I Accept My Destiny

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Alhamdulillah khanza does not need to be hospitalized, doctors give some drugs including fever drugs, anti-pain drugs and antibiotics and vitamins

Khanza is allowed to go home by the doctor but if after the medicine runs out the pain does not decrease then khanza must return to the doctor

Atthar was grateful that his wife did not return to the hospital, it would be difficult for the khanza, khanza was asked to rest and remain calm, as long as the khanza sick father and mother delayed their return, he said, they really care for their children with affection that has never changed from the past

"Mother.forgive khanza ya who until now still troublesome mother and father" said khanza slowly

"You are our dear child, how can a mother be troubled by her child, we will take care of you until our breath stops" the mother answered khanza's concerns by rubbing her child's head

Khanza smiled, he was happy to feel the warmth of the mother's affection like before, yes like he had not married before

"Makasi mother, khanza dear mother and father, if the father and mother go home is okay, roamala.khanza has improved a little while there is a ma'am, he is always on standby for khanza" khanza did not want to burden his parents and khanza also did not want if later his mother and father were sick because of soy sauce

"Dear, you're lucky to be an atthar husband, he's always there when you need him, I also see that he loves you so much and is a top religion" she praised her daughter-in-law

"Yes ma'am, khanza is very lucky to be the wife of a mas atthar" khanza smiled at the mother

"Mas atthar alone who is not lucky bu khanza's wife, khanza can not give anything to him, khanza just bother him" said khanza smiled wryly

"Who said lucky mas g married you" atthar suddenly came with a tray containing food

Mom smiled at hearing Atthar speak, mom said goodbye to go out and let the couple talk

"Mas is very lucky to marry you dear, beautiful, smart, righteous, able to serve your husband well, and give mas a child heaven, because Allah favors whichever else is denied" atthar said slowly to hold his wife's hand

Khanza smiled at the end of her husband's sentence, while her husband was really a painkiller, Atthar could always comfort her

"real mas? But our son is in our arms, khanza g can make him in our lap now" said khanza softly, he again mourn his son

"Darling, life is dead soul mate and sustenance is God arranged, no matter how hard we try if it is not our soul mate then it will never be together, never be together, God has arranged our lives as well as possible and that is the best for him, He is all-knowing affection, sincere though difficult and accept although bitter" atthar gave a cult to his wife

"Our son has become the son of heaven who will lead us to the paradise of His God God willing, so do not be regretted dear and do not blame yourself, this is already His provision and already our destiny" atthar hugged his wife, khanza again let out his tears

"Well now umma abdullah should not cry anymore, mas bribe eat yes trus take medicine so quickly healed and we can visit the camp of abdullah" atthar persuaded his wife and lucky his wife complied

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A week has passed, khanza has recovered from her breast* pain, mother and father have also returned home as well as aluna and baim, the ummi house returned as usual, deserted because they only lived three, but they only stayed, atthar and khanza are back in their homes again

Since the departure of his son abdullah, khanza has indeed changed a little, he is more silent than talking, still clearly visible on his face the sadness is still very deep

Every before going to bed, the khanza always repeats the video of his son along with the photo he captured, itula as a release of his misses on his son

Atthar tried to comfort his wife, since she recovered from her breast*ra khanza always asked to visit her son every morning before her husband worked

Atthar is very worried if khanza continues to continue like this, every time he wants to work he always invites khanza to meet his friends, friends, it was done so that khanza did not experience the stress of being at home alone with a sad mood, but khanza always refused her husband's invitation, he reasoned if he would settle the house and cook

Seeing the khanza who always refused his invitation, atthar also asked for help ummi to invite khanza to the ummi house so that khanza yidak lonely and continue to cry for his son, he said, every day Atthar had to find a way to keep his wife from wailing and loneliness

Ummi, who was worried to see the khanza went straight to his daughter-in-law's house, asked the khanza to sit in his house, but again the khanza refused

"Khanza at home ummi, khanza can be done clean house" said khanza refused smooth

"G need to be sorted out again baby, help ummi aja yuk at home, ummi g want you alone at home son" said ummi softly

"Your husband worries about you dear, he does not want to see his wife continue to grieve, ummi know the loss of the child we are so looking forward to, it is very painful but it is beyond our control dear, dear, Allah is testing you and atthar, Allah and your son also do not want you to continue like this, abdullah must be sad to see his ummanya always crying, abdullah see his ummanya from heaven with Allah" ummi spoke softly while stroking her daughter-in-law's hand

Khanza cried at the speech of ummi, he hugged ummi while crying, he released all his sorrow to ummi

"Khanza miss abdullah ummi, hiks.hiks even though only briefly khanza can hold him but khanza really miss him hiks.hiks" said khanza while crying

"Khanza can feel it as long as he is in the stomach ummi, hiks.hiks..9 months ummi khanza feel it and now abdullah has gone again, hiks.hiks khanza miss ummi hiks..hiks khanza rinduuu" continued khanza released his grief

Ummi who heard the khanza's words also cried, he also felt the sadness and longing of his daughter-in-law

"Cry son, if you miss praying, if you want to cry, cry, do not hold sorrow because you just want to keep your husband feeling, do not want to see your husband worried because you continue to grieve, then you hold your sadness, you hold your sadness, it's not good, son, if you want to cry, cry on your husband's shoulder" said Ummi rubbed khanza's back

"He would rather if you cried in front of him than you cried when you were about to sleep to sleep, crying is very natural and not wrong son, son, he is worried because you look fine but when you want to sleep your pillow is always wet with tears" ummi advised her daughter-in-law

Khanza let go of the embrace of ummi, she thought and looked down feeling guilty to her husband, ummi smiled stroking khanza head

"Thank you for letting go of your grief to ummi, ummi is very happy dear, but next time do not hide it from your husband, he is very worried son" said ummi and khanza nodded in agreement, he re-hugged ummi

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