I Accept My Destiny

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Khanza and attar vacation for a few days, they really enjoy the time together, vacationing in green atmosphere is so soothing for khanza

During their holiday the khanza expressed her heart, although she was happy at this time, deep down she still wanted to be a mother

"If we are given sustenance once again with Allah, we bring his brother abdullah here again mas" said khanza

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Atthar stopped hearing his wife's request, because he was afraid that the condition of khanza that the doctor had told him did not allow him to get pregnant again

"Aamiin, may you dear, we pray together so that we are immediately given his brother abdullah" replied atthar smiling

Atthar hoped that although the condition of the khanza would be less likely to get pregnant but he still wished to the Supreme Giver, nothing would be impossible for Him, all could happen if it was His will

After what khanza said earlier, atthar continued to think about it, because he still hid the condition of khanza all this time, he wanted to tell a story but there was no right time according to atthar

And now he's trying to tell me everything he's been keeping all this time

"Darling, can you say something no?" Atthar

"By my mom, what do you want to say?" Answer khanza while eating a snack

Yes they are enjoying breakfast in the balcony of his room while enjoying the green scenery that cools the eyes

"Mmm.." Atthar seemed afraid to tell his wife, he was afraid that their vacation would be in vain and would be the fruit of the khanza thought

"Whatever happens to us and every human race, can not be separated from the will of Allah SWT" said Atthar gave a view to his wife

He was afraid that his wife would not accept what had happened to him

"Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, it's God's will and it's called destiny" Atthar and khanza nodded while eating his food

"And whatever happens to my wife now, it's also God's will and we must accept it with sincerity" said Atthar again and khanza only listened

"So when you gave birth to abdullah, the doctor told the mas if the uterus was torn and bleeding, mas was very shocked to hear it, what else the doctor asked the mas to prepare several bags of blood, and the doctor asked the doctor to prepare several bags of blood, mas was so scared of the deck" Atthar sighed remembering the frightening events in his life

"Alhamdulillah all passed by and khanza alhamdulillah is still in good health" she smiled holding her husband's hand

"But.. said the doctor for us to have another child we should consult first with the experts dear" Atthar returned the hand of his wife.

"Why is that?" Tanya khanza plain

Atthar smiled and held his wife's hands together

"Because of a torn uterus during birth, it will be very risky to get pregnant again, but it is not impossible dear it is all God's will, you should if you want to get pregnant again we should consult, but, even if you can get pregnant again mas no problem, we already have abdullah our heavenly son" atthar calm his wife

Hearing the words of her husband, khanza was silent a thousand languages, she wanted zuriat very much, even though she already had abdullah, she wanted a child by her side, which she could take care of and she took care of with her own hands

"Darling..please do not think, it's all not sure dear, mas say this it's because it does not want to be too hopeful, and do not get stressed again dear, happy as before" said Atthar who still holds his wife's hand

Khanza smiled wryly, she looked at her husband

"Astagfirullahal'adzim.. What the hell is that, baby? Marriage is not just about children, marriage is worship, the longest worship, the longest until life, having a child is a bonus, if the intention of getting married just wants to get zuriat then the marriage is not a blessing, it is not a blessing, because women are not child-printing machines" atthar said softly, he was surprised by his wife's request

"But the child is important mas, if we have no children, mas there will be no successor, then who will pray for us if we die?" Khanza began to get emotional

"Subhanallah baby, is abdullah not our son? Abdullah can not only pray for us, but he can also bring us to the heavens of God, he will help us, getting married again is not the solution dear, it is the thought of a corrupt person, and they do not want to" atthar

"Let's remember, baby, this is not the end of everything, happy mas only with you, have children or not it's not our choice" atthar said softly, he tried to make his wife understand

Khanza just silently looked at her husband, actually deep down she was very unacceptable with what her husband said if he would most likely be difficult to get pregnant again, but what you want to say is all his will

Khanza took a long breath

"Why did God choose khanza mas? Khanza is not strong as Allah thinks mas, actually khanza really wants to have children who can care for khanza until he grows up" said khanza sendu

"God knows your wife is capable, God knows you better than you love, trust God, He will give you what you want at the time He sets" atthar said to calm his wife, he hugged his wife tightly, actually he also did not have the heart to see his wife like this

Khanza is trying hard and she will follow what her husband said, to calm her heart she invites her husband to walk the road, she wants to really enjoy her vacation

"We walk aja yuk mas" said khanza and atthar her husband nodded with a smile

During the trip the khanza tried to enjoy it, but his mind kept thinking if he was difficult to get pregnant again, plus he often saw the togetherness of one family who was enjoying a vacation, it felt he also wanted to be like them

As they walked the khanza looking at one of the places, she smiled happily and asked her husband to stop for a while

"We stopped by mas" khanza said sumringah

Seeing his wife again cheerfully atthar agreed to his wife's request, they stopped by and played there, Khanza looks very happy to play

"Are you happy here, baby?" Ask atthar

"Very happy mas" replied khanza sumringah

Suddenly khanza looked sad and went somewhere without saying goodbye to her husband, atthar saw him astonished and continued to follow his wife

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