I Accept My Destiny

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"I know you're disappointed, but this is not what I want, honestly I want us to be together, but fate is not on our side" replied khanza

"Yes I understand, this is the way" Daniel said briefly

They did not feel they had reached the khanza's office, when the khanza was about to get out of his car and Daniel held the khanza's hand

"We're friends, aren't we?" daniel and khanza nodded

"Don't antagonize me okay, if I call you please lift up, I just want to talk maybe to let go of the miss and I promise we'll talk like friends not ex" continued Daniel, who was a friend of the former, he rubbed the head of the khanza covered in hijab

"Well, thank you for the last ride, tomorrow and so on don't pick me up, and you don't take the bus, keep your private car, I don't want our meeting to happen again" khanza said with a smile and daniel returned a khanza smile

Khanza got out of daniel's car by waving his hand, and the khanza went into the office leaving Daniel

Daniel smiled considering his first meeting on the bus, a very sweet meeting and a love story that was also very sweet, but unfortunately fate did not match them

"Thank you for the sweet day of khanza" said daniel monologue, then he left the khanza office to his office

Undeniably, deep down inside Daniel he was very sick to separate from the girl he loved, but what to say, their relationship could not be saved at any cost, anyway, he will try to forget the khanza and all his memories

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Unlike the daniel who tried sincerely and legowo, khanza actually cried as if so in the toilet of his workplace, he had already wanted to cry but he was resistant because he did not want to cry in front of Daniel

Long khanza kept silent in the toilet, he still cried until his eyes were a little swollen, after he was satisfied to cry he justified his makeup and hijab, after coming out he entered his room

"Dek" said aluna who was a little surprised to see the eyes of the khanza slightly swell

"Yes mother?" khanza

"Your eyes are very crying you deck until the swelling" said aluna.

"Ha cook anyway mbak?" khanza took the glass pliers in his bag

And sure enough his eyes are very swollen, very noticeable if he was out crying, khanza closed his eyes, he tried to add makeup so as not to be seen by people if he was crying

"Where would it be like gini? Still look g?" khanza asked aluna

"G too really, why can the deck get swollen? crying for the sake of?" aluna was sitting in front of Khanza

"G mbak, I cried just in the toilet, I took everything away mbak, this terrible pain I can only escape with a cry"

"So how now? Uda really split up?" tanya aluna and khanza nodded

"I uda said that if I don't want to see him again, we are quite friends, and at first he g agreed but I mean, yes abisnya g there is a way out mbak, mbak, the only way we part ways is mbak" said sad khanza

"The beginning may be heavy deck, but over time you also get used to yourself again, okay, strong yes you are, many more worship to be sincere and calm" said aluna rubbed khanza shoulder, he said, he smiled gently at the khanza

"Why is it that Allah calls me to be tested?" ask khanza

"Huussh g may say, Allah is All-Knowing, He knows best what we need than ourselves, never su'udzon be with God, he said, can't be sure God has made you a better match than Daniel, God wants us to test because God loves us, you will go to class if you are patient and sincere, surrender to Allah do not su'udzon with Allah" explained aluna at length

"Astagfirullahal'adzim" said khanza and aluna smiled at him

"God is according to the prejudice of his people, if we want God will do good for us then hushnudzonla on Him, okay" continued aluna poking khanza's nose

Khanza nodded with a smile, why if talking to aluna his feelings became a little calm, he intended to be more diligent again worshiping Allah SWT so as not only busy and can forget about daniel, he intended to be more diligent again worshiping Allah SWT so as not only busy and can forget daniel, but he also wants to familiarize himself with good practices and worship according to his religion

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The afternoon has come and the workers are ready to go home, this afternoon khanza will return home in his bus, he has ended his relationship with daniel

"You've been picked up by Daniel again?" aluna asked, khanza shook his head

"G mbak, we uda ended us uda so my friend jadk I returned home to the beginning with the bus favorite hehehee" said khanza joking

"Rome home just like me if it's a deck" bargained aluna

"G do not mbak distance kesian mbak and the mas tired" reject khanza polite

"I used to ride the bus before I also took the bus hehehee" continued khanza

"You have a heart" Aluna waved to the khanza who passed towards the bus stop

Not waiting for long khanza riding his bus, he sat at the corner of the window while pensively looking at the road he went through

While cool to see the way the phone is in the khanza bag ringing and it turns out it was from daniel, khanza sighed, the first call he did not answer, he did not answer it, the second call was the same and the third call khanza finally answered a phone call from Daniel

"Yes daniel, what's wrong?" answer the gentle khanza

"Have you been on the bus? If you miss the bus let me know, let me pick you up" said Daniel and it made the khanza smile a little

It's ridiculous to think khanza, why he could be left behind by buses, there is a reason for daniel so that khanza can go home with him

"Don't be silly daniel, I've been on the bus, and God willing I've never missed the bus, ok, I close the call first, daaa" khanza smiled ending the phone call daniel

Along the way khanza was still pensive, he remembered his memories with Daniel when they first met, daniel was a good man and polite and humorous, indeed, it's not hard for a khanza to like and love a guy like Daniel

But what you want to say is that destiny is not on his side

"We are not fooled by Daniel, there is a very big difference between us that we can not finish, forgive me for not fighting, will fight even have to fight what? Our relationship will never have an end, love should not have, right? well khanza from today you must move on, do not torture yourself, God willing can, remember the word mbak una, mintala help God....O Allah help me to escape this pain aamiin" said khanza monologue in his heart

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