I Accept My Destiny
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"Certainly, ask for Allah's help, He is the Reversal of the heart and He is the All-Having, strive and do not forget to pray" said Aluna
"Everything needs a process, right? You can love even daniel there is also a process, acquaintance, close, a week, two weeks, meet every day, over time you melt and feel comfortable with nys and arise a sense of love, love, forgetting, even forgetting can take longer because of what? Because it hurts" aluna continued
Khanza lowered his head and nodded, which aluna said was true, forgetting was much harder and felt very sick
"Monday he must have followed me back mbak khanza, I can't see him behaving like that, I feel kasian and pity, so much so that he cares about me mbak" said khanza sentu
"And that makes it even harder for me to forget" continued khanza
Aluna smiled, she stroked khanza's shoulder
"The test is hard, nothing is light, you are tested with your love that you must forget, even though it hurts and is very heavy at the beginning, rest assured there is something special waiting for you in front of you later, but you have passed the test of Allah by patience and trust"
"Yes mbak, I will be patient and rely" said khanza smiling staring at aluna
Khanza averted his eyes, he looked down again and shook his hanging legs not to touch the ground, while aluna only noticed the behavior of khanza who was upset
"Mom, if I stay in the cottage, can I?" khanza arrived without seeing aluna
"You mean deck?" ask aluna wonder
"Yes I live in a hut where I study religion and improve myself and forget about daniel hehehe" said khanza
"What's your job, deck? You resigned?" khanza nodded looking at aluna, aluna only smiled in surprise
"I want to help umi here mbak, then help clean clean or whatever, while learning religion also mbak pay also g what" said khanza sure
"Are you sure the deck wants to stay here? convince yourself first to pray istikharah first ask for guidance with God, not what deck, ntar you regret again ngalin work there and then ninggalin parents there, you are not used to separate from parents, here you will meet new people who inevitably you have to adjust" explained aluna who is from pesantren but different pesantren
"And one more thing, the intention is generated first to be facilitated with Allah, the intention is not to forget Daniel, intend to really learn and get closer to Allah SWT" continued aluna
Khanza looked back at aluna, mbak aluna really thought khanza, his intention to stay in this pesantren was wrong, his initial intention was to stay away and forget daniel
"Sorry, how do I set my intentions straight?" ask khanza
"It is a good idea to improve yourself and sincerely because Allah SWT and hope for His Ridho, multiply istigfar and always feel this self is lacking because perfection only belongs to Allah" said aluna explained
”Whoever wants the benefits (merit) of the Hereafter, we will add the benefits, and whoever wants the benefits of the world only, we will add the benefits, We will give a part of it and for him there is no part of the profit in the afterlife in the slightest”. (QS As-Shura :20)" continued aluna
"So if you intend only to forget Daniel, Allah will give you what you intend to do, but we cannot profit from your learning, intending to improve ourselves to become better servants, the more righteous servant of Allah and the pursuit of Allah's Ridho, if you stay here later you can forget Daniel, consider it a bonus from Allah" Aluna explained it to the khanza
Khanza understood now, he nodded smiling at the explanation of aluna, he was very lucky to have a friend like aluna, who always gave good advice, aluna not only as a friend but he was like family for khanza
"Makasi ya mbak una, I am very lucky to have a friend and sister like mbak una, can guide and teach me, do not get bored ya mbak if I keep telling stories, as if I can not give me a solution" khanza embraced aluna from the side with both hands
"Mbak even seneng can help you, yes even though the help is only nasehatin doank hehehee"
"But that means mbak, I know what I have to do what g" said khanza
Long they chatted in the backyard abi house, ashar adhan also reverberated, father, abi and baim and mother, aluna and khanza chose to pray in the mosque, and again atthar who became his imam
After performing the fardhu ashar prayer, atthar again awaited by santriwati santriwati who love to see atthar, they sit quietly hearing a little tausiah delivered by atthar, after his tausiah finished they were waiting in line to greet the atthar, yaaa although not shaking hands at least they can see atthar from a close distance
"Atthar was the school where was nak aluna? What's the boarding school here?" ask mom
"It's like the ustad on television, the voice is melodious, the knowledge is many, the tausiahannya good not boring, it's worth a lot of santri santri waiting for him" continued the mother
"Atthar and mas baim are the same al azhar egypt buk graduates, incidentally when returning home atthar had helped teach in the lodge for a while, and atthar was also in demand by most santriwati bu, because only he is single" explained aluna
"Yes ma'am, khalisa also such a story, santriwati here most of the fans weigh mas atthar" continued khanza
"Don't santriwati atuh, mother aja ngefans to be made a ghost but yes dear atthar there is already a soul mate" said the mother relaxed
"Didn't that mother anyway, the man was in front of that ma'am if you hear it's shy, g good mother" said khanza murmured
Aluna just laughed lightly at the familiarity of the mother and child, before long they arrived home and returned to say hello to ab and umi
"Assalamualaikum" said the men
"Waalaikuamusalam" said abi and umi
They sat down to talk together again, and mom and khanza are planning to go home this afternoon
"Alright abi, umi I say a lot of thanks for the banquet today, sorry if we are troublesome, we have to go home this afternoon" said the father
"Why not just stay?" abi
"Thank you abi, God willing we will stay over, may abi and klamu always be given health, quickly recovered from his illness in order to walk as before" the father's prayer to abi
"Aamiin" said the entire house
Abi thanked my father, because he had been willing to visit him even though this was their first meeting but they were like old acquaintances, abi also thanked my father for praying good things for him, may Allah SWT be spoken
Mom and Umi also say thank you to each other, again earth equip them with hands and mother very hesitant to accept it but Umi forces
Father mother and khanza also say goodbye to baim aluna, attar and khalisa, father said if he will visit next time and abi was very happy 🤣heard him, they were happy and waved each other's hands, he said, dad started driving his car
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