I Accept My Destiny

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A week has passed, khanza and atthar are still waiting for the miracle of the Creator, the condition of khanza Alhamdulillah has improved greatly, he was like before, he was like before, he is very excited every day because he will meet his baby to deliver his breast milk

The condition of khanza and atthar children still has not changed even had to worsen but can still be resolved and improve again, khanza was stressed and exhausted for several days back to the hospital and atthar was very worried about his wife's condition

Khanza was also not excited because it has been a week the condition of his son still has not changed, but she was reminded again by her husband if they should not be reddened and discouraged in praying and asking the Most Possessing of all things and khanza rose again to remember the things he had always been praying about now it's in front of his eyes

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This morning the khanza are ready to go to the hospital, yes their busyness every day is to visit the hospital every 8.00 wib in the morning, before the khanza has prepared ASI for his son

Khanza and Atthar are preparing to leave but they first get a call from the hospital that reports if the condition of his son decreases drastically

Khanza and atthar became incompetent, did not forget they reported to ummi and mother, heard their grandchildren in a bad state ummi, abi and khalisapun followed to the hospital, and, while the father and mother also went straight to the hospital even though it was a bit far from his house but they wanted to see a grandchild and accompany their child

Arriving atthar and khanza at the hospital, the khanza tried to walk as fast as possible he was afraid of unwanted things happening, although his former surgery was still a little painful he tried to hold it

"Slow down baby, think about good health too, we'll get to the NICU room" said Atthar worried about his wife

Khanza hahyabdiam and keep going, atthar pagan right what his wife felt, his wife was in a state of turmoil and very worried about their baby

Arriving atthar and khanza in the NICU room they saw the doctors and nurses were crowding the tiny baby

"Dok...why is my son doc?" Tanya atthar was worried, whereas khanza could only cry looking at her son

Khanza prayed in his heart that his son would be fine and given a long life, his tears flowing down

"He had a decrease in consciousness sir" said the doctor and doctor again took action on the tiny baby

When the doctor wanted to pair a device through the tiny mouth of a baby the cry of the khanza became even more painful when he saw his son treated like that, for a long time doctors and nurses did an action that was so painful to the baby according to the khanza

"Enough.hiks..hiks..cukuupp..he sakiitt..hiks...hikss.." said khanza while crying to see the condition of his son.

Hearing the khanza talking like that, doctors and nurses suddenly looked at the khanza, they also knew it hurt the tiny baby but it was also an attempt to save the baby according to medical

"Sudaah.hiks...hiks..my son is in pain.hiks...hiks..please enough please..hiks...hiks" khanza again voiced his sorrow.

Doctors and nurses go awry, on the one hand, they are also kasian and do not have the heart to do rescue actions that are very painful, but on the other hand they have to do it, but on the other hand they have to do it, life or death is the business of Allah SWT is most important for those medical colleagues, they have tried their best based on the procedures and knowledge they learn

The doctor again carried out rescue measures although he had to hear the cry of a wounded mother seeing her son who was installed various kinds of tools and hoses in his tiny body

Khanza braced himself to see what the doctor did to his son, as well as atthar, the tiny baby did not make a sound at all, it made the khanza and atthar very worried but they continued to pray in their hearts

"If I do not desire you to love and care for my son, I accept my destiny, O God, I sincerely accept, I will meet him in Your heaven, O God, I will, please release my son from his pain, O Allah" again khanza pleaded with Robbnya

"Saturation is getting lower doc" said the nurse in charge of paying attention to saturation in infants, the doctor just nodded and returned to action

"God save my son, O God, my wife and I so desire, we have long been waiting for him, O God, even more my wife, please allow my wife and your servant to love and guide him, Rob, I beg you" said Atthar praying in his tears, he also did not let go of his gaze on the little baby in front of him, their prayers were different

For a long time the doctors and nurses performed various actions on the baby, khanza and atthar ceaselessly pray to the creator

Likewise with the khanza and atthar families who are waiting outside, umi, abi and Khalisa have long since arrived at the hospital and they also continue to pray to the Creator to ask the best according to Allah SWT

While the father and mother who were on their way to the hospital also prayed for their grandchildren, the father and mother did not stop contacting the ummi, they were curious about the news of his granddaughter

It feels impatient that father and mother want yiba immediately in the hospital, he is very worried about the situation of his grandson and his son, he is afraid khanza experience stress after giving birth, she said, mother prays not only for the recovery of her grandson but also for the health of her son who is being shaken at this time

"Where is khanza ya well, whereas we if the child has a hot fever already very worried, what else khanza and atthar, every day they have to see his son who is filled with hoses, which are filled with water, o Allah g kebayang mother well, how do khanza and atthar feel" said the mother

"Yes ma'am, we just pray for the best for our grandchildren yes ma'am, as well as for khanza and atthar may they be strong and healthy yes ma'am" said father and mother to pray the father's prayer

At the hospital doctors and nurses are still trying to take action on khanza and attar children, they do not give up at all, they also try to be as gentle as possible in their actions so as not to hurt the baby more

The parents strengthen each other, the khanza rests on her husband's shoulder in tears and continues to recite prayers for her baby, as well as atthar, she said, although he was not strong, he still tried to look strong for his wife

After a long time doctors try to do the act of endotracheal intubation (Endotracheal incubation is done by inserting an elastic tube into the throat through the mouth or nose) this action is a common procedure in the unit intensive care of newborns

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...sorry still howling up...

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