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Shinta Heart Expression

But Syifa was not a stupid child, she knew that her father was lying.

Is your mom angry with me, Pa?

Syifa's question has all but silenced her, Lily and Tommy have yet to figure out why their daughter-in-law is cold.

Caca who could not bear to immediately take his son away from Revan's house.

Revan asks Arvan to look after Syifa.

"Please take care of him, I will try to give understanding to Shinta."

"Syifa is also my daughter, I will take care of her. And don't be rude to tata. He just needs our support." said Arvan.

Revan nodded, Caca and Arvan immediately took Syifa away.

They say goodbye to Lily and Tommy.

In Shinta's room, she invites the children to play.

Shinta smiled happily looking at the happiness on Alan and Alana's face.

"Ta, you haven't explained everything to me."

Shinta looked at jennika with a sad look.

"Jen, you know my journey. My life's journey, how my pain. Even my journey when I married Revan."

Jennika nodded, indeed Shinta and Revan's early marriage was not based on love.

"Jen, you know how the doctor used to convict me, right? I said I can't have children."

Shinta powerless to hold back her tears, if remembering that her heart was very sick.

He once failed to marry the man he loved and doctors sentenced him to be unable to have children.

Jennika calms Shinta down, she hugs Shinta.

"Then I met my little angel, my little fairy. I loved her from first sight. Our first meeting, Jen. And because of her, I became a mother. You know that."

Shinta grew sobbing, she recalled the beginning of her meeting with Syifa.

Syifa lost the affection of her two parents, even Revan was always busy with her work. I rarely care about Syifa.

"Jen, I don't know how Revan and Syifa lived before. But all I know is that I love and love Syifa like my own son. In fact, when I already had a child my love and affection never changed for her. Until Caca arrives, Syifa's biological mother. I never even let Syifa hate her past even though her mother left her when she was a baby."

"What's up, Ta? Tell me the truth."

"Jen, did I ever snatch Syifa from her birth mother?"

Jennika shook her head.

"However, people think I'm evil and think I took Syifa from her birth mother?"

Jennika hugs Shinta tightly, and she says that Shinta is not that kind of woman.

"Already, Ta. Don't keep going if you're not feeling strong."

"You know Jen, who killed Al?"

Jennika shook her head, she saw the woman's face. However, he did not know who the woman was and what her motive was to do that.

"That's Caca's older sister, the twin of her deceased older sister who's gone. He thinks I took Syifa from his sister Caca, he thinks of me as the woman who ruined his sister's life. In the past, when her mother was alive, her mother also did something so evil. But I can still forgive him. But now, her sister Caca is so outrageous. If he hates me, why kill my son."

Fragile once his heart Shinta, the hatred was to be borne by his innocent baby.

"What's my fault, Jen? Am I wrong to love and love Syifa? Am I wrong to be a good mom?"

Shinta repeatedly took a long breath, her chest felt very tight. His voice trembled, expressing his fragility.

Shinta expressed all her pain and pain.

Revan who heard the conversation of his wife from outside the door was crying, he could not bear to see his wife who was so hurt.

"Jen, in my pain. I couldn't even look my son Syifa in the face. I know he's innocent, he's just a victim. What is the fault of Baby Al? He is still very holy and innocent. Why did he take my son's life? That woman doesn't deserve Jen to take my son's life? He's not God, Jen. Why does God support his evil."

"Hust! You can't talk like that. Don't blame God, it's all fate that says Ta."

Shinta knows, but it's hard to accept all of this.

"Ta, but don't blame Syifa for all this. She loves you too, she suffered when Caca left her. And you know that Revan didn't give her the full attention and affection. Syifa grew up in foster care by her grandparents. However, your presence makes her feel a complete love. Don't hurt her heart, she must have been so hurt by your cold attitude towards her."

Shinta says she needs time to accept this. Right now she just wants to be with her two children Alan and Alana. They were all that Shinta had right now.

Shinta is also angry at Revan, Caca, Arvan, and at the situation. He hates reality too.

She is angry at the fate of being so not sister to her, Jennika wishes if Shinta's heart returns to what it used to be.

Jennika does not want her best friend to be filled by the nature of anger and revenge.

Shinta still does not accept the death of her child let alone the death of it on purpose.

His son was deliberately poisoned to the point of losing his life.

****

Lily held onto her Prince's shoulder, she also heard her daughter-in-law's speech.

Revan hugged his mother, and Tommy was saddened by everything that happened.

Right now, they understood Shinta's position.

Lily invites her son to stay away from Shinta's room.

He did not want if his son-in-law saw Revan's whereabouts would make Shinta even more angry.

Revan follows her two parents, Lily taking Revan to her room as well as her husband.

"Son, you rest and calm yourself. You need some time alone to think clearly. Don't get your wife wrong, everything she says is true."

"Therefore papa does not like your closeness with Caca. It's not that papa hates Caca but Caca it's just your past. And look, son, because of your past you lost your son. Papa knows, not Caca the culprit, he doesn't know anything about any of this. However, he is the reason for every problem that occurs in our homes."

"Pa, Mama. What should Revan do?"

It is not just a mother or wife that can be broken and hurt. However, fathers and husbands can also feel devastated.

Revan is devastated by the loss of his son also due to the attitude of his wife who also blames him.

Lily calms her child.

"Believe your mom if things will get better, it's just a matter of time. Be patient a little."

****

In the car, Syifa looked out the window. Her tears are dripping.

Seen sadness on her face Caca saw her son from the rearview mirror of the front of the car.

Caca could not bear to see his moody son. He must have been so sad because of Shinta's cold attitude.

Arvan clucked in annoyance. Why did Shinta do this to an innocent child.

It was very desirable Arvan reprimanded Shinta, not because he defended his wife but because Arvan had also loved Shinta like his own sister.

Is not a sister her duty to reprimand the sister if her sister makes a mistake?

He understands Shinta's sadness, disappointment and anger. But why Syifa should also be a target..

Shinta can be angry with her as much as Shinta wants but not to Caca and Syifa.

On the way all his silence without any cheerfulness as usual.

*****

"Mama, Alana Lapel." spoiled Alana to Shinta, Shinta also wanted to get food for her child. However, jennika offers herself..

Shinta nodded, jennika came out of the room. He took food for Alana.

After that, he went back to his room. Jennika wants to feed Alana but is prevented by Shinta.

"Wait for Jen."

Shinta takes the plate in jennika's hand, he first tucks the food. Is it safe to eat your child or not.

"Please don't take it personally, Jen, I believe you can't possibly do anything weird to my children. But, I also can't be negligent for the safety of my son. Maybe not you, but the waiter or the stranger who came in gave poison to my children."

shinta said, after making sure the food was safe. Shinta just fed her son.

Jennika also understands the trauma that Shinta has.

Alana eats so voraciously, when Alana wants to drink Shinta does the same, after Shinta makes sure the drink is safe without the new poison she gives it to Alana.

Shinta is more alert and careful in looking after her child, she does not want to be bored and neglect again.

Shinta is not ready if it must be repeated to lose a child just because of his carelessness.

After finishing feeding Alana, Shinta wants to put her plate into the kitchen.

"Let me, ta." jennika said back, Shinta also gave the plate to jennika.

"Sorry to trouble you, Jen."

Jennika smiled, she never felt bothered at all.

Jennika is indeed very fond of Shinta, even after the incident yesterday that made her languish in prison with things that she did not do. Jennika is not offended and angry with Shinta.