I Accept My Destiny
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Arriving at the khanza office in a hurry to meet aluna, he dragged the ketoilet aluna not far from his room, when he arrived at the toilet he locked the toilet door
"Mbaaaakkk..hiks hiks.." khanza hugged aluna tightly while crying.
Aluna who understood immediately calmed the khanza by rubbing the khanza's back, he let the khanza cry in his arms
After tired of crying, the khanza let go of his embrace, he started telling aluna about what happened
"Mbak it turns out that what I think is true hiks...kami indeed differentaaa huaaaa...aaa" khanza cried loudly he really let go of his sadness.
Aluna hugged the khanza again, she understood with the sadness of the khanza who had to part with someone she loved
"Then how? Is it done?" ask aluna gently
"According to how? I should what? Hiks.hiks.." said khanza.
"Well, later we will talk, now fix your makeup and hijab, we have to work first okay" said aluna and khanza nodded in agreement
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Unlike the khanza who still work even in a state of confusion, Daniel actually skipped work, he went to his place of worship to conduct counseling to the pastor there
He was deeply troubled to hear that the khanza had given up on their relationship and wanted to leave him
He told everything to the pastor and he asked the pastor for his opinion, actually Daniel is a devout worshiper, every Sunday he will regularly worship with his family, he said, not satisfied with the answer from the pastor who asked him to stay on his way out of the church to go home to meet both parents
He wants to see the reaction of his parents, if he loves someone who has different beliefs with him, he really does not want if the khanza leave him, then he will do various ways to stay with the khanza
"Ma.maaa.." Daniel went into the house looking for his mother.
Soon she found her mother cooking in the kitchen
"Heeii.Are you not working? Is there anything left?" ask mama to relax
"Ma I want to talk, papa where?" daniel asked with his face
"Your father's in the back yard, what do you want to say? It's serious"
"Ayola mam." take Daniel to see his father in the back yard
Mama followed Daniel, before he turned off the stove that was memyala first, then he followed Daniel to the backyard
"Ma.pa a. I love someone different" Daniel said in the back
"Different you mean?" daniel's mother didn't understand
"Different beliefs" said daniel convinced
"So?" ask papa
Daniel rubbed his face, he put his hands on his head and on his waist, he was very confused now, he knew very well his parents would not agree, but he did not want to lose the khanza
"I want to marry her pa, I don't want her to leave me, I love her so much, I can go crazy if she leaves me pa ma"
"You get married, you get married, but you don't change your religion once, you don't approve"
"But pa, khanza is a good and beautiful girl, I really love her pa"
"Don't be fooled by Daniel's love, is there no other woman of faith you can marry? If you don't find it let papa look for it" said papa firmly
"Paaa...."
"Already, papa will not agree if you follow him, you are free to worship if you still think stupidly like that, do not be blinded by love, until whenever papa will not approve, it's been a struggle you work, it's been blinded by love, don't do it because of women you look stupid like this, like women are just one" said papa who was so angry with daniel's plan
Papa Daniel left daniel and his mother in the back yard, he went nowhere
"Have a son, your father said, do not be blinded by love, there are still many women of faith are beautiful and good, about love he will grow over time, do not think like that and do not do stupid actions" said the mother who also left daniel
Stay alone daniel in the back yard, he rubbed his hair, wanted it to feel he was screaming and crying, he was really in the dead end, no matter what he would do he did not know, he did not know, clearly he would try to return to talk to the khanza about this matter, so that the khanza would not leave him
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The time for prayer and meal breaks has arrived, the khanza and aluna hastened to perform their dhuhur prayer, after carrying out their obligations they went to the kantin to eat lunch
Khanza again told me what happened today between himself and daniel, today khanza looks different, he is a little more quiet than usual
"Deeekk, let's eat first, don't torture yourself like this" said aluna
Aluna asked the khanza to eat her lunch which she had ordered, the khanza smiled as she could
"I'm confused mbak, I don't know what to do, I love him so much mbak, how my life if not together daniel and daniel said if would do anything mbak so we could be together" said khanza
"Astagfirullah deck, your life would be fine if without daniel, do not love someone more than our love for our creator deck, it is not good and this, consider as a rebuke for you" aluna said softly
"Your relationship and Daniel are done, there is nothing to do anymore, if you can bring him your reward will be very big but your problem will also be bigger later, think in the future deck, do not just think about your feelings, you will also have a bigger problem, also think about the feelings of your parents, their daniel parents will be very hurt" continued aluna
"Is there a shortage of Muslim men in the world? Is it only Daniel who is good and is he the only one who will love you?" tanya aluna and khanza shook their heads slowly
"This is a lesson for you, do not love someone more than your love for your Lord, from today pray for the time of turning your heart back, ask for peace of heart so that your love does not make you lose your mind" obviously aluna while holding the khanza's hand
"We only plan the deck, God determines, every problem there must be a silver lining and every storm there must be a rainbow, we know what surprises God has prepared for you after your troubles, he said, as long as you live it and never get away from Him, as good a helper is only Allah SWT deck"
The tears of the khanza returned, he again clasped aluna's hand, he nodded slowly
"Makasi ya mbak, have opened my mind"
"Bak just told me what you know, remember whatever deck your problem is as heavy as it is, cry and complain on your prayer mat, He is as good as a helper and a secret keeper" said aluna smiling
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