I Accept My Destiny

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In the evening, khanza, atthar and father and mother perform congregational prayers at the pesantren mosque, after their prayers stop by abi and umi's house to just talk

Khanza again sat next to aluna, in his sitting he stroked the stomach of aluna, all eyes were on the hands of khanza, especially atthar her husband, he smiled to see his wife, why khanza wanted it so much, she wants to get pregnant and be very vocational

The time shows at 21:00 wib, the mother's father and khanza and atthar say goodbye to go home and rest, when he arrived in the atthar room asking about the behavior of his wife who was at home umi

"Honey, why do you like to hold the stomach mbak aluna?" said Atthar while changing clothes in front of the glass of his closet

Khanza smiled meaningfully, she looked at her husband with a smile

"Pengen pregnant is also dear, want to have a son who is kind and good, who is handsome like you his ashes and beautiful like me uminya" khanza spoke cheerfully while imagining what he had in mind

Atthar approached his wife, he approached and hugged her

"Don't think too much dear, we just go and pray because it's the power of Allah SWT we can only try and pray dear" atthar let go of his embrace

Khanza nodded with a gentle smile

"Yes mas, khanza does not think about it kok, khanza only wants it, khanza also understands it is all a gift of God, we do business yes mas" pinta khanza excited

"Obviously donk dear, tonight we can also try" atthar scrunched one eye on the khanza and the khanza laughed smacking her husband's chest

Day after day the khanza and atthar go through are very happy for them, they love each other, they love each other, understand each other and support each other, there is no gap for khanza to remember his past, he said, the treatment of atthar so soft and loving to throw away his past to be unceremonious, now they live happily and even khanza desperately want a zuriat that will be a complement to their happiness

One day, when she was working, she always got questions from some of her coworkers and also her husband's friends about children, plus she heard that one of the employees at her husband's boarding school, her husband, already pregnant when their marriage is only 3 months, while he who has almost a year has not been given a child

It makes him very sensitive and often cries silently, first atthar did not know it, he found out after finding some testpacks in the bathroom trash can

When Atthar wanted to take out the garbage in his bathroom, he found several testpacks with negative results, he closed his eyes, he did not expect if khanza really wanted a child

He does not know what to behave like, which he knows at this time his wife must be very sensitive if it is about children, he can only continue to be beside his wife, supporting her and trying always there for his wife

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Time passed by so quickly, day after day, month after month until the time came when aluna would give birth, all the members of the abi family came to see aluna, as well as father and mother, too, there are already two parents who accompany aluna and baim

Both aluna parents live outside the city which is quite far from the city of aluna work, now they are present to see the delivery process of his son

"Alhamdulillah aluna has given birth to pa, ma, umi abi" said baim arrived, he had just accompanied his wife to give birth normally

All the members present were happy, not least khanza, khanza gave thanks and tightly grasped the hands of her husband, her husband knows very well the feelings of his wife who arrived in the last 4 months was very eager for the presence of zuriat, he looked at his wife who was covered in tears, whether it was tears moved or what, he said, atthar again clasped his wife's hand, his gaze could not be separated from khanza, he tried to understand and find out what exactly his wife felt

"Alhamdulillah baby boy complete and healthy" continued Baim, he returned to the maternity room to see his wife and child

After he saw his wife, he tried his son, he carried her and took her in front of his wife, Aluna held her son, he had been waiting for her for a long time and finally God entrusted this great trust to her, aluna and Baim unceasingly thanked Allah SWT

"Thank you, baby, for fighting and getting back to health for both of us" said Baim to thank his wife

"Thank you also for waiting patiently for him to be present, Thank God finally entrusts him to us" he said

"Dear, we will take good care of him with affection" baim kissed both, he kissed his son then kissed his old wife, he also kissed his wife's hand, he loved aluna very much regardless of whether they already had children or not

In the waiting room that is now a family gathering place, Atthar took his wife away from his family for a while, he understood that if his wife might be very anxious to cry at this time, khanza was just quietly taken by her husband, he understood that if his wife might want to cry at this time, he didn't ask a single question

And now they were sitting in another waiting room, only the two of them, atthar sitting his wife in the chair and while he was kneeling before his wife

"Darling.." said Atthar gently holding his wife's hand, he also kissed her.

There was no need to say much, atthar was right his wife did want to cry, and at this moment the cry of khanza broke out, she did not know why she was so anxious to cry

"Crying if it calms you dear" Atthar got up from his wife's presence and moved to sit next to his wife, he embraced his wife and now his wife was crying in his chest

Long enough khanza spent his time crying, atthar just silently listening to his wife's cry that also made him so bitter, he was eager to make his wife smile again, he wanted to make her smile again, he was afraid that his wife would be stressed by what she did not get

After the khanza cry subsided, Atthar smiled and saw his wife's face, wiping away his wife's tears

"Is it better?" tanya atthar and khanza nodded his ass, atthar smiled to see his wife, he invited his wife to eat the hospital bag before returning to see his banganaan

"Do you know why this beautiful wife of mine is crying?" tanya atthar when they were put in the hand, khanza just shook his head

"Honey, I know, you really want a child, but please baby, don't be like this" said atthar gently while stroking his wife's hand that felt on the table

"The son's business is none of our business, dear, as I said we can only try and leave the rest to the Creator, there is a Creator, God knows better when the time is right for us to be entrusted with a great trust" continued Atthar, and the khanza just silently listened

"Khanza knows it's God's business, but why? why haven't we been entrusted with such great trust? And we have done all the commands of Allah SWT, does not Allah promise to grant every prayer of His servant?"

Hearing his wife's question, attare was very surprised and beristiphfar in his heart, he asked what was with his wife

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