I Accept My Destiny

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Already this week khanza always wake up at 3.00 wib at dawn, he no longer miss his tahajud, after the tahajud he went to mosque with others to perform the annual dawn prayer service

After completing his duties as a Muslim, now khanza and khalisa are preparing to go to the market, wakktu has shown at 5.10 wib

They left by car, the khanza sat in the front seat next to the atthar and the khalisa sat in the back seat

On the journey of khalisa does not stop blabbering, there are only questions asked by khalisa to the people atthar and khanza

"Mas khalisa loi mbak aina loh these few days in our pesantren" said khanza

"Yes he helped me with the ceremony tomorrow" replied atthar

"When are we going to marry usa?" ask khalisa again, while khanza just silently listened

"Mbak khanza also when to marry the future husband mbak who yesterday?" khalisa asked the khanza, as soon as the khanza became agitated, he was embarrassed and did not know what to answer

"You're really carrying the deck, from earlier g can be diem" atthar tried to divert the conversation

"Khanza is just nanya mas" replied khalisa

"G what is mas" said khanza

"Mbak g so the marriage deck, it turns out we have different beliefs" continued khanza slowly

"Astagfirullah, really mbak? I'm sorry, but how can I not know if there are different beliefs?" khalisa said he felt guilty but he kept asking, atthar just listened and actually he was also curious about the answer khanza

"Yes how yes, wrong mbak also anyway, g as detailed as it recognizes someone, mbak also yesterday has not hijab and if we meet mbak always forget the obligation mbak, sometimes prayers maghrib left behind or ashar" khanza explained it with regret

"Makanya mbak intend to come here to be better, he said if we want a good soul mate then we must be good first, both in religion and everything, right?" ask khanza who I don't know

"The strong yes mbak, must be heavy, uda want to marry know tauunya g so, but khalisa sure mbak can accept everything" khalisa encouraged khanza and khanza smiled looking at Khalisa

"One of the reasons I came here besides being closer to Allah, I also want to forget it, as long as I am there I will meet him every day, he always follows me, and I can move on if he is like that" said khanza sudu, he remembered daniel

"Sometimes we just need time to be more accepting with what God presents in our lives, learn the riddho when receiving, and learn sincerely when releasing" said atthar arrived, arriving, sometimes he looked at the khanza and so did the khanza

"Everything destined for you will surely come to you and everything that is not destined for you will never be yours" he continued, he again saw the khanza their gazes met for only two seconds

"Then when we have hope but it turns out the reality is not in favor of what you expect, ridho first, nerima first, nerima first, open our hearts first and believe behind whatever happens there will always be wisdom that God is presenting in our lives" said Atthar

Khanza was stunned by the speech atthar, long he was pensive while looking at atthar, iia permeated every word atthar

"Mbak.." reprimanded khalisa saw khanza who kept looking at atthar, and khanza realized, he immediately turned away

"What mas atthar said will khanza try to live, makasi ya mas" said khanza and atthar just nodded

"The word mas athar is very ingenious" said khalisa amazed

"And the mas itself why not marry mbak aina? Question khalisa not answered earlier" continued khalisa who still want to know

Atthar sighed, when he wanted to answer the question khalisa, it turns out they have arrived at the market, this time atthar survived from the question khalisa that he could not answer

"Alhamdulillah has arrived, yuk down we shop, hunt ntar noon" said atthar who avoided answering his sister's question, atthar directly down from the car

Khanza smiled amusedly at the behavior of atthar, this time mas atthar behaved like that

"Yes, he cheated" said Khalisa

Khanza and khalisapun get out of the car and follow atthar, khanza brings a shopping notebook that he will buy to cook his dish later, atthar follow khanza, he walks behind khanza and khalisa walk behind atthar

"G what is mas, khanza aja that bawain light this kok" said khanza offered help

"Estrictly, later you have difficulty choosing other groceries, here mas and khalisa aja bawain" said atthar

Khalisa smiled at his mas, and he was eager to flirt with atthar

"Mas.." khalisa called the mass slowly, so that the khanza did not hear it

"People like the same mbak khanza?" ask khalisa spontaneously

"Huuss ngaco you, already this, help mas bawain vegetablenya" atthar just give a little bag of groceries to khalisa, khalisa questions are always difficult questions to answer

Khalisa again giggled to see the masnya become misbehaved

"Mbak khanza aja g bawain, kok khalisa may be, choose love your own sister" khalisa continues to tease his mas atthar

"Udah do not be noisy, just a little, just a little, light" said Atthar who still arguing with khalisa

After finishing his shopping, atthar still did not allow khanza to bring their groceries, khalisa only smiled at the behavior of his mas, until until they were in the car

"Enough? Is there anything less?" ask atthar to khanza

"Just the mas dessert fruit that has not been, there is a hell but the price is much more expensive, said Umi if there is expensive we go to the market in front of him again, g far away" explained khanza

"All right, let's go there now" said Atthar

"What's the hunt? If we go to the hunt we change a dessert that is in accordance with the budget" khanza tawat

"God willing enough really, not yet 6 o'clock as well, the show started at 08:00, delayed by an hour because there are obstacles" said atthar

"Thank God then" said khanza

Atthar began to drive his car to look for fruits as dessert and soon they had reached the fruit market not far from the wet market

"Khalisa in the car yes, take care of the goods'' said khalisa

Atthar looked at his sister with a frown

"Now g needs to be maintained deck, the car can lock really, by the way if lazy" said atthar and khalisa smile sweetly showing his teeth, khanza also smiled to see the two brothers

Khanza and attar walk towards the market, atthar let khanza walk in front of him, atthar very attention to khanza

"The way is heart, many people here" said Atthar who walked behind the khanza and khanza turned to smile

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