I Accept My Destiny

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It did not feel like a month of time had passed, during this month the closeness of khanza and sheina was getting closer, khanza and atthar contacted sheina every day really was like his own child, really already like his own son, not infrequently khanza also send food to children's homes through the application

"Mas..When do we go back to visit the orphanage? Khanza kangen is very much the same sheina" said khanza

"God willing, try immediately, dear" replied atthar

"As we persuaded sheina ya mas to stay with us, mas know itself did the doctor say what yesterday, so we adopt sheina aja mas, please mas" khanza pleaded with her husband

"Darling, as I said the doctor did not determine everything, even though the doctor said you are difficult to get pregnant and there will be many risks that occur if you are pregnant it is only based on his knowledge, the science of God is different, dear, God is different, keep hoping in God, nothing is impossible for God" Atthar spoke softly, he knew his wife's feelings

Since their visit to the doctor last week, the khanza gave up, it's true the uterus was torn and even so the khanza still can get pregnant but it will make it difficult, there will be a lot of risk if she gets pregnant later

"If the khanza is destined not to have zuriat that can khanza keep khanza sincere mas, khanza ridho, should not we be ridho and sincere with what God set?" Ask khanza

"Pretty dear, we must be sincere and sincere with what God gives and sets, but we must not stop hoping in God, do you think our efforts are maximal?" Atthar asked his wife

"Hmm khanza doesn't know mas, do we have to try it again?" Ask khanza

"Sir, there is nothing wrong if we keep hoping and trying, our marriage is just about to enter the second year, why should we keep thinking about children? What about their marriage of years and even decades who are still waiting for a baby" explained atthar while holding his wife's hand

"God has a deck plan that is much better than our plan as His servants, we do not know in the future what it will be like, dear, please be with you, do not continue to think about the child to make us forget the others, if it is true that you are ridho and sincerely try to live the day as usual, my wife used to not be like this, she is cheerful and always happy" connect soft atthar

"Never hesitate with the calculations of God, if God wills all can happen, ok umma dear, please stop making yourself stressed, we already have our heavenly children abdullah, he said, and God willing we will have our daughter Sheina" said Atthar teasing his wife and call umma it makes khanza smile widely, plus atthar will persuade sheina to stay with them

Atthar really loved his wife, he tried to keep his wife happy because that is what the Prophet taught

"Makasi her husband khanza who is kind and kind, khanza is very lucky to have a husband like mas" khanza kissed her husband's cheek but atthar held it by hugging his wife's waist

Khanza blushed shyly, already a year older their marriage, but khanza still embarrassed shame if it was close to her husband and itula most atthar like

They just smiled and stared at each other, the shy khanza sometimes lowered their heads in blush

Atthar kissed his wife again, atthar kissed her forehead gently and affectionately, he really channeled his love from his kiss, then atthar also kissed his wife's eyes, his nose and ******* his wife's sweet lips

It was a sweet night for the two of them, they loved each other, reminded each other in kindness and looked after each other and understood each other

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The next day the khanza and atthar prepared to fly to the orphanage, they already missed sheina so much, they did not tell sheina if they were going there at all, they wanted to give a surprise to Sheina who would soon become her child

The foster mother was surprised to see the arrival of the two angel-hearted people, she also welcomed the arrival of khanza and atthar, khanza and atthar brought a lot of food and toys as by for the orphanage, not to forget also by the foster mother in the waiting

They are very happy and eager to receive what the khanza and atthar give, khanza looks left and right as if looking for someone who has not greeted him

"Sheina is out" said the khanza-savvy foster mother who was looking for sheina

"Oh well mom is okay" said khanza smiling

"Actually sheina really wanted to come with nak khanza and bak atthar, yesterday when nak khanza had gone home and called him looking moody, he said, he really wants to come but he also loves this place even though he has only been here for a while" explained the mother of the orphanage

"Yes ma'am is okay, hopefully this time sheina wants khanza to take her home mom, somehow khanza really wants sheina bu" khanza smiled

"It's good, son, sheina is not from the baby living with us, I think it will be difficult for her to stay here, because she already knows what her family is like and where, but she's wrong, he quickly understood the situation" said the mother recalled a few months ago when sheina herself came to the house

"He himself came to this house, he told me everything he experienced, according to the mother of all the children of the orphanage which was indeed from the baby entrusted here, sheina was the heaviest, sheina was the most, he knew he had both parents but they were not responsible, he had the only family member and he died, right in front of his eyes, isn't that hard for a 7-year-old?" Mom asked, she sighed and went back to telling

"Mother doesn't know if she's happy here or not, sheina isn't the kind of kid who likes to tell stories, we can't pay special attention here either, but as long as sheina knows you she looks a little different, he prefers to smile and look more cheerful, whether it's the feeling of the mother or it's true like that" continued the mother of the home

"Yes, son, I'm sorry I wanted to ask, why would khanza and nak atthar want to bring sheina? Why not adopt a baby?" Mother asked, she was curious for a long time but was reluctant to ask

Khanza and Atthar look at each other, they smile and atthar and khanza tell them what happened to them

"So bebitula ma'am, there will be a lot of risk if I get pregnant again, why I did not adopt a baby maybe because we already have abdullah bu, and notah why I like sheina since I first met" khanza replied confidently, the smiling mother nodded, understanding what the khanza was saying

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