I Accept My Destiny

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"Can khanza be part of the consumption of mas?" khanza looked at Atthar

Their eyes met but quickly atthar averted his gaze as well as khanza, they looked awkward with each other

"May and will I coordinate the consumption" answered atthar

"Umi abi atthar went into the room first, wanted to clean clean" abi and umi nodded asserting atthar's words

After the departure of atthar left their chat, the khanza again asked

"Umi is usually anything that is done in a charity event bakti umi" asked khanza

"Usually there will be an event to entertain children at the change, then play games singing, drinking and sorts, such as, in the future we will also teach children to learn and cook good food for children at home" replied Umi

"Yes, son, we will give them what is rightfully theirs, good food, decent clothes and even education even though they do not go to school at least they must be good at reading" Abi continued

"So who taught them abi?" ask khanza again

"Whoever is willing to son" replied abi

Khanza nodded his head understanding, he was a little pity with the children who were waiting

"You rest, son, go clean and rest" said Umi and khanza nodding

"Khalisa hasn't come home yet?" khanza asked before he entered his room

"Khalisa will usually go home at 5 kiddo, already do not worry about worrying, go to rest" said Umi again

"Baikla umi, abi khanza excuse me, assalamualaikum" said khanza and he passed to his room to rest

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The next day khanza returned to his activities, after the dawn prayer he helped umi to make breakfast for the residents of the house, after which he said goodbye to umi and abi as well as atthar to continue his work in the boarding house

At work, Ziyan and Anisa have not yet appeared, but the time has shown at 7.30 wib, while waiting for his friend khanza to continue his work

"Assalamualaikum" said someone

"Walaikumussalam, how late are you guys?" khanza replied without seeing who was at the door

"I'm sorry?" say that someone again

Hearing the 'sorry' from someone who was in front of the door khanza stood up to see it and it turned out he was wrong

"Sorry mom, I think my friend, please come in, do I have anything to help?" khanza approached his guests

"Oh it's okay, I just want to meet with the leader of this boarding school, the boarding school is there?" ask someone

"There's no excuse, sorry about who?" ask khanza

"I aina" heard the name aina khhanza staring at the old aina

Aina is a beautiful and meek person, aina like mbak aluna thought khanza, while khanza looked at aina, khanza was made aware of greetings from his two friends

"Assalamualaikum" said ziyan and anisa cheerful

"Waalaikumussalam" replied khanza and aina together

Ziyan and Anisa smiled to greet the guests in their room

"Oh let me take the ustadz atthar room" said khanza, aina nodded her head and they went to the atthar room

Arriving in the attar room, khanza knocked on the door and a voice came from within that allowed them to enter

"Sorry sir, there is aina outside" said khanza, who only opened half the door

Atthar sees the old khanza and then asks the khanza to tell aina to enter

"Baikla please come in, but you stay here, not good alone in the room" said atthar and khanza nodded in agreement, he again saw aina

"Thank you" said aina paada khanza

Aina looked at the khanza who was also coming in

"Please sit aina, I ask khanza to accompany us in this room" said atthar and aina nodded

"Have you received a brochure from Ustad Hashim?" ask atthar

"After the time, aina is ready to join, aina has also contacted a friend aina friend for funding to be donated to later and they agreed" said aina

"Alhamdulillah, the more donors then the more will be obtained by the parlour, so they can improve" atthar only spoke his head down occasionally he looked towards aina and khanza

Khanza only listened to their talk, unexpectedly atthar introduced khanza to aina

"Oh yes aina, meet this khanza, his friend mbak aluna, he lives with umi and abi now, he said, he has just joined this lodge and also he will be a cook at a social service event later" explained atthar

Khanza smiled at Atthar's explanation and aina welcomed the khanza with her gentle smile

There is awe in the heart of khanza seeing aina who thinks is so perfect like mbak una, already beautiful, meek and likes to help people, very suitable with the mas atthar thought khanza

Khanza became a loyal listener when atthar and aina talked about the charity event that will be held this week

After feeling enough to talk about it, atthar asked aina to speak four eyes but not in the room, they prefer to speak at the park

"Aina, can we talk for a minute at the park?" ask atthar

"By the mas" answered aina

"Khanza thanks for delivering aina, you can return to your room" said Atthar

"Well Mr. ustadz, I'm sorry mbak, assalamualikum" said khanza

"Waalaikumussalam" said atthar and aina

Khanza passed away and went back to his room, while atthar and aina were in the garden, atthar wanted to straighten out and speak directly to aina

"I'm sorry, it's not my intention to delay what is the obligation of aina mas, it's just that it takes time, I have to take care of pesantren and abi first, I have to bring him therapy for 2 times a week" obviously atthar, aina just silently listened

"Mas does not ask until abi is healed as before but at least abi can walk with a stick, mas will try as soon as possible to complete our ta'aruf, but if there are more ahead of the mas, then there will be more, sincerely, you can be with him" continued Atthar

Aina took a slow breath, she smiled

"Aina does not matter mas, aina leave everything to the All-Willed, if we are fooled, quickly or slowly we will be united by the way of God, but if not aina berapang berlapang bada accept it, as we know, he said, soul mate death sustenance all there is a response of Him" aina's answer is quite clear, short and solid

Atthar was just speechless at aina's explanation, thinking he had hurt aina? Has he sinned? And does he play with the heart of a woman?

"I'm sorry if my attitude hurts aina, if you sin, God will forgive you, but if you hurt someone you won't get forgiveness from God before someone forgives you"

"Aina does not feel hurt, aina will be sicker if you just stay still for no apparent reason, for now, aina understands what is entangled" said aina smiling

"Thank you aina, I hope you understand and hopefully everything will be facilitated later" said Atthar

They also guaranteed prayers together, atthar deliver aina until aina really left the pesantren

Atthar felt a little calm because he had met and explained directly to aina

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