I Accept My Destiny

I Accept My Destiny
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Towards his sleep khanza was still reminded of daniel, who usually daniel will contact him until late at night, he still remembered daniel, he turned to the khalisa who had slept from earlier, khanza saw the clock on his new phone when it showed at 23.45 wib and khanza still could not close his eyes


"Why can't I close my eyes? I miss you Daniel, usually you will accompany me until I fall asleep" said khanza monologue


Khanza sat on the edge of his bed, he sighed


"Prophe khanza, slowly you will forget it"


Khanza tried to look around the room, he looked for what could make him sleep and his eyes were fixed on the book that atthar gave him


"I'd better just read it" Khanza moved from his seat to the book on the khalisa study table


He went back to his bed and leaned back and opened the book in his hand, and began to read from the seat he did not remember


Long time he read the book given by atthar, until he felt very sleepy and he ended his reading


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The time has shown at 03.00 wib, khalisa who has been awake and bathing, preparing for prayer, he looked towards khanza who is still asleep, he tried to wake khanza


"Mbak.mbak khanza.bangun mbak kita tahajud yuk" said khalisa.


But khanza had not yet awakened, the third time khalisa wake khanza, but did not succeed, probably because khanza sleep too late so he was difficult to wake up


"Mbak khanza." said khalisa repeatedly, but still not awake.


Eventually khalisa left the khanza still soundly asleep, khalisa tahajud prayer alone because he was afraid to enter at dawn


After khalisa finished praying tahajud he filled his waiting time with teaching, after finishing teaching khalisa again trying to wake khanza


"Mbak.bangun mbak, already want dawn" khalisa shake the body of khanza and khanza began to moan


"Eenngghh.ya ma'am.several khanza wake up" said khanza, it seems he forgot if he was being dipesantren.


Khalisa smiled at khanza


"Mbak.ini I am khalisa.hehehe.bun mbak uda want adzan" said khalisa again and immediately khanza's eyes opened.


"Khalisa.." Khanza blinked his eyes at Khalisa.


"Astagfirullahaladzim" said khanza closed his eyes, as if he had begun to realize


"What time is the deck? Uda wants dawn?" tanya khanza and khalisa nods justifying


"God, why did you wake up? Ma'am wants tahajuuuudd" said khanza a little whining


"Khalisa uda bangunin mbak kok, but mbaknya g kebangun ya uda khalisa prayer itself, khalisa awakin mbak uda 3 times" said khalisa, khanza can only sigh, he felt failed on his first day


Khalisa understood the disappointed face of khanza, he also tried to encourage khanza


"Yes uda what, there are still days tomorrow right, now you should be preparing for the rest again adzan loh mbak" said khanza


Just now khalisa spoke, adzan also reverberated, khalisa smiled to see the look of the face of khanza who was shocked because the adzan had reverberated, khanza also rushed to the bathroom


"Khalisa if you want to go first, just wait for mbak" said khanza from the bathroom


"Why laugh, son?" ask umi


"That's umi, mbak khanza" said khalisa


Khalisapun tell everything to umi, abi and atthar, they smile at hearing the story khalisa


"What's not to be mated, khanza just not used to it, we have to guide him" said Umi smiled and patted the shoulder of the slow khalisa


"Yes let's go to the mosque, the dawn prayer" said abi and umi and the others nodded, walking towards the mosque


Atthar pushed the abi wheelchair, as they were about to get out of the door, sounding like people were in a hurry, they looked at each other and smiled, they knew very well who made the sound


"Khanza don't hunt, son, still had time to do" said Umi slightly yelled


"Yes umi for a while" replied khanza who actually he did not listen to the speech umi, he slightly ran towards the exit of the house to meet the umi


"Not yet to go Umi?" said khanza a little ngos ngosan set his breath because of the rush


"Khanza thinks khanza is late" continued khanza, he saw khalisa smiling, he put on his joints and approached khalisa, he pretended to pinch Khalisa's stomach while smiling khakisa increasingly chuckling


Abi atthar and Umi saw him smiling, atthar locked the door of his house and then they walked towards the mosque


After performing dawn prayers, now they are together to listen to the tausiah delivered by attar


"The verse of the chair is the verse located in the letter of Al Baqarah verse 255, a lot of the primacy of the father of the chair, the verse of the chair is also the most sublime verse in the Quran" said atthar, attahr occasionally glanced at khanza


While the khanza only looked down to hear what was conveyed atthar in his language, occasionally their views met but quickly the two turned their eyes away


"How about the question posed by the Prophet to Ubay bin Ka’ab, “Which verse is the greatest in the book of Allah?” Ubay replied, “Versees chair.” So he Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam patted Ubay's chest then said, “O Abu Mundzir, may you be happy with the knowledge you have.” (CHR. Muslim).


"The Seats of Chairs are categorized as the most sublime verse because there are the names of Allah's greatest, namely Al Hayyu and Al Qayyum. But scholars disagree on which is the greatest name of God. Material is greater than heaven and earth


Allah's Apostle Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said, “Not has Allah created the heavens and the earth beyond the glory of Ayat Kursi (because in the verse it has included the Name and Nature of Allah)”


"If reciting the verse of the chair and proceeding with the first 3 verses of Surah al-Mu'min in the morning, then Allah SWT keep the reader until the afternoon and vice versa, and if you read it before going to sleep then Allah SWT includes a guardian angel to the reader so that the devil can not approach it until the morning, and the most special thing about reading it after prayer is that the distance between the reader and heaven is only death"


That is the content of tausiah delivered by atthar, khanza heard it carefully, but there is shame in itself, but he remembered if there is no late word for a good


After they finished coming home together to prepare and eat breakfast, today is the first day the khanza work at the boarding school led by tanpan nan soleh man namely atthar


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