For Me And Him

11

"Em, that's, me, how do you say it, brother?" I answered a little confused.

"Say, what's the difficulty?"

"That's my friend, brother. He asked me to bring him the medicine."

"Em, what is this medicine?" asked Jerry, who was getting curious to see my confused gelagat to explain.

"That's it, Jerry doesn't know it's okay either."

"Oh, really? if you don't want to tell me already."

Brother Jerry took my hand and gave the medicine plate to my hand.

"This I return." said Brother Jerry Jutek.

"Em, thank you, brother. Actually this is the cure to launch coming months."

"Eh." Brother Jerry grinned and scratched the nape of his neck.

His face blushed slightly as he listened to my words.

"Then I go to class." Brother Jerry left me quickly.

I breathed a little more relief, thankfully Brother Jerry did not suspect me.

I cleaned up the rest of my belongings and walked back to class. I saw Virgo at the front door of the classroom.

Crossed his hands and put his shoulders on the wall.

"Tamy, I ..."

"It's Virgo, you don't need to explain anything. I'm fine." I broke up while walking through Virgo.

Virgo pulled my hand before I could get into the classroom.

"Tamy, do you really want us to break up?" ask Virgo gently.

For a moment I just fell silent, where I might want to break up with you.

"Tamy, try to be honest with me. If you are no longer comfortable. I'm not gonna force you."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I turned my body back and stared at Virgo's sad face.

"Virgo, what if today we're truant?"

"Hem? what's?" ask Virgo not to believe it.

"Come with me." I pulled Virgo's wrist and walked out the gate.

Before the bell came in, Virgo and I got back out of school. While Virgo just followed my footsteps that walk gnawed his hand.

Virgo opened the lid of the mineral water bottle and gave it to me. I stared at the morning streets from the edge of the city park chair.

It was stuffy and stuffy, even when I was outdoors too. I still felt that the oxygen I was breathing felt very heavy.

"Tumben you want to skip, Tamy?" ask Virgo gently.

"Virgo, have you and Aura known you for a long time?"

"Ehm, have known for a long time. But I'm not too close to him."

"Are you being honest with me?"

"You don't believe what I say?" ask Virgo back.

I grinned and gulped a little water to wet my lips. I turn my face, look at Virgo.

"What do you feel when you see the state of Aura like that, Virgo?"

"Sad, kasian too. Must be hard going through life with one kidney alone."

"If I were in Aura's position, would you also be like me?"

Virgo smiled and looked at me. Pinched both sides of my cheeks firmly.

"By what? don't like the unimportant. Don't like equating yourself with others Tamy.  In my eyes, you are the most beautiful."

I let go of Virgo's hand, a little annoyed, I hit Virgo's shoulder firmly.

Virgo just grinned and pulled my head down on his shoulder.

"Tamy, I don't know. People say that teenage love is only temporary. But I want you to be my love forever."

Deg, there's an arrow that feels really warm touching the recesses of my heart.

I closed my eyes and breathed a little heavier than before.

"Why?" tanyaku.

"That's it, but when other people say, my feelings for you can't last long. I can assure you that love does not care if I am a teenager or an adult. As long as the woman is you. Forever, I'll still choose you."

I closed my eyes again, and dripped a clear stream of water from my eyelids.

Hear every word you say, Virgo. As if there was something piercing in my heart, I couldn't accept all of your feelings of love.

"Tamy, no matter how long it takes, all I'm waiting for is you. Just you, Tamy."

I drew the snot that almost came out, I caressed my two eyes.

Realizing my slightly different breath, Virgo pulled my shoulder and tried to stare at my face.

"You crying?" ask Virgo while grabbing one of my cheeks.

I shake my head and smile bitterly. For some reason, Virgo's words made my heart ache.

"Tamy, why are you crying? you still don't believe me? because of yesterday, huh?" ask Virgo worriedly.

"I don't trust you, Virgo. It's just, you don't expect too much from me." I replied, holding back the increasingly broken cries.

"Why are you talking like that, Tamy?"

"Because someday, I'm afraid, that I'm going to hurt you very deeply." I poked my palm in front of my mouth.

I can't stand the deeper crying anymore. Virgo grabbed my chin and wiped away the increasingly rushing watercourses across my white cheeks.

"Tamy, why are you talking like that?" ask Virgo worriedly.

Gently, Virgo played his thumb on my cheek, I saw the sweet face of Virgo so sad.

I let go of Virgo's handrails and got up quickly.

"Sorry, Virgo. I'm sorry." I said as I ran away from Virgo.

"Tamy!" call Virgo out loud.

I ignored the call and kept running. Towards Dad's workplace.

I immediately ran into the hospital corridor. Several times I wiped away the puddle of water that continued to flow profusely.

A shoulder nudged hard on my body, the contents back in my bag fell scattered.

I pick them up one by one in my bag. Someone crouched down and helped me pick up the contents from my bag.

"Thank you, Brother. I go first." I said as I left sister Riyu in front of the corridor.

I knocked on Dad's door and went straight inside.

I hugged Dad and buried my face in Dad's chest.

I broke the whole weight of my heart in Dad's chest.

"Tamy, what's wrong?" asked Dad while stroking my head gently.

"Dad, let's just end it." I said while crying deeply.

"You mean, son?" ask me, confused.

"Dad I can't take it anymore, let's just end it."

I felt Dad's hands start shaking touching the tops of my head. Father tightened his embrace and placed the tip of his chin on top of my head.

"Tamy, please be patient a little more. Please, Tamy. Do this for Father and Virgo's sake, honey." persuade Dad gently.

"But I can't stand it, Dad. I can't stand it, I'll hurt Virgo if it lasts any longer." I reply with a little annoyance.

"Tamy, trust me. You won't hurt anyone, believe me."