I Accept My Destiny
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Umi tells everything to atthar, umi tells me if daniel re-contact khanza and increasingly make khanza's heart confused
"Even daniel wants to convert to Islam son, because he only wants to marry khanza" said Umi told the khanza problem to atthar and there was also abi
"Alhamdulillah umi, if he wants to convert to Islam, is not it a good thing?" answer atthar
"But if Daniel converted to Islam and married a khanza then what about you son?" ask umi
Atthar smiled even though his heart was worried, he tried to be rational
"Umi...does not Umi already know if the soul mate, sustenance, and death is in the hands of God? As hard as athar wants it and close to him even one house, but if not the soul mate atthar, atthar can what umi?" atthar smiled softly
Umi smiled and approached her son, rubbing his back
"Umi is happy, you are not blinded by love, you can still think and remember if everything has been arranged by Him" said Umi
"Abi was happy to hear it, it turned out that the child abi was big-hearted" said abi and atthar just smiled
It is undeniable that there is a little disappointment in Atthar, he is also an ordinary human who can be disappointed, but atthar will keep trying as long as khanza really married daniel
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Every night atthar woke up from his sleep in the third night, he told the Most Hearing, he also prayed to be brought closer to his soul mate
"If he is not the soul mate of the servant, then please keep us O Allah, do not let me hope in man, the servant only hopes in You O Allah" atthar in his prayer
Fajr also reverberated, today atthar became imam prayer in the mosque and as usual every morning prayer there will be tausiah to be delivered by ustadz ustadz in the cottage
This time it was the turn of the atthar who would give tausiah, atthar opened his language with greetings and as, and there came a time where he would discuss the matter of khanza
"What if someone converts to Islam not because of Allah?" atthar said, he smiled and glanced at the khanza who also looked at him and the khanza looked down embarrassed
"The entry of Islam because it just wants to get married is not something wrong, entering Islam is legitimate there is no problem" said Atthar
"The person who converted to Islam is called a convert and the convert is actually a person who is still unstable, he converted to Islam can be because of love or because of property or because of others" said atthar
Khanza looked back at Atthar and atthar also glanced at khanza, he smiled thinly and resumed his tausi
"However, including Islam because it only wants to marry Muslim women so that they stay together it is not recommended but it is not wrong, he said, what is better is that the person reads Islam and understands Islam and accepts it and then marries rather than entering Islam just because he wants to get married" atthar again glanced at khanza, who is not a Muslim, khanza continued to look at atthar who was giving tausiah
The purpose of tausiah atthar which discusses the condition of khanza now is so that khanza can think clearly, atthar only gives a view to Islamic law, so that khanza does not return to worry with his heart, so that the khanza can confidently make his choice
"Love is blind, isn't it? But it doesn't matter if it's a stepping stone to come to Allah, so if he converted to Islam just because he wanted to get married, as long as he lived and practiced Islam correctly afterwards, then, then it doesn't matter"
"So until here understand yes, the important thing is the end result, let's pray that people who convert for any reason will become devout Muslims" said Atthar
Atthar also ended his tahusi, they prayed and shook hands with each other
Khanza waited for atthar to come out of the mosque, he wanted to ask something to atthar, when he saw the atthar out khanza also called him
"Mas.." said Atthar.
Atthar turned towards khanza and smiled
"Yes khanza, what's wrong?" answer atthar
"Mmmm...can khanza ask?" ask khanza
"Can...set the road can be? please you first mas will listen to it in the back" said Atthar
Khanza smiled "All right mas"
Khanza walked ahead of Atthar, and he began to ask
"Why are we talking about someone who is going to convert?" ask khanza
"Why indeed? What's wrong?" atthar replied, he always smiles when talking to the khanza
"Bu..no..just every time the mas give tausiah always seems to lead to khanza problems" said khanza with a little turn his face towards atthar.
"Why are you laughing?" ask khanza
"Hahaa..maaf..umi told me that if Daniel contacted you again and wanted to follow you to convert to Islam, is that true?" ask khanza
"I.iya mas.." replied khanza nervously.
"Aren't you worried?" tanya atthar again and khanza saw atthar with a nod of the head
"Tausiah who was conveying earlier is only a picture for you, so you can think and make choices" said Atthar
"Ask Allah's help with Istikharah, do it every day, God willing will guide you" said Atthar
"Yes mas, khanza will pray istikharah, thank you mas, mas helped khanza a lot" said khanza slightly turned his head
"If you need something you can ask directly to the mas, or also to the umi and others, do not hesitate" said atthar
Khanza smiled and it was invisible to atthar
"Well, thank you again mas" said khanza
"Thank you once again for the refrigerator" joked atthar and khanza laughed crisply
"Hahahahaa..mas can joke too yes" khanza turned to Atthar with a smile that was still developing.
Atthar saw the smile of khanza and he joined in smiling, he was more fascinated with the smile of khanza that makes khanza more beautiful according to atthar
Atthar immediately lowered his gaze and took a slow stand, but the khanza heard him
"Why are you special? What's up?" khanza asked with a worried tone
Atthar re-established his views
"Mas only keeps away the temptations of Satan" replied atthar origin
"I mean mas?" the innocent Khanza did not understand atthar's words, he asked puzzledly
Atthar smiled and teased the khanza even more
"Satan began to disturb the mas to tease you" said atthar nosy, he covered his true feelings had been attracted to khanza
"Don't you start teasing khanza now?" khanza turned his head slightly and Atthar laughed crisply
Hearing Atthar laughing khanza join in smiling, khanza began to feel comfortable talking with atthar
khanza thinks that atthar is not like what is shown from the outside, which is a quiet person and does not talk much so that people become confused with him
However, in fact if you like to know atthar, it turns out that atthar can also joke like daniel who likes to tease him, even atthar has a plus that is soleh
Khanza began to compare atthar and daniel, if daniel teased him, once he would also do Physical touch and different from atthar, which from his words alone can make himself smile and even laugh
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