I Accept My Destiny

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Time passed so quickly, it did not feel the age of their marriage had run more than a year almost stepped two years and khanza who had not been pregnant felt very disappointed, noah he was disappointed with who, he said, his day was not as usual, he looked a little moody so atthar a little bigung facing his wife

Khanza also still routinely buys pregnancy test kits, he always calculates his menstrual days and he is always waiting, he said, if he perseveres one heart only he will always use the pregnancy test tool so that his menstruation is really there

Atthar followed whatever his wife wanted and said, on the one hand he was sad to see such a wife and on the other hand he was very much missed by his cheerful wife as before, for the khanza's services, nothing has changed, the khanza continues to cook like a typical day, and she also serves her husband wholeheartedly, it's just that with God delaying his desires he becomes a little more reserved and like thinking too much about what he wants

"Darling...can you speak something?" atthar said as they went to sleep

"What are you talking about?" answer the gentle khanza

Atthar moved his wife's head to his arm as a pillow for his wife and they were indeed as common as that, atthar hugging his wife

"What if we go to town tomorrow? We will do a medical check up to the obstetrician, we can also all do the program dear child" atthar spoke very carefully, he was afraid if his wife offended, he said, for now the feeling of khanza is very sensitive

"Why should I check? Thank God I say healthy both" Khanza looked at her husband

"It's not like that baby, thank God we are healthy baby, it's just that the mas then read it, to find out the quality of sp*rma and our ovaries are good or we can not check it dear" soft atthar

"Later after that we will know, according to the mas it is legitimate, the name is also a loving effort, God also we want to ask Him without effort, without effort, God is testing our patience both" Atthar continued

"God is only testing the patience of khanza mas, not mas, only khanza who really wants it" khanza moved position, from sleeping in his arms now he gave distance and went back to sleep on his pillow

"Astagfirullah did I say the wrong thing, I said what earlier" said Atthar in his heart, he recalled what he said just now

"Iaaang.kok said that, mas apologise yes if mas is wrong, mas also really want zuriat dear, son of Soleh and soha that will look like umma and abinya" atthar tried to persuade his wife, his wife, he hugged his wife from behind

"Momu?" khanza said, immediately his anger subsided to hear the words of Atthar who called himself umma

Atthar nodded, khanza turned to her husband with a smile

"Umma.." khanza said again and he also smiled again.

"Good call baby, later if we have khanza children want to be called umma aja" khanza again smiled and he twisted his body to hug her husband

"Allah Allah, this time it is not difficult to persuade him" atthar thanked his wife no longer sulking, he stroked his wife's hair

"Dear, umma is a good call, what good? Abi or dad?" tanya atthar, he tried to change the mood of his wife

"Hmmmmm, good father deh mas, umma and good father really, if abi is the same ummi" said khanza excited, atthar feel sorry to see his wife, he really hope God gave him zuriat

"Ok baiklaaa, means anti mas called father aja ya?" and kanza nodded

"Dear, so how? Do you want to go to town like I said?" atthar asked again, he asked very carefully

Khanza nodded in her husband's arms, and atthar smiled happily, he wanted to check on the situation of the two of them, hopefully healthy and with an explanation from the doctor hopefully his wife can understand if it is not human power

Khanza sleeps in her husband's arms, sees a sleeping khanza, atthar smiles, he caresses and kisses his wife

"Why do you become like this baby, this is not a khanza that is familiar, mas g can see you grieve every day, mas want you to be cheerful like before, mas kangen you deck" atthar tightened his embrace, he was sad to see his wife who continued to be moody and he also did not know what to do

Atthar fell asleep while hugging his wife, and so did the khanza who slept soundly in her most comfortable place - her husband's embrace

As promised by her husband, today they will go to the city and see an obstetrician for an examination, before they went to the doctor they first visited the house of aluna and baim to see the mere ponaan of their puppets

"Assalamuaaikum" said atthar and khanza

"Waalaikumussalam" said aluna while holding her son's uwais, it did not take long khanza and atthar waiting in front of the door of the apartment owned by his brother

"MasyaAllah there is onty and uncle, let's please come in, why gngabarin anyway if you want to come?" aluna

"G what is mbak, we are just for a moment really" said khanza, his eyes sparkling turned to uwais

The age of uwais has now stepped on ten months, again gemeshnya gemesh and very active

"Wouldn't wear uwais clothes? can I just take the mbak who's using?" khanza

"MasyaAllah can really donk onty, uwais dear mother same onty and uncle first yes, mother wants to make a drink first" said aluna and she went to the kitchen not far from her living room

The eyes of the khanza sparkled to see the uwais, he invited the uwais to speak and uwais rambled to answer what khanza said, seeing uwais so cute accidentally khanza tears flowing

"Darling why are you crying?" ask atthar panicked

Khanz shook his head

"uwais is too gemsh mas" khanza smiled but shed tears, in his mind he would have thought if he also had a baby as smart as uwais he must be very happy

"O Allah dek, mas kirain why again, mas bantuin mbak una first yes dek" attar following aluna who was in the kitchen, he tells a little story to aluna who had been friends with his wife, plus they are the same woman so maybe aluna better understand how khanza feels

"What's up?" aluna asked as soon as she saw Atthar coming to her, as if she knew that her sister-in-law and her best friend were having problems

Atthar smiled wryly

"Mbak tau aja...mbak" atthar began to tell the condition of the current khanza, dark who often moody until when khanza crying because too gesh see uwais, atthar told everything without anyone passing

Atthar hopes that aluna can help him so that Atthar knows how he should behave to face his wife

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