I Accept My Destiny

I Accept My Destiny
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"Can we bring him home?" Atthar asked one of the nurses


"Yes can be sir, hopefully the mother and father are steadfast and sincere" said the nurse also defended condolences


Atthar nodded and thanked him, not forgetting he also met the doctor who had treated his son to also say thank you


They go home and the people who are at home do not know what, atthar and khanza even tell people at home


On the way the khanza recorded the moment he was with his baby and her husband, although filled with tears, many photos of his son that he took with his cell phone, he would see his paradise child whenever he wanted


Seeing his wife crying and unceasingly taking pictures of his son atthar felt very sick


"Honey it's the photo, you've taken a lot of pictures since then" said soft atthar


"Khanza wanted to remember him mas, khanza was afraid one day khanza forgot his face, every day khanza remembered this sweet face mas" khanza still cried even though it was not as hard as before


"Umma hugged you dear, hiks.hiks this is the first time hiks..hiks and last umma hugged you hyks.hiks" cry khanza back broke


"O Allah hiks.hiks why it is so difficult to remove him hyks.hiks" khanza lamented while looking up at the sky in the window


Hearing his wife speak a very heart-wrenching atthar cry, he felt the same thing only he was not too good at expressing his feelings


Shortly after they arrived at the main gate of the boarding school, atthar contacted Khalisa asking to open the door of the umi house, yes tonight they will be home ummi


Khalisa was a little surprised when he opened the door he saw the mas and mbaknya just arrived at home, khalisa came to his car


"Dek please call mom and dad at home mas yes, tell me that my son has come home and Umi's home" said atthar on khalisa and khalisa nodded then rushed away


Khanza who had just got off his car crying called ummi, khalisa who had not been far astounded and looked back to see his mother


"Ummi hiks.hiks ummiiiiii hiks.hiks" cried khanza.


Ummi woke up to hear khanza calling himself, with a face that is tangled like a person waking up ummi out of his camera as well as abi


"What's up, son?" Tanya ummi and immediately Ummi smiled seeing khanza holding a baby while crying


Khanza was silent to see the smiling ummi, but before ummi said the next word khanza first spoke


"Ummi son of khanza go ummiiiii hiks.hiks he ninggalin khanza ummi hiks hiks.. sakiiit once it feels ummi hiks hyks" cry khanza again broke and ummi of course surprised


Before long mother and father and khalisapun arrived at the ummi house, atthar just kept silent to see his wife who was so devastated


"Assalamualaikum" said mother and father


"Momuuuuu hiks hiks.khanza's son died bu hiks.hiks sick bu hiks..hiks very sick ma'am hiks." khanza again complained to his mother.


"Innalillahi wainailaihi roji'un" said the residents of the house simultaneously


Seeing the devastated khanza crying again, he pulled out his phone to call his mas


"Assalamualaikum mas" said atthar with his voice


"Waalaikumussalam deck, what's the deck?" Answer baim


"Mas.my son died and just now" Atthar said in stammering words, he looked at the face of his wife who continued to stare and hug his son


"Innalillahiwainailaihi roji'un, O Allah, you and the steadfast khanza yes deck, may you be given sincerity, mas and mbak you will go home tonight" said baim


"Makasi mas, tomorrow morning aj mas, it's a night of danger" said Atthar who also worried about his mas


"Allah g what, g far too right, yes it is ready to be ready first assalamualaikum" both insist want to go home tonight


Khalisa and others also cried to see the state of khanza is very bad, khanza sat still holding the baby


"See ummi khanza's mother this is the first time khanza holds him hyks.hiks and this is also hyks.hiks the last time buuu hiks hyks" khanza back moaned, hik, seeing khanza like that umi and mother immediately hugged their child


"Had son, it's dear, it's the best for him son, he's not sick anymore" said the mother who also cried


"Yes, son, you must be sincere and stoic, slow down yes son even though it is difficult" continued ummi slowly


Khanza was silent, he seemed to think of something, he wiped his tears, suddenly he moved from his seat which was reached by his mother and umi, he walked towards her husband


"Khalisa please photoin mbak same masmu donk" said khanza arrived


Mom and ummi look at each other, she is afraid that khanza will experience something unwanted


"Good mom" replied Khalisa, taking pictures of the little family while crying shut his mouth, he was very sad to see the attitude of the khanza


"Let's father mother ummi and abi us photos together, tomorrow he is no longer in khanza's arms anymore hyks.hiks" khanza back crying and repeatedly kissed the baby


The families of the khanza and atthar complied with the khanza's request, they took pictures together, and shortly heard the announcement from the pesantren mosque announcing that the baby from atthar and khanza had died


Hearing the notification, Khanza drowned again, she sat down while holding her baby, while the mother and umi prepare other needs such as beds and so on for her grandchildren because soon it will likely be many people who visit to visit to visit


Khanza put his little baby on the bed he bought a few months ago, he ceaseless crying, the thing he used to always mogakan turned out to still not be his whole


The time showed at 00.45 wib, there was a sound of a car ringing and it turned out to be mas baim and aluna and their children


Upon arrival at home ummi aluna immediately rushed down to the khanza and they cried together


"Patience to the deck, you must be sincere and steadfast, knowing that this is hard, but God gives this test but because only you can deal with it" said aluna calms the khanza


Khanza only cried without answering aluna, he again cried loudly in aluna's arms, after hugging khanza and calming him, he kissed the tiny baby born prematurely


It is also good to see him with uwais, uwais hugged khanza for a while even though they do not meet often but they are quite close because khanza often make video calls with uwais through aluna cell phones


"Why is onty? Is her sister sleeping?" Ask uwais innocently and cadlenya


"Why is onty crying?" Connect uwais


Khanza could not say a word, he just nodded while crying then he hugged uwais tightly, uwais who was still a child looks confused with a brush khanza crying


Khanza held a uwais while reciting a yasin letter for his daughter, he also had time to take pictures of uwais and the baby, his phone is now filled with photos of his dead child


The pentakziah of the pesantren who have not slept, come to the ummi work to see the tiny baby who is lifeless, abi and father who greet the pentakziah who are not so crowded because it is already midnight, the pentechews may have fallen asleep


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