For Me And Him

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Virgo POV.

I knocked on Tamy's door, either I've been here a few tens of times and never met Tamy even if only for a moment.

I knocked again, waited a few minutes. There was no answer from inside the house.

Step off my feet, away from Tamy's yard.

"Oath, Tamy. I miss you so much" I cried.

I continued my footsteps, walking without direction. Somehow, I just want to know Tamy's situation. But it seems Tamy's trying to avoid me.

Wh why? why should you be Tamy? why should you bear all this.

I randomized my hair and kicked an empty drink can that was on the street.

Upset and confused, I don't know what to do?

I exhale and throw the rough buttocks, the seat of the garden is lipped the road.

I have to think, how can I meet Tamy just once?

"Riyu," I said quickly.

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I look at this minimalist house carefully. Not much has changed, only a few floral decorations have changed.

I've been out of this house for six years, who would have thought, for Tamy's sake I should set foot in this house again?

I knocked on the brown door strongly. Wait a few minutes before the owner comes out.

I knocked again, this time it didn't take long. Someone came out and opened the door.

"Virgo" said Riyu surprised.

"I don't need to make small talk. Have you ever met Tamy?" Ask directly.

Riyu sighed and sat down on the lounge chair of her balcony. I followed Ryu's movements and sat down opposite the table with him.

"Are you worried about him?" Ask Riyu flatly.

"Obviously, she's my boyfriend!" Reply spontaneously.

"Aren't you guys broken up?"

"I don't need a comment, just answer my question," I said.

"Tamy needs time to calm himself down, Virgo. You better hold it, don't go see him first."

"Who are you? forbid I go see my own boyfriend? you're new to Tamy, so don't be a chatty-ass!" 

It seems, I was wrong to have to ask this rancid brat. If not I'd lost information about Tamy. I'm not going to meet him.

"Tamy's in his father's hospital" Riyu replied flatly.

"Don't lie! I've been back and forth there. The nurse over there said that Doctor Leo and Tamy weren't there" I said upsetly.

"Tamy's avoiding, but I'm not lying. I met Tamy in the hospital corridor with another cancer child" Riyu said gently.

I looked at her face, it seemed like this time Riyu was serious with her words.

"All right, thank you," I said, passing away.

"Virgo, don't you go in first?"

"No, I still don't want to make foot massage in this house." I wave my hands while walking away.

If the hospital hid Tamy's whereabouts. Then I can't ask anymore, I have to find it myself. Tracing the hospital corridor one by one.

I took a breath and saw the hospital nameplate owned by Tamy's father. I put on my jacket hat and walked down the corridor.

"Tamy, if today I find you. Then don't expect you to get away from me." I put both my hands in my jacket pocket and took the elevator to the top floor.

This is her father's hospital, where Tamy might be in the lower ward, if Tamy chooses to avoid me, she'll definitely choose the hardest place to meet.

"We'll see Tamy, who understands you better. Me, or yourself?" I smiled bitterly and went straight out as the elevator door opened.

I saw one by one the wards of this hospital through the glass window of his bedroom door. But Tamy can't see him either.

For almost two hours, I circled the corridors of this hospital, but the results were completely absent.

I rubbed my face violently and let out a long sigh.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I'm so tired, Tamy's so tired.

"Toggle." I heard the sound of a girl spewing out her stomach.

I turned my gaze when I heard the noise behind the wall I was sitting on. I slowly walked up to the door, and peered out of the glass.

A black-haired girl crying in her mother's arms. He seems to refuse treatment.

The woman shook her head, then she soon regurgitated her stomach.

Is it cancer patients too? is that how Tamy went through his days?

Why can't I know? why can't I realize?

Even when Tamy vomited blood twice, I just believed it.

"Tamy, forgive me," I said bitterly.

"Sister, you'll accompany me kheimo, won't you?" The voice of a little girl filled the corridor.

"No, but you don't dare."

I turned my face when I heard the answer from the other girl.

My eyes were round when I saw the little girl with her short hair walking through the corridor, smiling broadly as if she was doing well.

"Tamy," I'm happy.

I smiled and ran up to Tamy, I hugged Tamy very tightly. Finally, I found you, I finally saw you again.

"Tamy, finally. I finally found you." I held my arms, I missed so much.

Tamy just kept quiet, he didn't even return my embrace.

"Virgo, don't forget I'm still here" said om Leo ketus.

I let go of my arms and grinned. I scratched my hair that wasn't itchy.

"Sorry Om" I said guilty.

"Then you guys talk first, yeah. Om wants to take Niken to the kheimo room," said Om Leo.

"Okay Om" I answered quickly.

After Leo left, I looked back at Tamy who kept looking at me.

His round eyes were layered with the clear glass he wanted to spill. I smiled and stroked her short blond hair.

"When did you cut your hair? how did you not tell me first?" Ask pleasantries.

Tamy just kept quiet, he kept looking at me with clear glass that would spill if he blinked just once.

"You look like a Korean artist when your hair is short, I like it" I said.

"Why Virgo? why are you here?" Soft question.

"I miss, and I'm worried about you."

"I don't need you to feel sorry for me" said Tamy walking past me.

I hold Tamy's wrist, I won't pity you Tamy. Never will, because I love you.

I slowly walked up to Tamy and wrapped around Tamy's shoulder from behind.

"I never felt sorry for you, Tamy, I didn't look for you here because I felt sorry for you" I whispered in Tamy's ear.

I turned Tamy's body and grabbed both ends of his shoulders.

"But because I love you."

Tamy released her tears and hugged me tightly. She cried until she made her whole body shake.

I breathed heavily and closed my eyes. There was a sense of relief and also worry that became one, at this moment.

"I beg Virgo, never look for me again. Don't be Virgo, don't look for me" Tamy said.

I held Tamy's embrace back tightly. No matter what you're doing, Tamy. Wherever you go, I'll keep looking for you.

Because the one I love is you, stay by my side. Stay here, no matter how. I will definitely look for you, no matter how many times you reject me. I'll definitely be back, definitely Tamy.