I Accept My Destiny

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Atthar and khanza went to the hospital, and Abi was taken in a wheelchair, because abi's legs were not so heavy

On the way khanza only listen to atthar and abi talk, they are more about boarding school, abi only ask occasionally to khanza

"How do you do, son? What's the fun of living and working in abi's lodge?" ask abi

"Alhamdulillah khanza happy abi, and khanza very comfortable here abi, thank abi for allowing khanza to join the abi boarding school" replied khanza sunga

"Same son, thank God if you are at home, anyone can join to work or study in abi cottage without exception, as long as abi can help abi will help, he said, because if it helps and facilitates the affairs of others then Allah SWT will apply likewise to us" explained abi smiling

"Yes abi" replied khanza

Shortly after they were hospitalized, Atthar helped abi to get out of his car while the khanza held abi's wheelchair, after abi climbed into his wheelchair and pushed him into the hospital

"Here we go, here we push abi" bargained for khanza

"It's okay mas, mas go register, let khanza who brought abi in, and we will wait in the waiting room" said khanza

"Alright khanza thanks" said atthar, then atthar passed before khanza to queue up to be registered

Khanza happily pushed abi into the waiting room, he pushed slowly

"Abi...can khanza ask?'' khanza said they were in the waiting room

"Yes khanza, what do you want?'' abi asked khanza

"How was abi and umi used to educate abi children? So that it becomes the son of Soleh and sholeh like sekararang?" ask khanza curiously

"Why are you asking like that?" abi asked back and khanza smiled

"There is no abi, khanza only feels very heavy abi, wake up at 3, pray a lot, pray sunah and obligatory prayers, monday and thursday must fast, does khanza sin abi if it feels that way?"

Abi smiled at the khanza, abi felt khanza was just not used because he had just joined the school and maybe a little surprised by the rules of the pesantren also at home

"If you want to be good, the obstacles are hard, son, and it's the trial, the sign God loves us is to give us a test, we are asked to be patient and not give up, he said, continue to expect Him to be given convenience in all matters and ask that we remain istiqomah" explained abi

"If heaven is cheap, it will be easy to get there, and it may not be as beautiful as God promised"

"Because God promises heaven is very beautiful even beautiful we can not imagine, therefore to enter there is also not easy, just imagine there is available what we want, so we can not imagine, and we'll get everything there"

"But Islam never makes it difficult for its people, the obligatory prayer that sins for us to leave is only prayer 5 times, while the prayer of circumcision and fasting circumcision, if done part-time and left is okay, it is okay, we can choose"

"But if we choose to pray circumcision, then it will add good charity to our scales later, and also that circumcision will cover the deficiency of the obligatory, then it will add to our charity, for example, our prayers are not yet solemn, then the circumcision prayer will be the refinement"

"God does not need our prayers, we need them, we pray and do other worship to get the pleasure of God and we pursue His heaven, heaven and hell that we determine, if you want to go to God's heaven then obey his orders, if you want hell yes we can live like us" explained abi at length

"So you just don't get used to it, later if you get used to it, you will feel deprived if you leave one circumcision prayer alone, be patient son" abi smiled

"Changing is easy son, from the one who has not closed the aura to be closed, but the difficult one istiqomah, keeping it always closed" abi again smiled advising khanza who is still learning

"Thank you abi, I'm sorry if khanza complained abi"

"It's okay son, the name is also learning and you long you will get used to it later, it becomes heavy son, the temptation is very much" said abi and khanza nodded smiling

Shortly thereafter, atthar is seen coming to meet abi and khanza

"That's mas atthar abi" said khanza, looking at the atthar who was walking towards him

"Already abi, let's wait at the abi therapy place" said Atthar

"This is the khanza mas who pushed abi" said khanza wanted to grab the abi wheelchair but lost quickly to atthar

They go to therapy to wait for their turn

"Have you got the answer to your istikharah, son?" abi and Khanza asked

Atthar looked at the khanza for a moment, their gazes met for only three seconds

"Already abi, atthar has got the answer" without atthar answerpun abi already know the answer

"Then what will you say to ustad bahar and aina?'' ask abi

"Atthar was still confused abi, atthar did not know what to say to ustad bahar and aina" atthar again glanced at khanza for a moment, khanza just lowered his head to listen to the chatter of both father and son

"Be clear, son, if you lie you will sin and God will be angry" said Abi

"Atthar also thought like that abi, atthar will be honest and tell everything, atthar also did not carelessly make decisions, atthar had done Istikharah prayer and atthar sure it was a guide from God" atthar at length

"God knows better what is good for his people, go immediately to the house of the ark, apologize to him and aina, maybe you are not yet a match" said Abi

Hearing abi's words, khanza looked at Atthar for a moment and he looked down again, he was eager to ask but hesitated and did not want to interfere

"Mas atthar and mbak aina are not yet in a match? Did they cancel the ta'aruf?" khanza in heart

Khanza again looked at Atthar with a face full of question marks, atthar also looked at khanza and khanza back down

Atthar smiled at the behavior of the khanza, he seemed to know if the khanza wanted to ask something but hesitated, attharpun just silent

Shortly thereafter the name abi was called by a therapy nurse to perform therapy, atthar and khanza followed abi to see how abi developed while being treated

Khanza and Atthar are sitting in a special chair of patient assistance, khanza is eager to ask but he still hesitates

"Mas.." call khanza.

"Yes.what's up" replied atthar

"Did khanza not hear wrong? If earlier abi said that mas and mbak aina have not been matchmaking?" ask khanza

"Why indeed?" atthar asked back deliberately

"Will I replace Aina?" atthar smiled, teasing khanza

Not yet had khanza replied, atthar was called by the therapist to inform the current state of abi

Atthar also left the silent khanza dumbfounded at the words of Atthar

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