa no longer misunderstood her Mami but is this the right time?

Arvan is afraid that Raisa will not be able to accept all of her.