For Me And Him

42

Tamy's body has a seizure, a nurse who is keeping Tamy there starts to panic.

Along with the footsteps of the Doctors came to enter Tamy's nursery.

Especially this? Will it have to be like this?

I put my head on the back of the waiting stainles chair, closed my eyes while waiting for Om Leo to come out.

Please Tamy, hang in there. Don't leave us. Don't leave me.

A few times, I wiped away the tears that had once shed without a sound. Hours of waiting for Tamy alone here.

Why am I getting scared for the longer I get? I grew increasingly upset, even more so seeing the nurse pacing out of Tamy's room.

God, can I beg just this once?

Let Tamy endure the wound, please, open his eyes.

The sound of door friction resuscitated my daydream. Om Leo came out with a smile adorning his handsome face that began to look a little old.

"Om, how's it going, Tamy?" ask directly.

Leo smiled and patted my shoulder.

"Have a rest in my room, Virgo. Tamy .. he's past his critical period."

Kuhela breathed with great relief, not knowing why, but the heavy burden of the heart overflowing the chest now disappeared instantly. Just like that without any rest.

"Is Tamy conscious?" ask directly.

"Of course, but Tamy's still very weak. You take a break when you wake up and you meet him."

"Okay" I replied directly.

Once again, I saw Tamy's body still lying limp with an infusion hose piercing the back of his hand.

Looking at her flashing eyelids, it felt like all my worries were gone.

"Tamy, thank goodness. I'm happy when I see you open your eyes."

***

I opened the door to Tamy's room slowly. The girl turned her face away, her hands stretched out long.

I smiled and walked over to him, took a helping hand, clasped his fingers tightly.

"How are you doing, Tamy?" ask me while pulling a chair next to his bed.

"My throat is so dry, Virgo. Can you get some water?"

I nodded, helping him to sit down and sipping a glass of water into his mouth.

The girl looked at the back of her hand, before long she smiled bitterly.

"Virgo," call her soft.

"Hem."

"How long have I been critical?" tanyanya direct.

"Four days."

Tamy sighed, he threw his gaze out the window.

For a moment he was silent, focusing on the bright sky that looked beautiful in its light blue.

"I'm sorry, Virgo," she said slowly.

"Why?" my many.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you about kheimo."

Kuraih fingers her hand and puts it on one of my cheeks. I wanted to feel like I was scolding him, but I realized, Tamy must have had a reason why he kept it to himself.

"Sorry for what happened in the bathroom yesterday. I'm not supposed to yell at you," he said back. His eyes were focused outside the window.

"Tamy, my dear, hey." I pulled his chin and turned his face to look at me.

"I know how you feel. I understand what you're going through. I told you, you can cry, you can complain, you can be angry and do anything to me. Put everything away, I'll bear it," I said softly.

The girl's pale lips smiled sweetly. I haven't seen this smile for a long time. How much I miss you, my dear.

Kuraih shoulders Tamy and hugs him tightly. Gluing the twists of my hand on this girl's shoulder.

"Virgo, sorry. I'm sorry if I ever wanted to give up" he said softly.

"It's okay if you're tired of giving up. Let me defend myself for you" I replied.

Tamy broke his embrace and grabbed next to my cheek. I closed my eyes while enjoying the warm temperature of my girl's skin.

Tamy pulled next to my cheek, kissed my lips at a glance.

"Why? Are you aware of the coma of being so aggressive?" manyu tease.

Tamy shook his head, landing his head back into his chest.

"Just want to say thank you. Thank you, Virgo. Thanks for everything."

"There's no need to thank you, Tamy. Enough here and stay by my side. That's enough for me."

***

Knock on the door of Leo's room and open it slowly.

Ryu and Aunt Gina are already there.

I slowly approached, sitting next to Leo reading a paper in his hand.

"Doctor, there's a Virgo here. Let's talk about it again," soft aunt Gina's ink.

