I Accept My Destiny

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Hearing the story atthar aluna smiled, he really understood the feelings of khanza, because he was a fellow woman and also had been in a phase like khanza

"Mbak was also once placed khanza, it feels sick and disappointed thar, we ask why God has not granted our prayer prayer, why God postponed it and so on" said aluna explained to atthar, atthar just kept quiet and nodded

"Mbak understands very well what khanza feels, as we are not sure of God and disappointed, mbak also never like that, but mas mu" aluna smiled

"Your mother always reminded me that if Allah knows better what is best for his people, then this might be like a khanza who has just learned to study religion so we need guidance, in the past you often brought mbak to recitation almost every night, mbak busy with worship and worship and work so that mbak surrender to Allah by itself" aluna patted atthar's shoulder slowly

"Besabarlah, invite khanza to further explore our religion, invite him to study and tausiah tausiah so that he learns and really surrender to God" atthar nodded in understanding

"Makasi ya mbak, I will follow the advice mbak, I'm just afraid khanza stress mbak, he's not like usual" complained atthar

"Atthar, with khanza once he has been categorized as stress loh, and setau mbak time mbak kedok kemaren doctor also revealed that prospective mothers and fathers should not be stressed" replied aluna

"Oh yes mbak, then what doctor? Coincidentally we also want a doctor" immediately atthar thought he wanted to memita doctor's recommendation from his sister-in-law

"Bak kemasaren hospital**** according to mbak doctor is good and she is female, mbak only check 2x, why g dilanjutin? Because at that time I was surrendering to Allah, you try to know who mediates Allah's sustenance through his doctor" aluna smiled and he invited atthar to rejoin his wife

While khanza he hugged his bangaan tightly, very clear in the eyes of aluna if he was looking forward to his baby

"Dek.." reprimanded aluna while putting drinks and snacks that he made earlier.

Khanza turned with a smile but there was a trace of tears in his eyes and aluna and her husband saw that, aluna approached and took her son from the arms of the khanza, khanza sort of did not want to escape from his ponaan, he said, aluna just smiled

"Uwais played with uncle first yes" aluna gave her son to atthar and atthar took him no where, atthar understand very well if aluna wanted to talk alone with khanza

After atthar disappeared from sight, aluna smilingly looked at khanza, she approached khanza and hugged him

"What's wrong? Why crying?" ask aluna quietly

Khanza answered aluna's questions with her cries getting louder, aluna patted her brother-in-law's back, they still hugged, aluna calmed khanza

"Crying, letting go, not holding is not good for health and mind" said aluna again, he continued to hug and rub khanza's back

"Bak cried every night, saw people who already had children at a young age, making mbak think why God has not given zuriat at the age of 30 years old, mbak, moreover, if someone asks, the suggestion is very heartbreaking" continued aluna, khanza nods to justify ucpan aluna, aluna releases her embrace, aluna, he clasped the hands of the khanza and the khanza listened to what aluna was talking about but he was still crying

"Believe the deck, God knows what we don't know, can be given this great trust at the age of 33 years, can wait almost 6 years and it's not a short time, he said, as Baim continues to realize that we must always believe and accept God's decree, we do not know when the best time is according to God, with the age of 33 years old, you are really ready to be the mother of God" explained aluna at length, he smiled gently at the khanza and wiped away the tears of the khanza that he had taken for himself

"Being a mother it will take our deck time and it is not easy, if you are given zuriat at the beginning of the wedding it could be mbak not ready as it is now, mbak can stress, mbak, baby blues and others because at the beginning of the wedding mbak also sna like you mbak still in the early stages, know and learn to strengthen faith and pakwa mbak, and now mbak also still learning, mbak, God does not not answer our prayers but He delays them, He knows better what is best for his people"

"You know, when pregnant mbak uwais mbak has long since resigned with the decree of Allah, God, and when we truly surrender to Him and believe that His ordinance is better at that moment he gives us whatever we want and experiences it, some of the previous prayers of God begin to be said, God said, so surrender to Him do not judge Him and do not be so bad to Him" aluna concluded with a smile, she gave a drink to the khanza and the khanza received it and drank it

"Makasi ya mbak, true what mbak said, I was disappointed but not with whom, sometimes mas atthar so the impact, what else heard people around the cottage asking 'what is filled' and always that question" khanza sighed

"We can't control the mouth and speech of the deck people, our hearts and emotions are what we should control, it's okay if they ask that means they care about us, heamiininin a deck, he, isn't that a prayer" replied aluna smiling and khanza nodding

Shortly afterwards atthar and uwais rejoined aluna and khanza, atthar gave uwais to his wife and his wife greeted him cheerfully, atthar glanced at aluna at a glance and aluna nodded her head to mean that everything was fine

Khanza and Atthar said, they will soon be in the hospital to do an obstetrician examination

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