For Me And Him

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"Virgos." Tamy pulled the soft end of my shirt.

"Virgo!" call him a little scream.

I looked away and looked at him.

"Why shut up? I'm asking."

"What are you asking?"

"Which father? I miss you" said spoiled Tamy.

"Dad-"

"Dad here, honey," replied Leo into the room.

"Dad." Tamy raised both hands, like a child asking to be carried.

Om Leo smiled and clutched tightly to the tiny body of his only puppet princess.

Kiss the top of the girl's head gently.

"I miss you, Dad, why did you just come?" tanyanya.

"Kok tumben you miss Daddy? Usually if there is a Virgo. I will be forgotten."

"Where that might be, I'm Dad's girlfriend. Dad is the man I love the most in this world. I love you, I love you so much, Dad." Tamy smiled so widely, somehow the smile looked very different.

Such a beautiful and very charming smile. His face looks very radiant even though his skin is very pale.

He laughed, he joked with Leo without any sorrow. As if he would know that soon he would be free from his pain.

"Darling, I have something to say."

"Say," she replied quickly.

"The donor bank called Dad, they said they found a graft that was perfect for you."

As Tamy's smile faded, he stared at Leo's face, fixed and deep.

She smiled soon, but her face looked sad.

"really? Good, Dad. That's very good," he replied with a bow of his head.

What the hell is going on? Why do I feel, that Tamy is not happy to hear this news.

Or is it possible, Tamy realized who the donor was?

"Tamy are you unhappy?" many confused.

Tamy widened his lips, he raised one hand. Asking me to stand on one side.

Tamy wrapped one hand around my waist, the other hugged Leo's waist tightly.

"How could I not be happy. I'm so happy that I don't know what to say."

Tamy tightened his embrace on my waist and dropped his head on Leo's chest.

"There's Dad, there's Virgo. Knowing Ryu and the other friends. How could I not be happy. I'm so happy, so happy, Dad. I have you all by my weak side."

"Don't talk like that, you'll be fine soon, Tamy. So don't be sad, you have to be enthusiastic so that your health will recover and be able to do a heart transplant, yes," I said encouragingly.

"But I'm so tired" he said slowly. Even his voice was barely audible.

But somehow, that very clear speech sounded in my ears.

"Tamy-"

"Dad," he called back cheerful.

"Why?"

"Aren't I very good now? Can I go out and sit in the park? I'm bored, Dad," he asked spoiled.

"Tamy, you still have to be here. Rest well."

"I think if it's too long here it will also die of boredom," he whined spoiled.

"Tamy!" press Leo hard.

"Oh Dad, I want to get out. I want to breathe fresh air. I don't like it here, I hate the smell of drugs and also the dope in this room" he whined back.

Om Leo glanced at me, he sighed and nodded slowly.

"Alright," replied Om Leo relented.

Tamy let go of his smile and opened his blanket. Move to a wheelchair with a little running.

I don't think he feels any more pain, but he's still weak. But sometimes his spirit makes me forget that he is suffering.

I pushed Tamy's wheelchair downstairs. Entering the green grounds of the park behind the hospital.

Tamy waved his hand at some of the small children there. Can't wait for the wheelchair to get there. He walked right up to the kids.

Tamy goes into his game, he laughs with his voice occasionally coming off. Playing with the same child she suffered with.

Sometimes I don't know how they were able to laugh at such agonizing suffering.

I see them sometimes pity. I don't know, maybe if God says God knows the power of man, it's true.

He chose tough people to test. Choose a heart that still survives on fragility and also a soul that is still patient in the midst of the impact of severe trials.

Kuhela breathed in a slight relief, dropping my head on the back of the chair.

Slowly the gust of wind made my eyes close tightly. Everything is going fine now. Thank goodness everything is going to be okay now.

A colekan felt disturbed my sleep, I opened my eyes and saw Tamy was sitting next door.

"What's up, hem?" ask me while sitting firmly.

"Why sleep here? If you're tired, rest in Dad's room."

I smiled and grabbed my girl's head.

"I'm fine, are you done playing?"

"Let's play with me, Virgo. They've been waiting." Tamy pointed towards the group of children.

I held Tamy's wrist who wanted to get up and walk there.

"Tamy, you need to get back to bed rest."

"But I still want to play" he replied spoiled.

"We still have plenty of time." I smiled and gently stroked Tamy's head.

"Virgo," call her soft.

"Hem."

"May I ask?" he asked while looking at my face deeply.

I smiled and touched the end of his chin. Why is her face so different now?

"You ask what? Why is your face so different today?"

Tamy lowered his gaze, releasing my hand grip on his chin. Linking our ten fingers together.

"If so, I'll no longer be by your side. How long can you be faithful to our love?"

For a moment I was silent, like something was hitting my chest. Tamy, one question sentence from Tamy was able to make my chest very heavy. Even heavier than before.

"Why do you ask that? Don't say it like that, you're gonna have a heart graft soon. So you'll always be here."

Tamy raised his head, he smiled gently. Showing a very sincere smile. I never saw this smile.

"I'm just asking, Virgo. Can you survive long without me? As long as you survive without your mom?"

"Maybe not. If you don't exist. Maybe I'll just hang on by myself for two months" I replied.

As Tamy's countenance changed, he hit my chest in annoyance. Dropped his head on his chest, hugged my panggang tightly.

"Basic playboy," he said lazily.

"Therefore, you must be by my side constantly. So that I don't seek another heart."

Tamy sighed, he buried his face in my chest.

"Ck ... Tamy, why are you so pessimistic? You're doing very well right now, a little more we're going through this time, honey."

