I Accept My Destiny
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The afternoon was precisely at 16:00 wib after the ashar prayer and after a long day, and also a long chat between abi umi's father and mother, now came the time for mother, mother, father and baim and aluna resigned, because today is Sunday and tomorrow is the time to work, they cannot delay their return
Before the father and mother really poang, the mother repeatedly hugged khanza, the mother seemed to cry because all her life she had never separated from her only child
"You are good here, learn right, help help us and others yes, do not forget to ngabarin mother, do not trouble usi" said hugging her son, khanza nodded without talking, she held back her tears, umi stroked the backs of mother and khanza
Mom hugs Umi, mom leaves khanza to umi
"I leave my son, if he does something wrong please don't bother getting angry with him, and please teach him what he doesn't have, teach him what I didn't teach him, I want him to be the son of Soleha who brings me to heaven later umi" said the mother increasingly sobbing
"Yes ma'am, God willing our children will be our helpers later yes ma'am, I will take care of the khanza like I care for my daughter, mother do not worry" said Umi, mother let go of her embrace, dad stroking mom's back to calm his wife
The mother hugged her son again, and this time the khanza couldn't hold back her tears, sobbing as she held her chest tight
"Mother.hiks..hiks..maafin khanza if it is too late to improve yourself.hiks..hiks...khanza promised, khanza will learn really here, really, until the khanza can bring his heavenly father and mother God.hiks...hiks" said khanza and the mother nodded while continuing to hug her child, the mother did not say another word because she continued to cry
"It is never too late to improve, you have taken the right steps, khanza" said Abi
Now it's the father's turn to hug his son, the father releases the mother's embrace of the khanza
"Dad believes in you son, you will be righteous here, pray for father and mother to be always healthy and we will visit every weekend to see you" he did not shed his tears, he tried hard
"Yes father, khanza will make father proud, forgive khanza who has made father so sinful for not closing khanza aurat, pardon khanza, said mas atthar a child if it does not close the aurat will drag his father to the fire of hell hiks.." said khanza terbali.
Atthar smiled faintly at the story of the khanza, as well as aluna abi and umi, atthar did not expect that khanza remembered what he was talking about a few months ago
"Yes, son, who passed let it pass, the important thing is that now the father's son wants to repent, Alhamdulullah, father and mother will always pray for the smooth learning here" said the father calmed khanza
"Have not cried, ashamed of the same khalisa and atthar" led the father
"Hiks.hiks..ibu who made khanza cry" replied khanza wiping away her tears
Atthar's family again smiled at the words of khanza, it turns out that the other side of khanza is visible, she is also a girl who cantank if separated from her parents, even though the distance of the house and hanua boarding school is only a few hours
Father and mother also say goodbye to others, as well as aluna and baim, aluna say goodbye to khanza, he also gave some wejangan to khanza
"You are good here yes, I pray that you feel at home here and are facilitated in learning, and getting a soul mate" said Aluna whispered at the end of her speech
"Iiih mbak una" said smiling khanza
"Makasi ya mbak, mas baim, heart of his return to see you next week" continued khanza
After all the father and mother saying goodbye and aluna and baim started to leave the pesantren, they waved their hands, after the ayay and baim cars were no longer visible, umi abi atthar khanza and khalisa re-entered the house
"Do not hesitate here khanza, just think of it as your own home" said Umi as she walked into his house
"Same son, abi happy to hear you want to study here, attar and other ustad ustadzah will guide you, as well as abi and umi, so do not hesitate here" said abi who was driven by atthar with his wheelchair
Khanza smiled at abi's words, khanza slightly glanced towards the atthar yanh just silent from earlier without a word, yes atthar was quiet thought khanza
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Maghrib approaching, khanza prepared to be ready to perform the prayer of maghrib in mosque, from today khanza will do all his activities in this boarding school, he will be serious to learn, he will be serious to learn, he will not waste the opportunity that God has given him, to meet good families and good people
"Khalisa, we're going to the mosque, aren't we?" khanza asked khalisa, he saw that khalisa was still busy writing, maybe khalisa doing his job at school
"Yes kak, if here because our mosque is close, so try to pray 5 times in the mosque" replied khalisa seeing khanza, and khanza nodded
"Trus tomorrow morning what time do we wake up? What do you usually do on deck?" khanza kept asking
"For a moment, khalisa wrote a moment, stayed a little, afraid to forget" replied khalisa, khanza nodded waiting for khalisa while preparing
After Khalisa prepared his duties, he sat beside the khanza, he explained what was usually done by the family khalisa
"Usually mbak banghn sleep at 3 am, we first tahajud, trus wait subuu, can naji or dhikr important not to sleep, after entering the morning we pray at mosque mbak, continue to read the Quran for those who want to read, the abis was just making breakfast and then breakfast together, and khalisa preparing to go to school" explained khalisa at length, khanza heard it carefully while nodding his head
"Oh yes, what time does the deck work? Is 07:00 in the morning like any other school?" ask khanza again
"Jam 07.00 sih mbak usually, about mas atthar and abi go the same khalisa mbak, usually at school if tomorrow's ceremony as usual mbak" khalisa explained to khanza
"The book is free, deck? What is important muslim?" ask khanza again, he was very afraid if he was wrong in his attitude
"Yes mbak ku, his clothes are free as long as Muslims, hehehee.g need to be nervous mbak, g will be angry lo mbak if mbak wrong" said khalisa.
"Hehehee you know yes dek, deg degan mbak afraid of being wrong, tomorrow the first day of work" said khanza and khalisa laughing chuckling
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