I Accept My Destiny

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Khanza and grateful for the installation of baby breathing apparatus went smoothly, seeing his son who was assisted by a tool to breathe made the khanza more sad

"Mas, our infant kasian mas, he is in great pain, khanza sincerely mas if he returns to God, khanza is more willing to wait and meet him in Heaven than khanza should see him like this" khanza said softly and cried, Atthar very much understood his wife's feelings because he also felt the same way

"We must be strong, dear, we pray together to ask God to give what He thinks best" Atthar calmed his wife while rubbing his wife's shoulders and khanza nodded in understanding

Ummi, the mother father and abi who waited outside also ceaselessly pray for the good of his grandson, they surrendered to God after seeing the picture of their grandchildren paired with breathing apparatus

The condition of khanza and attar children is indeed very sad, such small babies have to suffer from the pain of being installed breathing apparatus, they only hope for the best according to God

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12 Hours passed, the time showed at 22:00 wib, khanza and atthar and his extended family had returned home, they were resting because they were tired, they had been waiting all day for the hospital, they were waiting at the hospital, khanza and set fear if what happens to his son again

"Please rest dear, you also have to think about your health deck" said atthar worried

"Yes mas, mas also rest yes, we are the same take care of the health of the mas, our children really need us" replied the sad khanza, he while making their beds

"Well, mom and dad have you eaten?" Ask khanza

"Khanza should apologize to father and mother for not paying attention to them, khanza is busy with khanza business" continued khanza he was about to move from his room to his parents' room in the guest room

"Darling" Atthar gently drew his wife's hand, he stopped his wife and sat her in bed

"Honey, who is busy and sad not only we love, the mother's father ummi abi even khalisa and mbak una and mas baim also grieve deck, they also feel what we feel" soft atthar

"Father and mother and all are very understanding of our situation, father and mother have eaten at home ummi dear, so dear g need to worry and feel guilty so" connect atthar and khanza nodded with a gentle smile

"We take a rest, dear, let father and mother also rest, if you want to apologize, apologize tomorrow morning, ok beloved mas" atthar smiled charming and kissed his wife's head

They are ready to sleep, they must recover their stamina because tomorrow they have to go back to the hospital to visit their children, undeniably deep in their hearts, they really hope to be able to hold and take care of their baby

Atthar took his wife to lie down on the bed, they had a light chat before they closed their eyes

But just before the khanza and atthar will rest, the hospital contacted them again, the hospital contacted atthar and said if the condition of their child was critical and expected to go to the hospital immediately

"Both sus I will be there soon" said atthar and closed his cellphone

After receiving a call from the hospital, Atthar pensively looked at his wife's face full of question marks

"Mas why?" Seeing her husband who only looked at her khanza wiggled her body to get an answer

Atthar sighed and then answered his wife's question

"We have to go to the hospital, baby, our son is back critically"

The tears of the khanza back flowing, actually they are tired but they have to fight for their child, their struggle back and forth to the hospital to visit his son is not worth the pain felt by his baby, he said, after thinking that they were far from exhausted, they again offered the best prayer for their son according to his Creator

After changing clothes, they left without telling anyone, khanza and atthar did not want to disturb the sleep of his family, they had to rest soundly thought khanza and atthar

Arriving at the hospital, khanza and atthar rushed in the NICU room to see his son, where they again saw doctors and nurses doing the action

Finally the doctor looked at the two parents who were not far from the incubator of his son, the doctor shook his head and immediately cried khanza broke

"Sorry mom, we've done everything we could" said the doctor who visited the khanza and atthar, explaining what happened to their son

Atthar nodded in tears looking at his baby "Thank you doc" said Atthar

They came to their children with tears of sadness, they were expecting another healing for their son, but God had another will

God took back what was his, God just put the little baby away for a moment

"Umma willingly dear, umma sincerely, hiks...kamu uda g sick again son" cry khanza really heart-wrenching.

"Hiks..hiks..how can I have a..I carry a..my child? Hiks.hiks" khanza said staggered

"Well ma'am for a moment we have to take off all the tools on her body first" replied one of the sisters, khanza nods in understanding

Atthar hugged his wife who was crying loudly, he really understood the feelings of his wife who had long been waiting for the presence of zuriat in their household, but God still gives them a test that they feel they are not able to face

Seeing the tools that one by one have been successfully released by the nurse cry khanza getting firmer, he was sincere but the reality is very difficult

"Why ra.rasa really hurt hiks.hiks ya mas hiks..hiks.." cry khanza broke after seeing the innocent little body of his son in front of his eyes

Atthar took off his wife's embrace, he wanted to hold his child, slowly he lifted his baby's tiny body from the incubator, his cry broke, he held his baby tightly until a hiccup crying, khanza who saw him was not able to hold back crying

After the fasting atthar held her baby, she handed their child over to her mother, the khanza's hands trembling while holding her baby

Khanza held her baby tightly, very tightly she channeled all her affection to her little baby who was lifeless

"Innalillahiwainailaihi roji'un hiks.hiks son of heaven umma, calm there hiks.hiks same God yes nak hiks...hiks" khanza said softly while crying

Stared in the face of his son, he will not forget the face of his heavenly son

"Why does it feel to lose you so dear hiks.hiks it is very difficult to feel hiks.hiks umma to sincere son, yes Alllaaaaaahhh huhuhiks" khanza as if he could not stop crying

"Oh yes dear, we must be patient and sincere even though heavy, we go home yes deck" said Atthar hugging both he was also very sick and even very sick, losing a baby and seeing his wife who was very hit

"Can we bring him home?" Atthar asked one of the nurses

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