I Accept My Destiny
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The night after the Isya prayer, khanza contacted his father and mother, telling them all about his activities today which were very exciting and very useful
Father and mother are very happy to hear it, God willing next weekend the father and mother will go to the lodge to see the development of the child alone wayangnya
After contacting the father and mother, khanza joined in chatting with the Umi family, where they gathered there were abi, umi, baim, aluna, atthar and also khalisa
"How was the charity event?" ask baim
"Alhamdulillah, running smoothly mas, children welcome him enthusiastically, atthar had also bought some mattresses for them, the mattress is thin and not worth using"
"Alhamdulillah then son, continue to share, look at other parlors that are still very far from the word decent" said abi
"Yes abi, God willing" said Atthar
"If there will be another charity event, let me know mas ya thar, mas also want to share" said baim and atthar smiling nodding
Gathering together is already an activity of the abi family after praying isya, they will talk and share stories
Khanza looked very sleepy but he forced himself to join, aluna saw him yawn several times and aluna smiled
"If you sleepy go rest, you are tired all day from dawn until the afternoon of work continues" said aluna
"Yes, son, go to rest and force yourself" continued Umi and khanza smilingly nodded
"Baikla umi, khanza, please sleep first" said khanza
"Assalamualaikum" said khanza slightly bowed his head to everyone there
After leaving the khanza room to rest, umi saw atthar, umi wanted to ask but hesitated a little but umi had to make sure one thing
"Atthar.." call umi, the others just pay attention.
"Yes umi" replied atthar
"Can I ask you something?" ask umi
"Ask what umi?" ask atthar
"Do you like khanza son?" ask me gently
Deg. . . .
Atthar immediately looked at Umi, and a moment later he lowered his head, he had not answered the question
"Why did Umi ask like that?"tanya atthar, instead of answering atthar, asked back
"Umi saw him son, umi is very familiar with umi children, umi just make sure" said Umi softly
Atthar still lowered his head, he played his finger, he did not know what to answer
"If you answered yes to the question, is it wrong?" baim said, atthar looked towards baim smiling, baim embracing his sister laughing
"It's very clear" baim laughed
"In light of the suspicion of khalisa, mas atthar is very different in mbak khanza" said meledek khalisa
"Then how's aina?" abi's turn to ask
"Well that's what I'm worried about abi, atthar already berta'aruf with aina, but he likes khanza, umi it doesn't matter if you like anyone as long as it's good, but you also cannot hurt other women" said Umi
"Yes umi, atthar tau, atthar has hurt aina very much if aina knows about this, but atthar confused umi" said atthar
"When did you like him, son? What since he's been living with us?" guess umi and atthar shook their heads
"If because you often meet at home and go to the house causing you to like it is one of the umi children, umi let a gadiis to stay with us without thinking about the children lanang umi" explained Umi
"No umi, this is not one umi, atthar apologized, atthar had liked khanza long before he lived here umi, atthar and khanza have often met because of aluna mum" explained atthar
"Really thar? It's been that long?" aluna was surprised but liked it
"Ntahla mbak, atthar also did not know, atthar was happy to see him, but at that time he already had a prospective husband, that's what atthar heard" said atthar
"Umi's just looking at aina son, don't make someone wait, wait for something uncertain like this, two months ago you asked for a new president and it will arrive next week" umi sighed so did atthar
Atthar was confused
"Atthar will be Istharah umi, Allah will give atthar the answer, atthar sure it is" said atthar calmed umi
"Umi believes you can solve it" said Umi and atthar smiling calmly but not with his heart
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Right in the third of the night atthar woke up asking for guidance to the Creator, he berwudhu and perform tahajud prayers and after he performed Istikharah prayers to determine his life choices
Almost every night Atthar did the same thing, he was superstitious and istikharah, he was very sure of his God, whatever problems he faced, he believed his God would always help him
Khanza also woke up to carry out his obligations, in contrast to atthar who asked for instructions to determine his soul mate, khanza just the opposite, he asked God for help to forget his former lover who still disturbed his mind
Khanza asked for a better successor daniel and could guide him to pick up the Ridho Allah SWT, atthar and khanza asked in his prayer, they asked for the best choice of Allah not his choice, he said, for Allah is All-Knowing what is best for his people
After their prayers continued with dhikr, khanza who was not used to waking up in the third of the night, now he had accustomed himself, he was much better than the khanza who used to be
The morning before, after the dawn prayer aluna invites khanza to walk around the boarding school, in addition to talking, aluna also wants to know the development of khanza in forgetting what kind of daniel
Aluna is happy if the khanza match with his sister-in-law, atthar, but he also has to make sure the feeling of khanza, whether still linked to daniel or has begun to forget daniel
"So how's the deck here?"
"Alhamdulillah mbak, I am very comfortable, the person is very good" replied khanza
"Alhamdulillah seneng mbak dengernya, what about daniel?" ask aluuna
Khanza sighed heavily, he walked slowly
"Once in a while I miss him, when my day is heavy he is always there for me, but now uda g is there again" said khanza
"So you still get frequent?" tanya aluna and khanza nodded her lips
"G any intention of finding a soul mate here deck?" ask aluna idly
"A long time still perched in the heart of mbak, how to want to enter a new one" khanza answered casually
"You can do it, I'm sure" aluna assures the khanza
"If I'm busy working or other busy g ssih mbak problem, even g keinget at all, but if you want to sleep, usually the same old phone daniel, but, that's why I still often keepet" explained khanza
"Before going to bed let there be busy reading a book, let g lonely, if loneliness must be remembered" said aluna
"Yes, too, mbak, I have to divert my attention and my mind" said khanza convinced
"Well donk, do not be missed keep ntar his people come loh" said aluna teasing khanza
"Where maybe mbak, the guy he knows I'm here" khanza poked his lower lip
"Who knows, if Allah wills, hihihi" aluna continued to tease and it made me smile
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