I Accept My Destiny
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Khanza pulled her husband's hand into their house, atthar a little surprised but he followed her
Khanza brought atthar to sit in their guest room, atthar asked again
"What the hell is deck? Do not make mas degdegan donk" said atthar anxiously
Khanza is confused about what to say, she is still embarrassed to say if she is ready to give her husband rights, but she must say it, she does not want to be an ungodly wife who continues to sin
It sounds very trivial, he is not ready because it takes an approach first, but God does not know it, if someone has a wife or husband, status, it is obligatory for them to fulfill their duties as a wife or as a husband
"Deek...why?" atthar was increasingly anxious to see his wife who was silent
"Khanza.." khanz paused his words, he was still confused to say.
"What deck? don't make me afraid of please" said Atthar again
Suddenly khanza thought aluna was pregnant, then she told her husband
"Khanza.khanza wants us to also have children mas" said khanza spontaneously
Atthar who heard his wife's words was surprised, this is no longer about him being able to get his rights and he became happy, his wife's words actually made him afraid, he thought his wife was expecting a baby until he immediately asked for it, but as he knew his wife was very shy
Atthar clasped his wife's hand, smiled and tried to explain if he wanted to have children was not as easy to say
"Sir....are you sure?" tanya atthar and kanza nodded happily
Atthar took off his niqab and his wife's hijab, stroked his wife's head, and kissed her forehead
"Having a child is not as easy as saying it, I am glad that you are ready to do it, but if God delays, will you be disappointed?" ask atthar
Now the turn of the khanza who was surprised by her husband's question, it turns out that her husband thought too far, when it was just a figurative word that revealed if he was ready to fulfill his obligations as a wife
Khanza shook his head, he looked down he wanted to explain what yanhlg really was, atthar wanted to talk again but khanza forbade it
"Mas, that's..actually...mistress is.." khanza was embarrassed to explain, she did not want her husband to be burdened because of his first word earlier, so she looked for a way to explain his true intentions.
"Mas.meaning khanza..khanza is ready" khanza paused his talk.
Atthar was puzzled that his wife's khanza was not speaking completely, atthar only raised both eyebrows waiting for the continuation of his wife's obroan
"Khanza.khanza is ready to fulfill khanza's obligations as a wife" said khanza who still sits embarrassed.
Atthat wanted to lift his wife's chin so that she would not sit, Atthar wanted to look at his wife's face, but his wife who was embarrassed immediately hugged her husband atthar and atthar laughed crisply, he returned his arms
"Are you really ready?" tanya atthar and khanza nodded in her arms
"Mas g maksa ya dek...oya so really want to have children?" ask her husband again, she igin know how much khanza wants to have a baby
"Every married person would want to have a child mas, but khanza is not too demanding, khanza surrender to Allah SWT, he knows the right time to give His sustenance to His servant" khanza is still in her husband's arms
Atthar stroked his wife's head and back, fortunate that his wife understood God's decree
"MasyaAllah mas wife is getting smarter" said Atthar pampering his wife
"I'm sorry if you have to wait long" said Khanza
Atthar smiled gently
"As g what is the deck, getting married is not just about it and we are married for a long time, mas will be waiting for him"
Khanza shook her head, she was still in her husband's arms
"But the khanza is ready, the khanza g wants to sin even longer" said khanz confident and atthar smiling
"Alhamdulillah mas iftar" said atthar teasing his wife, khanza shy and hit her husband's chest slowly atthar laughed crisply at his wife's behavior
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In the evening khanza and atthar visited the Umi house after performing congregational prayers at the mosque, they talked and dined together
"Mbak una, I uda say lo to mas atthar" said kanza when making coffee in the kitchen together with aluna
"Trus?" ask aluna again
"Trus what mbak? Yes, that's it" said Khanza
"So you broke your fast?" aluna was curious
"Yes not yet mbak, already ah yuk mbak" khanza who is embarrassed to invite aluna to deliver coffee, aluna poking khanza chin, teasing her embarrassed brother-in-law
Unknowingly the time has shown at 21:30 wib, khanza and atthar pamit back home, on the road atthar grasping his wife's hand, they walk hand in hand all the way to the house
After what they were talking about this afternoon khanza looked a little embarrassed to have her husband, she was still a bit awkward but tried to get used to it
In the khanza room wanting to change into her nightgown, she stood right in front of the glass of her wardrobe, there was also her husband who was reading her little book might be a prayer book or something
First khanza took off her niqab and hijab, sometimes she glanced at her husband who was sitting leaning on the bed, she thought her husband was focusing on reading books, khanza was just silent
It turned out that khanza was wrong, atthar noticed him silent, he smiled and he knew very well his wife was embarrassed but he wanted to try it, atthar got up from his stand and approached his wife
Holding his wife's shoulders from behind, he looked at his wife through the large glass in front of them
"If you are still not used to not being forced to deck, I understand, change your clothes and will leave for a while" Atthar said gently and smiled
As Atthar was about to leave her, the khanza held her husband's hand and shook her head
"Bantuin khanza to remove the back button of khanza mas clothes" said khanza lowered his head in embarrassment
Atthar looked at his wife from behind the glass, atthar smiled, he was glad his wife kept trying and he appreciated it
"Mas help ya" said atthar he pulled a long lust, in fact he was also deg with what he would see
Khanza nodded, closed his eyes, the hearts of both were pounding, they were equally nervous, atthar blinked his eyes many times and not infrequently he swallowed his saliva, he set his breath and began to help his wife to unbutton the back of his robe
Slowly atthar lowered the zipper that was in his wife's clothes, the heart rate atthar faster to see his wife's white and smooth back
As the khanza closed her eyes, her heart raced, occasionally seeing her husband through the glass
Atthar dropped the zipper on his wife's waist to his wife's waist, then he stopped and asked
"Is it enough?" tanya atthar and his wife nodded slowly
When the khanza was about to take his clothes on the other side, Atthar held his wife's hand, because his wife had given him the green light, so he had to go forward and try to ask for it
Atthar closed his eyes, he ventured to ask for his right
"Can?" atthar looked at his wife, and the khanza looked at him
Khanza smiled gently and nodded his head slowly, Atthar smiled happily and hugged his wife
Before performing their worship as a couple, atthar first invites his wife to pray sunnah, they ask that what they do is a reward and diridhoi Allah SWT
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