I Accept My Destiny
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The hand of the khanza lifted touching the incubator slowly, he rubbed the incubator while crying profusely hope that tomorrow or in the future there is a miracle for the recovery of the baby
"Yes Allah dear umma hiks.hiks.kamu strong dear" khanza continued to cry while wiping the glass incubator, as if he was rubbing the body of his tiny child.
"Umma and father will accompany you dear hiks.. hiks.umma g will leave you alone, umma and your dear father will hiks" continued khanza.
Atthar who heard the sad words also cried, he could not see his wife crying and his son in pain
"What can we give this to our children?" Khanza asked her husband
"Mas don't know the deck, did you just ask the nurse?" Atthar and khanza nodded in agreement
Atthar left his wife to accompany his son, khanza did not dry tears, every saw his baby he continued to cry, he did not have the heart to see his son like that
He knew if the hose really hurt his baby, wanted it to feel he replaced his son, let him feel the pain of origin not his son, he said, but it is all arranged by Allah SWT he can only pray that his heart is healed by the Most Healer
Shortly after returning, he smiled and nodded
"Can you please mas?" Ask khanza
"Alhamdulillah can deck, he said even good, because asi antibody is best for babies dear" said atthar and khanza nodded
"Hopefully with asi umma, umma's child quickly recovered yes hiks..hiks not long here dear" khanza still hiccups to see his son filled with hoses.
"Umma saying goodbye first, son, umma's child must be strong so that we meet soon, baby, umma waiting for you son" khanza stroked her baby from behind the glass incubator, her tears refused to stop
It hurts so much to leave his son alone, want khanza continue in the room NICU to accompany his son, but he also had to rest to quickly recover from post-surgery
Atthar pushed his wife in a wheelchair, he held his wife's shoulder to strengthen the khanza, the khanza welcomed her husband's grip, and he held her husband's hand on his shoulder, they strengthened each other
Khanza also knows that not only is she sick to see her son like that, her husband must also be sad to see his son who he should be able to carry but Allah has not given that opportunity
"Was our son already adjudged?" Ask khanza
"Alhamdulillah is dear" replied atthar
"Did I carry it?" Ask khanza again
"Don't worry, I only accused him after our son was incubated, alhamdulullah he responded to the deck when mas adzankan, his body moved slowly" atthar happily told him
"Alhamdulillah ya mas" khanza's tears flowed again, he could only cry and pray, even though God had given him a baby but God had not given him a chance to hold his baby
"You must be strong khanza, only you and your strong husband so God gives this hard test, just calm down soon you will level up khanza, strong khanza strong, strong khanza, Allah and your family are for you khanza" khanza monologue in heart, he encourages himself
Khanza had been lying on his bed again, atthar asked him to rest, khanza nodded and continued to hold her husband's hand
"Dear, God loves us and always remember this verse 'God will not test his servant beyond the limits of His servant' remember that dear yes" atthar kissed his wife's hand
"If we are given a severe test that we think we will be able to, but we must remember 1 thing dear, God will enable us in dealing with it dear" continued atthar
"As it is today, you must not see our child like that? Mas also dear, do not forget the more sick mas see the wife who continues to grieve and also see the child mas who is in pain, mas strong because mas hold on to him, because mas hold on to him, mas complained to him and mas continued to pray" Atthar tears spilled, he as much as possible not to cry in front of his wife but he could no longer hold it
Khanza was surprised to feel her husband's hand was wet, she saw her husband's head down but her husband's shoulders shook, she also shed tears
"I'm sorry khanza mas, khanza thinks khanza is the most hurt here, apparently khanza is still selfish, not thought at all by khanza it turns out that khanza's husband is more sick to see khanza and his son like this, it turns out that khanza, forgive adek mas" said khanza, he straightened the head of the husband, he saw her husband who flooded with tears, he wiped away her tears
"We are strong the same, yes mas, again forgive khanza mas, we are the same praying mas so that we are strong and our children recover quickly" khanza tried to smile
"Here hug first" said khanza again
Atthar smiled and immediately hugged his wife, he was already a little stiff because his wife strengthened him
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In the evening the khanza and atthar families gathered, the mother of the father of ummi abi khalisa and aluna and baim were also present to accompany the khanza and atthar, they had alternately seen the baby khanza and atthar, they had alternated to see the baby khanza and atthar, all were sad and compassionate, seeing a tiny, sinless baby filled with hoses to eat and breathe
However, their grief is not shown in front of the khanza and atthar, they do not want to increase the burden of the mind of khanza and atthar, his family only pray for the best for them
Time showed at 19:30 wib, the atthar and khanza families had just finished performing the congregational isya shilat in the khanza treatment room, although the khanza did not pray but the khanza participated in praying for the baby
Shortly after they finished their prayers, obstetricians returned to visit the khanza, he examined the khanza and provided therapy for the khanza to improve and the good news is that the khanza was allowed to go home tomorrow morning and the doctor allowed the khanza to visit his son as long as the khanza remained careful and concerned with his health
Khanza and Atthar and their families are very grateful to the doctor, although they were happy that the khanza were allowed to go home, they were not happy enough that the baby khanza and atthar had to stay in the hospital for a while until his condition really improved
Khanza and his extended family must be legowo, it's all for the good of his son, khanza and atthar sincerely leave his son while in this hospital, they hope his son quickly improved and healthy like other children
There is no guarantee that the baby khanza and atthar will be cured after a few days in the incubator, but they still hope to the Owner of the Universe, Allah SWT
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