For Me And Him
17
"aura?" Virgo asked raise one eye eyebrow.
I nodded my head and stared fixedly at Virgo's face.
Virgo let go of her smile and grabbed the tip of my head, stroking gently.
"I just think of Aura as a little sister. No more, Tamy."
"What if Aura doesn't think of you that way? what if Aura wants you more than Big Brother?" I asked without pause.
"What'sthis? you mean you're jealous?" Virgo asked with a gentle smile.
"If I say I'm jealous, why?" I'm a little upset.
For a moment Virgo was silent, he looked at me very closely. His lips slowly curled and smiled widely.
Virgo grabbed both sides of my cheeks and pressed my cheeks until my lips pursed forward.
"What's wrong with you? you said love on the phone, then admitted you were jealous. Not like you all this time" said Virgo softly.
I bowed my gaze, slightly blushing in shame because of Virgo's words earlier.
"Why? can't I say it?" I'm embarrassed.
"I was so happy to hear you admit it, Tamy. That means you love me a little bit."
I smile and hit Virgo's strong arm.
"Foolish base, stupid Virgo," I said annoyedly mixed with shame.
Of course I love him, does he think I'm a doll. There was absolutely no feeling after all these years together with him.
Virgo pulls my head and kisses the tip of my head gently.
"Tamy, no matter Aura or anyone else. In my eyes, that woman is just you" said Virgo softly.
"Combals, go on and just go on," I pinched Virgo's belly gently.
"At this time I can't prove my point. Wait a minute, I'll graduate with high grades and soon become a student."
"Which, by the way, what university do you want to go to?" I asked to divorce Virgo's embrace.
"Hem, I want to be like Mr. Andi," replied Virgo gently.
"Employment teacher?"
"Hem,"
"Why? being a teacher is exhausting."
"There is no profession that is not exhausting, Tamy," Virgo said as he stroked the tip of my nose.
"If your grades are good, why not try to enter the faculty of medicine or pharmacy? you can help me take care of the hospital, later."
"I never thought about going to medical school or medical school, Tamy. No interest, and neither can I."
I looked at Virgo's face with sadness, I breathed and stared blankly ahead.
"You already have a father as a Doctor, why do you still want to have a Doctor's husband too?" Ask Virgo gently.
"Because, it would be great if you work to save the lives of others, Virgo. It would be better if your hands help others to connect with their lives" I said with a blank look ahead.
"In that case, why don't you just become a Doctor, Tamy? I think you can afford to go to medical university."
I breathed and turned my hand to Virgo's face.
"I can't, Virgo," I said softly.
"Why?" Ask Virgo sissy.
"Because of me ... I want to go to MIPA faculty. He he - he."
Virgo let go of his smile and shook his head. Touching my head gently.
"Based on you, I think why," said Virgo a little furious.
"We're home yuk, it's night. You'll be angry again."
I nodded my head and grabbed my bag. I held Virgo's hand as we walked side by side.
Virgo averted his eyes when he felt the grasp of my hand.
"You why the hell? you seem different today?" Ask Virgo gently.
"I just want to treat you like a boyfriend, Virgo."
Virgo smiled again and stroked my cheek gently.
"Whatever you are, that's what makes me like you, Tamy. There's no need to be like this, and create a foreign atmosphere between us."
"If I continue as usual, will you leave me one day?" Me softly.
"I never thought about leaving you whatever your nature is, Tamy. Even in a dream, I never wanted to leave you" said Virgo softly.
"Even if one day there will be a woman who takes my place, will you still love me?"
"Tamy I beg you, don't ever ask anything as if you're going to leave me someday." Virgo pulled my body and hugged it tightly.
"Even in a dream, I'm very afraid to lose you." Virgo is getting her arms tight.
I closed my eyes to the jar, along with the water I shed as my eyelids closed.
Wh why? why do you have to say this, Virgo?
I would be very happy if today I were not Rintamy Khalia.