"Mama, pick it up again. I don't agree," Ryu replied annoyedly.

"Riyu, it's not as bad as you imagine. Mama can recover by doing a liver transplant."

Om Leo turned his eyes when he heard Aunt Gina's words. Closing the sheet in his hand.

"Don't brag, Gina. You can say that to Riyu, but I can't" said Leo's Om flat.

"Mama heard it for herself, right? Om Leo alone can not guarantee," said Riyu rudely.

"Riyu, don't be like this, son. Mama has promised to atone for Mama's sins to her, if not this time, when else? Mama's got a debt to Virgo, son. Let Mama reply, Honey," persuade aunt Gina gently.

"Let me pay for it, Ma. Even if all my life I have to be his slave, I will. But I can't let Mama do this, please Ma. I fought my hardest for Mama's sake, "Riyu replied not to lose.

"Tante, if Ryu does not agree, then do not be forced. I can still wait for the other donors."

"No. Tamy's been like this, when are you waiting?"

"Mama, can you think clearly? I'm doing everything I can for Mama's recovery, is this Mama's reply to me?" riyu asked a little scream.

Riyu wanted to get up, but quickly Aunt Gina's hand held her still sitting.

Aunt Gina grabbed both of Riyu's cheeks and stared fixedly at Ryu's eyes.

"Riyu heard Mama, son," said aunt Gina softened.

"Don't you love Tamy? Isn't Tamy important to you? Tamy's life is still very long. Nak. Tamy's still very young, but Mama, Mama's done a lot of wrongs. Mama no longer wants to regret, Mama please Riyu, think back."

"But no one can replace Mom for me. To me Mama can't be replaced with another."

"But Riyu, here's the wish, Mama. Mama can't help it, Riyu, Mama is suffering, can you free Mama from this suffering?"

Riyu fell silent, I bowed my gaze when I heard Aunt Gina's words.

If Aunt Gina had given up at the beginning of her suffering, why would Tamy have been able to hold on for that long alone?

If I remember all this, I feel more guilty for him. Aunty Gina who had just suffered a year more.

How could you possibly hold it all back for almost five years.

I shook my head and smiled bitterly. Turn your eyes towards the door. Accidentally my eyes saw Tamy sitting in a wheelchair, glued to the doorway.

"Tamy," I said slowly.

Leo's eyes looked at the doorway.

"Dad," call Tamy down.

Leo immediately ran to the doorway. Kneeling under Tamy's wheelchair.

"Darling, why are you out?" ask Leo softly.

"Is this Dad? Aunty? You want to exchange Aunt Gina's life for mine? Why are you so cruel?"

"Darling, don't misunderstand me. It's just aunt Gina's wish, I haven't agreed to it."

Tamy shook his head, looking at us one by one with a puddle of water adorning his eyeballs.

"I don't want to. I don't want to have a heart graft. Please Dad, don't agree with Aunt Gina's wishes, "please ask Tamy.

"But why, Tamy?" many confused.

"Tante Gina still has Ryu's sister to look after. Don't ever tell anyone else's life for me, I don't want to be a killer, I don't want to be, Dad." Tamy covered his face with both tanges.

Releasing her cries made her tiny body tremble.

"All right, I'm not gonna do it, honey. Don't cry anymore, please."

Om Leo pulled Tamy's wheelchair and pushed him out the door.

I saw the reddened face of Aunt Gina, looking at Tamy who was beginning to disappear from view.

"Riley."

"Yes, Ma."

"Mama can't hold it anymore, Mama can't bear to see Tamy. Please, Mama, son. Do this behind Tamy's back," persuade aunty Gina gently.

Riyu ruffled her hair, she glanced at me. I crossed my hands in front of my chest and shrugged my shoulders.

Take it easy, Tamy, if it wasn't Aunt Gina. I'll do it for you.

I've decided, if we live, then we live together. If we die, we will both die.