I Accept My Destiny

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Khanza and daniel separated as usual, he dropped khanza dihalte buses not far from the khanza house, and Daniel waited for khanza to go khanza to his house and then he really left khanza

Khanza entered his house with a greeting on his face looks once if he was tired, he was about to go to his room but the mother who saw him was so tired to greet him

"Khanza....you why son? You sick? It looks like you are not doing well" said the mother

Khanza smiled faintly at mother

"Alhamdulillah khanza healthy ma'am, khanza g what is just tired" replied khanza

"Yes, you have rest first, son, clean and then we will pray pilgrims yes" said the mother rubbed her child's shoulder

Khanza nodded with a smile, then he entered his room to rest, khanza lay on his bed without changing clothes, he felt very tired and dizzy, he saw the cell phone that Daniel gave him and he also saw a photo of him with Daniel in his cell phone gallery

For a moment he smiled, but after he began to cry, his heart was very sick, even very sick, why did God bring him together Daniel if he had to feel this pain, like this, deep in the heart of the khanza he was disappointed in the creator, why he was given such a heavy ordeal according to him, the khanza who had just first felt the beauty of falling in love, the beauty of falling in love, not ready to feel the tremendous pain he was feeling right now

Khanza cried until he fell asleep, he woke up again when mother knocked on the door of his room, he saw the wall clock in his room and it turned out to have entered Maghrib time, he answered the knock on the door from his mother

"Yes mom, khanza just woke up mom, I pray first yes khanza want to take a shower first" said khanza a little shouting

"Baikla son, don't be long ntar time out" said mother

"Yes ma'am" replied khanza

Khanza began to clean himself, after everything was finished he carried out his duty as a Muslim, namely the maghrib prayer, after the khanza prayer cried as it happened, he told everything to his Creator, he told everything, he poured out all his heart to Allah SWT as aluna said, the best place to complain is on the prayer mat that is when we pray

Khanza cried and told his Rabb until the time of prayer isya and he continued his prayer, after he finished his prayer, he returned to lying down, he refused the invitation of his mother to dinner, he was very unappetizing, he was very appetizing, he really is under stress

Khanza chose to hide this in his parents, he did not want to tell them, no matter what the cause and reason, tonight daniel contacted noah how many times but khanza still reluctant to lift it, he said, he was not going to talk to Daniel because it would hurt him more, from now on he will keep his distance from Daniel, he does not want his love for daniel getting bigger, he said, he was sad to see Daniel who also seemed stressed with their love problems, but he could not do anything

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Night passed by and morning, as usual, khanza was waiting for dihalte, he hoped the bus would be dihalte before daniel so he could ride the bus instead of daniel

But like Daniel can read the mind of khanza, he came faster than usual, khanza exhaled to see daniel who came first, inevitably he boarded the car daniel

"Hey baby, have you been waiting?" daniel welcomes khanza

"Daniel stop, don't call me that again" replied the khanza

"Why indeed? You're still my lover and I love you, listen...... I'm your chin tai" said daniel, emphasizing his spelling and he started running his car to the khanza's office

"Can't we just be friends? our relationship is a relationship that is in vain daniel, I do not want to go too far again, it is very painful" said khanza

"Is that why you ignored my calls and messages?"

? ik?I've given it to me but I'm sorry I can't wear it anymore, it keeps me remembering you" said the gentle khanza, holding back her tears from flowing, but Daniel saw a puddle of water in the eyes of the khanza

Daniel saw his pity, seen from his tired face like he was holding a heavy weight and he tried to be strong

Khanza shook his head

"It's not true Daniel, don't ask for such a thing I don't want to" said khanza

"Alright, forgive me...khanza...I can't get away from you khanza, can I still pick you up and drive you home?" daniel pinta

"It's the same Daniel, it's gonna hurt us if we meet every day like we used to, I don't want us to see each other again, I don't want us to, at first it may feel heavy but over time will get used to it and you quickly find a new one so that your day does not feel lonely so we can forget each other" said khanza

"If we keep this up it really tortures me Daniel, so help me.please" continued khanza.

Daniel sighed, he did not know what else to do, right khanza said it might be very heavy at first, but deep down in Daniel's heart he would rather meet with khanza even though his love story will be in vain, at least he treats his longing

"Alright, I'll try it but please give me this phone let it be a memory for you, I sincerely give you" said daniel

"But I can't daniel, I'll always remember you, and that makes me sick" Khanza said

"Please khanza take it from me, if you still refuse it, you can just throw it in the trash, maybe it's better" said daniel, sontak khanza turned towards daniel

Daniel's words really made him not feel good to Daniel

"Baikla for this one I accept it, and sorry I can't repay you for this gift, thank you for giving me this precious phone, I will take care of it, I will take care of it, I'm also sorry if I ever hurt you during our acquaintance" Khanza said

"Are we really not supposed to meet at all?" ask daniel

"Well, we'll meet if you or I'm married, maybe it's better, I'll bury our love story and I'll try to forget it, I'm sorry daniel" khanza was still holding back her tears, she just kept looking up while blinking her eyes

"If you want to cry, cry, it won't make you weak khanza"

"No Daniel, I don't want to cry anymore, it's been enough these three days I'm crying, I'm tired of crying, I have to be strong" replied khanza

"I'm also sorry if I've hidden the truth that we're different, believe me not that I purposely hid it, I'm just confused, how do I tell you and I'm also afraid you're leaving me if you know we're different, and finally what I'm afraid is really happening, maybe it's our destiny to not be united" daniel said that he did not look at the khanza

"I know you're disappointed, but this is not what I want, honestly I want us to be together, but fate is not on our side" replied khanza

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