I Accept My Destiny

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A month after the departure of abdullah, khanza still feels the same sadness but occasionally he can laugh and joke with her husband

Atthar feels happy slowly his wife is as usual, although sometimes the feeling of longing with his son often visited his wife, but that is normal according to him

Atthar wanted to take his wife for a vacation, during this one month khanza really did not want to go where even to the ummi house which is not far he was lazy

He is more at home cooking and berberes well, he also really likes to sit while talking to the photo of the child he has washed and he hangs on his wall as a memory, atthar sometimes feels worried when his wife khanza likes to talk to his late son, he is afraid his wife is depressed but hides it

"Honey, umma has finished berberes and cooking, now umma want to memamnggil abi you first to eat, umma stay first yes" said khanza in a photo of his son

Atthar only heard and saw her from afar, when Khanza was about to call her husband, she was a little surprised that her husband was behind her

"Have you been there?" Ask khanza

Atthar smilingly approached his wife, then hugged her and kissed her forehead

"What is my wife doing every day like this? Talking to our kid about a picture of our kid?" Tanya gently atthar with still hugging his wife's waist

Khanza nodded with a smile

"Khanza is just a fad mas, so there are friends like that" said khanza

"This wife is fine, right? Please do not hide anything from mas yes dear, if anyone bothers just say it, we face the same" atthar remarks make khanza confused

"I mean mas?" Ask khanza

Atthar smiled, then took his wife to sit in the chair, he embraced his wife to lean in the field and he held tightly to his wife's hand

"If we are drawn into grief, it can mean we are not sincere with what God takes from us and we are not pleased with what God destined for us" said Atthar

"Losing Abdullah is very heavy dear, what else we look forward to it for a long time, losing abdullah is not only your sadness, it is also my sadness, but God willing, sincerely, let's just say that there is someone who spies on us to keep the cat 1 month, we are already affectionate and close not to the cat, but the cat owner came to take what he has, he said, should we be angry?" Atthar and khanza shook their heads

"Well, we can't be angry and we have to be sincere about what we don't have, even though we love it so much, it's a day's worth, just like we are now, child, child, property even husband or wife also take care of when God can take it at any time" continued atthar he rubbed his wife's shoulder

"You have lost the abdullah, you understand and feel the same, but now you have lost two people who love and love the most, namely your wife and children, mas does not approach his wife like before, who is cheerful, likes to walk and laugh" said atthar sendu

Khanza flinched and saw her husband's face, as they stared at each other, deepening their feelings, khanza hugged her husband and cried

"I'm sorry khanza mas, khanza thinks too much about himself khanza, but mas is also a father who must also feel the loss of his son hiks.hiks" said khanza

"Dear, I understand, you who carry it 9 months and you who suckle it, obviously your sadness is heavier than the mas who only received it when he was born, the bond between mother and child is very strong" Atthar said to calm his wife

"But please don't be like that, speaking to the photo of our child, the devil will easily take advantage of your sadness dear, he will continue to possess you so that you do what is not good, believe me, he said, that is Satanic incitement, slowly he will lead us to not be sincere and not free, then lead us to do things that are not in accordance with sharia, please do not be like that, mas feel you are very depressed if like that, mas shocked dear to see you like that" atthar said at length and khanza understood and then beristighfar

"Astagfirullah, khanza sense of right mas, talking with photos abdullah make khanza feel as if abdullah exist, but maybe it's just a devil's trick, astagfirullahal'adzim khanza dissolve in the game of Satan" said khanza surprised

"Honey, it's okay, longing is a natural and human thing, mas also often miss our children, but mas pray that we are met in heaven later, and then we will be called to heaven, we're lucky dear God willing Abdullah will pick us up later, he's a dear heaven child" atthar pacified his wife

"Now all we have to do is pray and ask God for forgiveness so that we can be honest with the provisions and be sincere" said Atthar again and khanza nodded in agreement

"God willing, later we ask for forgiveness the same dear, mas also responsible to the wife mas, mas will guide the wife of this beautiful mas" atthar comforted his wife and khanza smiled

"Dear, what if we're on vacation? Since the departure of abdullah, ummanya abdullah is very lazy if invited to travel, mas want us to forget for a moment our sadness, but that does not mean forgetting our children, g so intents mas" continued atthar

"Where are we going?" Khanza smiled happily

"Teruning my wife where, mas let's go" replied atthar

"We honeymoon dear" atthar blinked one eye flirtatious and it made khanza laugh loosely

Atthar was happy his wife laughed again after a long time of silence, laughing just like smiling

"Baikla, khanza will find the best holiday reference, now we can eat first?" Take khanza

"Is my wife hungry?" Atthar bowed his head to hear his wife's shrill voice

"Well, don't be like that, it's the same as when khanza got pregnant with abdullah" said khanza and atthar jolted, his intention comforted his wife uh the opposite

"Hehee sorry dear, her intention wanted to comfort my wife, but instead reminded me back" atthar smiled wryly feeling unwell

"Khanza is comforted, my dear mas, let's eat" Khanza stood out to take her husband to the dinner table

Atthar held his wife's hand and kissed her, and it made the khanza flutter, the atthar stood hugging her waist and whispering something

"After a meal, can you ask for the right?" Atthar soft speech in the ear of his wife so that makes his wife amused

"Mas uda long fasting dear, now mas want to break the fast" said Atthar again

Khanza smiled shyly, she replied to her husband's whisper in a soft and shahdu voice

"Good-heartedly dear" said the khanza, she let go of her husband's embrace and passed away in shame

Atthar smiled happily, he perfectly understood that his wife must be blushing

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