I'd be so happy to hear what you're saying, if I were just a normal girl who doesn't have to worry about anything.
Unlike today, my happiness lies with worry.
I love you, but I also don't want to last longer by your side.
"Virgos."
"Hem."
"I, I, want to go home," I bowed my gaze and walked quickly away from Virgo.
Sorry Virgo, I can't tell you the truth. Because I was too afraid, your attitude will change to me when you find out the truth later.
***
The first break bell rang, as fast as lightning, the once crowded classroom became quiet for a moment.
I finished some books and kept them back.
"Tamy, to the canteen yuk!" Take Shela to me.
I nodded my head and caught up with Shela who was out of the classroom first.
Walk casually while telling a light story to the canteen upstairs. I saw Virgo and some of his friends gathered at the end of the table.
The usual canteen on the top floor is filled only by ipa students from the 12th grade. Only me and Shela always eat here, because the basic canteen has no food I can swallow.
"Tamy, here." Virgo waved his hand when he saw I was in the doorway.
I turned my eyes and looked for an empty table that was a little bit away from the Virgo society.
"Tamy what do you want to eat?" Shela asked softly.
"Hem, it's normal."
Shela just nodded her head and walked to the front of the food display.
I turned my eyes and sat back to Virgo. I saw Virgo's face turn a little upset when I ignored him.
Every now and then, exclaims also tease the rancid man.
Before long the food I ordered was brought by Shela. Gave softly in front of me, but Shela instead sat behind me.
"Shela, why are you sitting in the back?" I asked to turn my head back.
"I'd like to look down, if sitting in front of you isn't visible."
"Oh," I turned my head around and began to devour the rice inside my plate.
"Shela, I'll borrow your notebook. Many lessons are left behind," I said softly.
I casually chewed the food in my mouth. But after a few seconds, Shela did not reply at all.
"Shel, the task you emailed last week, is it done yet? we make yuk together! all of you explained to me some of the material that was left behind," I said again, trying to invite Shela to talk behind me.
But Shela was still silent, she did not hear me or did not want to answer me.
"Shela," call me soft.
"Shela!" call me a little scream.
Because I didn't get an answer, I turned my body back.
"Shela you ...." I hung up my sentence as I looked back instead of Shela who was in the back seat.
Except Virgo, he casually clenched his hand and placed his head on his fist, staring fixedly at me.
"Virgo, how are you?" I'm confused.
"Why if I? no like? end of you cuekin me anyway," said Virgo softly.
"Oh," I turned my head back and went back to eating my food.
There was some weirdness from Virgo's friends.
"Oh, Virgo in pecans, bro." Donny's brother's talking.
"Silence!" Virgo got out of his chair and pulled up the chair to sit next to me.
"Tamy, explain to me, why are you cuekin me?" Ask Virgo ketus.
"Bored, you, you, and you keep what I see" I replied flatly.
Suddenly, Virgo's friends laughed out loud at my words.
"I swear, I'm very satisfied to see Virgo in the same beanin Tamy," said Brother Jerry heat up.
"Tamy, why are you so mean," Virgo dropped his head on my shoulder and grabbed my shoulder spoiled.
"Virgo what the hell, shame," I gently pummeled Virgo's head.
But Virgo again dropped his head on my shoulder, holding my arm affectionately
"Tamy, don't be." Whiney Virgo spoiled.
"Virgo, stop!" press me a little hard.
"No, no, no."
"Virgo, I said stop it!" press me again.
"Kiss, i. I'll let you go" said Virgo, bringing his face closer to mine.
I held down Virgo's face with my palm and kept him away.
"Virgo, don't be like this at school. Stopit! I don't like you joking around like this!"
Meanwhile, Virgo friends can not stand the laughter of those who continue to explode to see the actions of the two of us.
Mike walked up to my desk and looked at me sharply.
"Tamy, can we talk to you for a second?" Ask Brother Mike softly.
"Eh, what's wrong, brother?"