Tamy just shook his head, he stayed for quite a long time. There was a long sigh that grew heavier every time he breathed.

"Virgos."

"Hem."

"Can you let go of the grudge with sister Riyu's family? Make peace with sister Riyu, she's your brother, Virgo."

"Why did you always tell me to make peace with him? Is Ryu important to you?"

"Virgo, what's in this world is never certain. Right now he's your opponent, one day he could be your best friend. Whatever is in front of your eyes, you can't just believe it. Everything can change, someday. Everything will change."

"All right," I replied in defeat.

Kuelus had a soft head, kissing this blonde strand of my girl. I don't know what's on his mind right now?

But it wouldn't be good if I argued with him. His breathing felt heavier, like there was a burden he was carrying right now.

"Tamy, what are you thinking, honey? Why does it seem so heavy?" manya curious.

"Dad," he answered.

"Dad? What happened to your father?"

"Until now, I don't want to marry again. I know you love your mom very much. But it's been too long, you have to be happy too."

"Tamy, your father is happy right now. Don't force him to do things he doesn't like, hem."

"I'm worried, Virgo," he said gently, without looking at it I know, he must be holding back his tears to keep from dripping on my shirt.

"Worry why? Same story with me."

"I'm afraid you'll be alone if I leave. You're gonna be lonely, who's gonna take care of you?"

"Where are you going? We're going to have an operation, honey. Don't talk like you're leaving us,"

"Virgos." Tamy lifted his head, looking at my face with eyes that looked so sad.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Say."

"Can you promise, you'll look after me?"

"What are you talking about? We'll take care of Dad together. We're gonna make a lot of kids to keep dad company, yeah."

"Promise me yes, Virgo. Take care of me, because I love the man I love the most in my life."

"Tamy, why do you say that, stop talking like this. I don't like it!"

"Promise?" Tamy clasped my sweatshirt and shook it spoiled.

"Yes, I promise" I gave in.

Tamy released his smile, stretching his palms over my chest. His head was stuck above my heartbeat.

"Hearing your heartbeat makes me feel so happy, Virgo."

I smiled at Tamy's words, I took his hand that touched my chest and held it tightly.

"Virgos."

"Hem."

"When I suffer alone, when I rise again. I complain a lot to you, and you are always loyal by my side. I can't reply to anything, can only say, thank you, Virgo. Thank you for being willing to accompany me."

"No need for Tamy, you don't have to do anything to get back at me. I did it all because I love you."

"Virgos."

"Hem?"

"The day when I always touch you, when I can always hold your hand. The days when I pray for you and the days when we always laugh together, joke with everyone, hope to be together. Everything feels so precious to me, Virgo."

Tamy took off his hand, wrapped his hand around my waist and held it firmly.

Slowly his embrace began to weaken, Tamy raised his head and smiled widely.

I saw the look of her face more radiant, beautiful with all the pale because of her illness.

"Everything I feel when I'm with you and our friends. It will be the most precious treasure. I'll remember every second of it, the time I've spent with you, Virgo"

Tamy shed his tears, his hand touched next to my cheek. It felt cold his skin was so different.

"Until this moment, the thing I'm most grateful for is meeting you. Because of you, my life feels so good. I can still live, with a heartbeat that can stop at any moment."

"Tamy, don't talk anymore." Embrace Tamy's tiny shoulder and hold it tight.

"I beg you, Tamy, don't go. Don't do this. Survive, Honey. Hold on a little more, I beg you."

"I love you so much, Virgo. Tell me you have to live well and get married."

"Tamy, stop!" I hugged Tamy's body tighter. Slowly the water passed through my cheeks.

"Don't miss me too much, Virgo."

"Tamy, let's go back. You should get treatment at this time." I took off Tamy's embrace, and shifted his body.

Tamy held back my movements, he smiled and shook his head.

"Hug me, Virgo. Hugged me even longer."

I wiped away the tears that kept flowing, hugged the girl tightly and carried her.

"Tamy, hang on. Please hold on."

"I can't stand it anymore with you and Dad, Virgo."

"What do you mean, Tamy?" manya panic.

Tamy coughed, spewing a thick, red liquid over my shirt. I accelerated the steps into the hospital corridor.

Slowly his hand slipped off my shoulder, along with his eyes that were closed with a stream of water that flashed back.

"Tamy!" I shook his body, seeing the appearance of his face that was increasingly pale with blood that continued to spill from his mouth.

I ran, down the hospital corridor that felt so long to go through.

Panicking, I don't know where to run, all I know is Leo, I have to run to Leo's room.

"Tamy, please don't do this. Hold on for me and your father."

I raise Tamy's body which several times sagged down because it was brought running, I kicked the door of the room om Leo.

The doctors who were there looked straight at me. I slowly walked over, approaching the group of Doctors, but there was no Leo there.

"Where, Leo?" manya panic.

"Doctor Leo, he--"

"Virgo," call Leo's Om soft.

"Help me, Om. Helpme. Tamy said he wanted to give up."

Om Leo took Tamy out of my arms.

"Why don't you take it to the treatment room?" ask Leo Ketus.

Om Leo took Tamy's body from my arms. He ran her out of the room.

I followed Leo's step into the treatment room. A nurse rests my body. Closing the door leaf, hiding Tamy from my sight.

I sat down at the door of the treatment. I shed my unbearable tears again.

How come? This effort is just a little more. Tamy gave up on the edge of this struggle.

All this time I have always heard that people will be healthy shortly before they meet their death. Tamy's face, Tamy's smile, everything on Tamy today is different. Totally different.

Could it? Tamy, he .. will meet his new world?