I Accept My Destiny

I Accept My Destiny
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Khanza helped Umi and aluna who were cooking for their lunch later this afternoon, aluna and baim will return home to the city as usual


"Khanza what can Umi ask?" tanya Umi, considering atthar her son who likes khanza, Umi so want to know what the contents of khanza heart, especially against her former husband-to-be


"Yes umi, what do you want?" khanza


"How about your future husband? Umi heard that you wanted to get married" asked me gently


Yes, khanza did not tell anyone in the house, other than alusa, while khalisa and atthar only found out recently


"Hmmmm..khanza is not a match for him" replied khanza.


Umi only knows khanza is not married, but the reason behind his cancellation khanza married umi does not know at all


"Do you know why?" umi looked at the khanza and khanza nodded, while aluna only listened to the umi and khanza


"Khanza and daniel differ in the beliefs of umi" replied khanza lirih, umi spontaneously immediately looked towards khanza


"So is that why you're here?" ask umi


"At first yes umi, khanza here intend to stay away from him, khanza tried to stay sane umi, see it every day as if to persuade khanza to resume relations with him, making khanza afraid to be persuaded earth, he said, khanza's faith is still fragile umi, he's khanza's first love" explains khanza


"Khanza is like a blind man, who khanza sees only himself, but khanza tries to open his eyes and heart, fortunately khanza has a friend and sister beside khanza umi" khanza saw aluna and aluna smiling


"Mbak una who always make khanza aware of religious matters, he is always following Umi, khanza is afraid that khanza's pity for him will eventually be persuaded and khanza will do what Allah hates the most" continued khanza, umi and aluna understand the direction of the khanza talks


"Na'uzubillah son, Alhamdulillah Allah still loves you son, and Alhamdulillahk hidayah approached you just in time" said Umi smiling gently


"Yes umi Alhamdulillah, khanza surrounded by good people and understood religion" replied khanza


"So how can you forget it now?" ask umi again


"Khanza again trying to umi, if khanza busy khanza do not remember it at all, only sometimes when about to sleep umi khanza still remember it" said khanza


"But the khanza is sure over time the khanza will forget it" the khanza said


"And you will have a successor, the better one that God has prepared" Umi held the khanza's hand


"Trust me son, if we lose something God will replace with a better one, rest assured of it" continued Umi, and khanza nodded as he chimed in the hands of umi who still held her hand


"Thank you, thank you una" said khanza


"What g intention to find a mate here deck? ta'aruf?'' aluna teases khanza


"Hehehee.ntar aja deh mbak" replied khanza smiling shyly, hearing khanza aluna and umi's answers looking at each other.


"Khanza wants to be better first mbak, in order to get a good soul mate also mbak, is not so umi?'' umi relieved to hear khanza's reply, she smiled


"God, son, you are so right, pursue God's love, and God will love you, if God loves you, whatever you want God will give, like a mother who loves her child, whatever the child's wish he'll fulfill, right?" obviously umi and khanza nodded smilingly


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In the afternoon aluna and baim said back to the city, because tomorrow must return to work


"Aluna go home first yes umi, abi, umi and abi take care of health do not be too tired" aluna message, he experienced and kissed the hands of umi and abi


"Yes you also take care of your health, do not be too tired to work" said Umi


Aluna nodded and hugged Umi, baim also said goodbye to umi and abi and his sister


Aluna turned her back to khanza and khalisa, she wanted to tease khanza


"Bak go home first, yes, a real school" said aluna


"And you.." aluna smiled seductively at khanza.


"Happy learning yes, learning to be better, learning to learn daniel lupain and learning to open the heart, if uda is ready to ta'aruf kabari mbak ya, there is no candidate for you" said aluna who still tease khanza, aluna glanced briefly atthar who also saw aluna with misbehavior


"What the hell mbak" replied the embarrassed khanza


"It's true tau..hihihii, yes have come home first yes" said aluna and khanza nodded hugging aluna


"Heart yes mbak, mas baim also heart" said khanza


Aluna and Baim drove his car away from the boarding house which was also the home of his parents


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Already four days atthar perform prayers istikharah, he seems to have received an answer from Allah SWT but, he will continue to do it, he wants to be absolutely sure of God's choice


This morning precisely on Thursday, atthar will bring abi to the hospital for therapy with khalisa, before leaving they first eat breakfast that has been made by umi and khanza and khalisa


"Today we bring abi therapy yes" said Atthar


Abi is treated twice a week, every Monday and Thursday, but if one day is a barrier they can replace the day with another


"Today yes mas, yaah, khanza there is a repetition of lo mas, g can permit, how donk" jaawab khalisa


Atthar was silent thinking


"Yes it's the same for us" replied Umi offering herself


"Ehem..hmmm.khanza can kok umi accompany mas atthar to bring fire to the hospital, if khanza allowed permission to enter the office, umi should be at home kasian umi kecapean" khanza offered


"Khalisa agrees with mbak khanza, lama lo umi queue at the hospital, khalisa g want ntar abi as healed eh even umi who are sick" said khanza


"Hhuusss doain the man a good prayer, speech is prayer" said Atthar rebuking khalisa


"Sorry mas, sorry umi, not khalisa doain umi is sick, but khalisa g wants umi tired" khalisa apologized to umi and umi nodded


"Yes already then atthar sama khanza only umi, is it okay umi abi?'' atthar asks permission to umi and abi, because atthar does not want umi and abi assume if he likes to be accompanied by khanza


Abi smiles and nods, as well as umi, umi and abi think atthar and khanza are not alone but there are abi among them


Not that umi and abi are not happy if atthar his son is paired with khanza, they are even happy, khanza is a good girl, who wants to learn to explore religious knowledge, and they are happy, that's what shows that khanza is not a proud person, because they still want to learn


It's just that, abi and Umi want to atthar finish what he has to finish first, which is about the problem aina has already promised


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